#3 - soft serenades

materialistic, but i love the way that you look in that lipstick
but lets keep it realistic, you wouldnt wanna be with me im way too autistic
self admitted
i feel like shit i know that somethings missing
i tried to fill the void but nothing's working
and look at the people that i end up hurting, yeah
they don't deserve it
people acting like they know me but they just know the surface
i didn't do it on purpose
rehabilitation is the only thing worth it

materialistic

weird

#3 - i cant stop thinking about it

Tattoo your name on me, 'cause I know you're not leaving
Without you I'm deleted, and the pain has me defeated
Put that blade right to my wrist, 100 stabs might do the trick
I take it back those cuts ain't shit, look my mom in the eyes and she saw my slits
Codependency is nothing new to me, I need therapy, I need counseling
I guess I'll do the things that they say I need
But I don't really think it'll fix a damn thing
They say just speak your mind and you'll be alright
But if I said what's on mine, I'll be in cuffs tonight
Or maybe I would be fine, my paranoia will kill me
I would kill myself if they learned the real me
I'm a disgusting useless addict, degrading myself is my favorite habit
I'm walking around with a guilty conscience, 'cause I'm a fucking creep and I hope I can stop it
Look in the mirror see my fat body, stop eating food and start doing molly
Nothing matters I'm still useless, horny, manipulative, and abusive

you know too much now you have to die

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Just one last time
I don't wanna be away from your smile
The way your lips graze gently across mine
Makes it all worthwhile

So much going on in my mind
I'm sad but you still caught my vibe
You know we shouldn't be doing this, right?
But we're young, tryna have a good time

Tell me "lose your number" when it's all said and done
We're under the influence of some vodka and drugs

I saw your boyfriend last week
I got a feeling that he already knows
He was looking at me kinda funny
But we'll be strangers once you put on your clothes

yk we shouldnt be doing this right

treat her dead

jaydes - burn it down (with drums)

its all shelbys fault

idk why i do the things i do
ima kill myself inside my room
if i leave this world i cant hurt u
she doesn’t wanna date a boy who’s just gonna die
so what are we doing here wasting our time
oh what little time that i have left
i spend it all being so depressed

her dead boyfriend x_x

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xx

evanescent
why you live in my head?

n youre out for blood
but im kissing your neck

i think i need to work on myself
been trying to fix this puzzle instead

n you know i just wish i were dead
the pieces dont fit right in my head

evanescent
i forget the rest

but why ur always aimed at my head?
its getting hard to understand
so pull the trigger get me dead

n i fucked up
im sorry, i cant help, it's my fucked up mind of mine

so tell me
evanescence
dont remember?
wouldnt you like to try?

sick and twisted
u love it
i dont get.. why i even try

u sigh, look away
its okay
but i cant see your face

you wanna move into a new place
and im just standing in the way

bittersweet
my defeat

is there any way to cope with the taste?

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