bad timing w. crowlyyy (yago)

for now

we used to look up at the stars baby
life gon get hard baby
playing u my favorite songs and driving in my car baby
we can go pretend to be whatever
it's ur world but i wanna be together and
i've been running thru my mind
i wish that i could try
to get u out my head but i don't wanna and
i've been rubbing thru my mind
i wish that i could try
to get out my head but i don't wanna and 

it's so lucid
but is it love?
it's the first time that i feel it
it's the first time that i've won
it's the first time that ive been myself and felt like i'm enough 
it's the first time that u said i said it back cuz i love u 2

i feel like
i hate all of these fucking feelings
i havnt left my room in weeks there's crystals on my ceiling 
i'm in my home i'm in my world
i'm looking for that special girl
i'm so lost and i can't find her
my heart strings feel tighter

my life felt like a painting
everything was perfect
now i'm contemplating
but it is never worth it
i don't wanna stay depressed 
like ever single night here
trapped inside this room i feel like
every days a nightmare

take me back to the time we talked like this
no phone calls and u won't even talk to me
do u think of me
ever wanna be

i don't wanna feel it
i don't wanna feel it anymore

the lights r turning blue my room is dark
u can be my venus
and i can be ur mars

venus [lilac]

go follow https://soundcloud.com/homes1ck1er

isn't it obvious? w haloes [prod jolst]

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by homecomingqueen
recorded @ goblin haven 8/6/22
art by bedhead

ALL PLATFORMS

notches on my belt! (+ homecomingqueen)

I hope you know that I'm not good at keeping
I'm not good at keeping conversation with you anymore
Gave you my love you wanted more
You broke my heart what was it for
It's 2 AM and I'm not texting you on blacked out on the floor
Worst part I've been through this before
With you this life is like a war
And I can't tell you how I'm feeling cuz you'll go and slam the

Door in my face
I'm working so hard for change
Before you told me you love me now it's not the same
You see that look in my face
I want some jewels on my chain
These diamonds will be forever but you not the same
You slam the door in my face
I'm working so hard for change
Before you told me you love me now it's not the same
You see that look in my face
I want some jewels on my chain
These diamonds will be forever but you not the same

No I don't know where I've been and I don't know where I'm at
But now I'm focus on the money and I'm not looking back
My life is moving so quick my life is moving so fast
I need to stop and catch my breath might have a panic attack
And now I'm running to Paradise
Cuz I love my life without you
I thought I never would be all right
But know I'm just fine without you

Gave you my love you wanted more
You broke my heart what was it for
It's 2 AM and I'm not texting you on blacked out on the floor
Worst part I've been through this before
With you this life is like a war
And I can't tell you how I'm feeling cuz you'll go and slam the

Door in my face
I'm working so hard for change
Before you told me you love me now it's not the same
You see that look in my face
I want some jewels on my chain
These diamonds will be forever but you not the same
You slam the door in my face
I'm working so hard for change
Before you told me you love me now it's not the same
You see that look in my face
I want some jewels on my chain
These diamonds will be forever but you not the same

all plats

forever [siemspark x ayoley]

original song by wstdyth and blackwinterwells

balanced meal (cover)

synthetic forever
artists:
https://soundcloud.com/pinkperc
https://soundcloud.com/rit_hk
https://soundcloud.com/yungkrypto
https://soundcloud.com/toxin_brewer
https://soundcloud.com/blackfridvy
https://soundcloud.com/kainebot
https://soundcloud.com/xoxoswitchh
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine
https://soundcloud.com/imhxpeless

when will i wake up interlude (sayasfnrl)

prod by pk / mix4 8ball n xc by xc
https://soundcloud.com/m8gicball
https://soundcloud.com/xc01011

i can’t believe my eyes
i wanna die
i get so high
it don’t feel right..
 
there’s different faces
but nothin’ rlly changes
i live in anguish
it’s why my shit’s amazin’ 

yeah, quit playin’
like why u always hatin’?
i’m always prayin’
tht i’ll start decayin’

i’m smokin’ cancer
my chest, it starts to cave in
i’ll be ur haven
just gimme a way in (2x)

i look around as the stars fall down
we both hate this town, so let’s burn it down

& i don’t rlly want u
u don’t rlly want me
i’m noddin’ off an oxy
lookin’ like a zombie 

prolly cuz i popped 3
hopin’ that you’ll haunt
she suck me in th lobby
i feel like Ricky Bobby!

they call this shit a hobby
like they got somethin’ on me
you ain’t got nothin’ on me
i put tht on my mommy

i’m head to toe in Tommy
she touchin’ on my body
these boys, they like to copy
but ain’t got nothin’ on me (on me)

he got nothin’ on me
i think u should call me
always in my head every night
i think it’s haunting

tell me tht u want me
i been poppin’ oxy
i jus dropped a bag on yo bitch
& she still on me

he got nothin’ on me
i think u should call me
always in my head every night
i think it’s haunting

tell me tht u want me
i been poppin’ oxy
i jus dropped a bag on yo bitch
& she still on me (on me)

why she talkin’?
girl, get out
i’m yawnin’ 

off 2 beans 
i’m flyin’
fit dripped out in high end

coke drip got me dyin’
no one high as i am (i am)

dreamgirlz 
yeah we hot & dangerous 

xc off sum molly
got lil 8ball off sum oxy
nvr nvmbr got a bottle of bacardi

fuck it 
brb
throw
lets blow the ceiling off

ahhhh ahh ahhh ahhh

oh, said she wanna party w/ sum ✨ all nite
oh, popped too many pills
i almost risked my life

she’s my dream girl
come n live this dream world (3x)

RICKY BOBBY

RICKY BOBBY w/ m8gicball & ♡ xc ♡  [#dReaMgIrLz exclusive]

official music video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6FM4GbPe5I&ab_channel=patternsxx

bby, yr not the 1
im srry that u had 2 find out this way
bby its all bcuz
u had 2 go and say all those things u say
but now u cant stop me
the things u taught me
u couldnt rob me 
of learnin yr ways
i wont hold it against u
but u held against me 
my word and now 
thats all thats at stake
he held me closer 2 him than u ever did
cant even 4giv u
wont ever 4get u
no phoebe bridge
miss u like a kid
im still just a kid
u wanna try 2 fix
all of the parts of me
that i think r sick
4 both of us
in different ways
this is a transition
my mom would say
theres better ways
to waste the space 
left in yr brain
i spent the rest of my remaining
on my lyrics and yr face
now theres no one else
left 2 sing yr praise
not a good look
2 act obsessed babe
shook a lot of u off
when i went 2 the rave
im standing out in the snow
u dont remember my name
would it all go back 
to the way that it was
if i wished on a star
and i stopped doing drugs
but u took it too far
it was never what i wanted
left me with a scar
yr a ghost now im haunted
now i never wanna know
what yr doing now bcuz
if i did i would think abt it
way 2 much
way 2 much
yr hold on me
is nothing but a touch
that i cant keep

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by rotel x ven
recorded @ the gloss temple 1/2/23
art by bedhead
original photography by lil wet wet

venus [lilac]

pinkperc

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