all the time it took for me to realize im a liar 😪

lets pretend cuz ion wanna get involved in ur love</3

sitting by myself wondering how I got here 🤒

lets pretend that i dont walk around dope sick

Hard prod cool seeing you work with silver

i’ve been think bout you 
thinking bout you in my room 
and i cant get past this 
i cant get past you 
breaking down in my room 
thinking bout him and you 
just know i’m here 
i’m here for you 
bitch i’ve been here 
didn’t even think u noticed
and i love u and u know that
yeah i ain’t afraid 2 show it

thinkin bout him n u (prod stogie)

art by ami4evr

tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
i know im a joke 2 u
hurts so bad
could jus say fuck it all
im used 2 that

I get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i feel like the breeze cuz idk where i'm headed
north south east west every direction
when i close my eyes
i imagine u right there, right by my side
i can still never decide
what's wrong & what's right 
when u leave me every night

tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it

I got what I wanted, but then I didn't want it w/ m0thlab [+snorkatje]

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by colby rue
recorded @ mirrorville. hq 7/10/22
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

vi (+ colby rue)

https://youtu.be/PfEl8bcTGEQ run the music video up ❤️

*MV IN DESC* play ur part final [remghost hottubjohny]

i miss the days hanging out in the summer
everything i try to do now feels like a bummer
i can feel my mental health going under
underneath the radar, whippin in a jaguar
i know i’m gona go far this life
she put me in her playlist tonight
she told me me she bump my songs when she cry
i sing them melodies, bring tears to yur eyes

n i tried to hold on but it wasn’t healthy
i’m focused on myself, i’m tryna get wealthy
i’m tryna run bands up! with me n my brothas yeah!
yeah me n soulcast poppin out in margiela man
fucked up at the function
we might be too high to function
i get way too fucked in public
n there’s no time for discussion
i just pulled up n she blushin
i told her no touchin
everything i do
i make it look like it was nothin
i’ma fall back off of 2 flats
i got everything on me i’m like the mailman
yu try replace me, they can’t do the shit tht i can
i want it all man
i want it all man

Vexxodus - mailman (when she cry)  [Togepi X Syrxp]

prod. silver + cutspace + ervin
can we plz pretend

its a part of the problm i want u here w me
i was plannin our future now ur a memory
i was tryin my hardest said i would nvr leave
now that the sun is up it feel like a dream.

sun is up and now my dream is over
one hundred thousand things that i wish i nvr told her................
one hundred thousand rings id get for her when we were older
all the time it took for me to realize im a lair. fuck.

and this feelin has been bubblin up
lets pretend cuz i dont wanna get involved in ur love
lets pretend that i can handle my emotions
lets pretend that i dont walk around dope sick

lets pretend that we're in love and we both know it....

maybe life could get a little better if i wanted it to
maybe life could get a little better if i left my room
maybe life could get a little better if i if i ask from u...

everyday i wait but i swear is ben getting bad. fuck fuck fuck fuck
everyday i wait 4 u to say u love me back 

ill wait
love u <3
synthetic forever

one hundred thousand things

one hundred thousand things [silver]

synthetic forever<3 
thank u <3 silver, whatever51 and shinju
lyrics

hxpeless
i feel so outa my element
she fuck me up ima fuck her friend
they hmu on the telegram
im sellin out of alprazolam

perc
i never deal w a middle man

hxpeless
bitch im off the ethanol
just tell me what u fuckin want
said u could u set me off

perc
its just another chemical
synthetic brain this shit is technical

i feel so far from home

hxpeless
ive never felt this numb

perc
dont stop
listen and breath
wait my turn eternal peace
wait for an eternity
wait forever never sleep

hxpeless
dont talk
dont talk to me
i am not your enemy
lookin for eternal peace
tryna find that piece of me

perc
why are we here
where did we come from
why are we here
what is the point
what is the point of it all

hxpeless
sit in bed look at the stares
wonder if its worth it
tell me why im hurtin
pop another percy

perc
u go hide ill count to 6
down the stairs i found the sticks
look for where the castle is
never ending world of bliss
gotta go no time to talk
earth gon ask me what i want
i stare at the moon alot
my eyes hurt
im never lost

dont stop
listen and breath
wait my turn eternal peace
wait for an eternity
wait forever never sleep

hxpeless
dont talk
dont talk to me
i am not your enemy
lookin for eternal peace
tryna find that piece of me

perc
dont stop
listen and breath
wait for an eternity
wait for an eternity
wait forever never sleep

thank u sm

chemical

chemical +hxpeless [silver + whatever51 + shinju]

Again (14)

@emotionals @sshinju  .・゜-: ✧

[lyrics;]

they wont feel this anyway
i dont rlly care i dont feel them anyway
i dont wnna be their friend
ur the only person
but i cant handle this pressure
and im scared that ill lose u forever
and i know that its all for the better
if u need me then ill be there whenever
am i dreaming again, i fell in love in december

fell in love in december
jus call me whenever, pick me up n u can still be my center
the memories made we were growing 2gether
guess u lied when u said forever
could it be that ur under the weather
did u really find someone better
mayb we should spend sum time together
but i but i cant handle this pressure

december w/ emotionals (+shinju)

ig - lilashleyxo

ON SPOTIFY NOW

lyrics

im cooling at the party
i fucked her off a molly
i snorted sm oxy
u lame u just a copy
i feel like Giovanni
cuz i might catch a body
and im not rlly sorry
so dont ask if im sry x2

im doing lots of drugs
so pls dont wake me up
i wanna fall in luv
but you only wanna fuck
taking off my shirt
snorting up the dust
i cnt wait til everybody see me going up

i know u didnt mean to hurt me
but you rlly did me dirty
rolling off a 30
wide awake and its nearly 4:30
the stars they shining so bright
they look just like their your eyes
look at our pictures and cry
dont ask me if i feel fine..
im fragile down to the bone
i kno im all on my own
I just cant put down my phone
you made me feel so at home

wake me up when this nightmare ends
im alone i got a nose full of fent

im cooling at the party
i fucked her off a molly
i snorted sm oxy
u lame u just a copy
i feel like Giovanni
cuz i might catch a body
and im not rlly sorry
so dont ask if im sry x2

one hundred thousand things [silver]

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