ZER0 - STARGAZING QwQ

meadows (kenny beats 11/5 first place !!!)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0V9LhAvbwFMQvCPa6THAEj?si=fa34d7cab6094502
MY BIG MAN @yyankyyy follow him


lyrics:
find a place idc how much it hurts
finding my way in the dark i think im lost
lost

hoooooo
is this the right time to
go out and find my thruth
is this the end
im outta air
i dont know where ill go
im way too far from home

im still paralysed
i hate the thoughts i had inside
im scared of being on my own
it was a thing i thought i heard
cut way too deep i thought it burns
im scared of being all alone

hoooooo
is this the right time to
go out and find my thruth
is this the end
im outta air
i dont know where ill go
im way too far from home

far from home w/yanky

BPM100

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歌詞

無関心な命を一つぶら下げた一糸じゃ
ぽっかりと開いた穴は塞がりはしないようで

生涯続く欠落感を満たせはしないから
味のしない料理すら美味しいと食した

私　愛情失調おばけだ
心に付いた傷を袖裏に隠している

私　愛情失調おばけだ
期待も無くなるように深い後悔を望んだ


誰かの記憶の中で生きれるようにと
人生という舞台上で存在をただ歌っている

死んで後悔させたいよ　ぞんざいな世界の全てを
観客もいないままに終幕を迎える


何もわからない　触れられもしない
だから　深い孤独を頂戴


私　愛情失調おばけだ
嫌い嫌いばかりの不干渉な願い

私　愛情失調おばけだ
記憶に眠りたいのならこの世に居場所はないようだ

愛情失調おばけ- Instrumental-

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Do You Feel It

tell me what im doing wrong
why these days they seem so long
and my time with you its all so far, so gone
texting too much now i pissed u off

scared of leaving my bubble
but id travel light years for u
over and over again and again
dont care if we're older
but its getting colder
without your body

take my hand ill show u california poppies
take my hand ill show u california molly
fuck these other fuckboys they all fuckin copies
come and guide my way and show me after coffee

lets just focus on u, cuz were not in no big rush
tomato face always red, cuz my mind always on somn
i know u been back in town, i haven't seen u around
but maybe later tonight, we'll make each other astounded

lakeside bossa nova

Of Avium & Carmina

(2/_) of 'AMBLE TIDES' 
always changing

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lyrics

you can tear my life apart
i will just collect the limbs

stitching souls and hearts
gathered to create some sin

you can channel your whole energy
into another fault
shaking up the room
they just won't really give a fuck

loosen up your tongue
and give it up before you fall
ending up to be
a diamond in the rough

and you'll never get to talk about it
and i'll never get to talk about it
keep pressing on the issue
i'm immune to breaking up
yet, i'm crawling back

there's a ritual where we stand
and nobody gets to see

you could bury me alive
and then forget to dig

you can harness what you want
i am simply yours to keep

is it only me?
we were everlasting

sometimes you would leave me be
to search the open seas

i was never chained nor bound
yet you pulled me all around

there's something about your touch
that just makes me wonder so much

i swear you've noticed

i will run to you
whenever time is due
and i'll keep searching and searching through

maybe i'll show myself
and then you'll learn the truth
maybe someday i'll find out too

and you'll never get to talk about it
and i'll never get to talk about it
keep pressing on the issue
i'm immune to breaking up
yet, i'm crawling back

it only hurts cause i loved you
it only hurts cause i loved you
it only hurts cause i loved you
it only hurts cause i was dead by design

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build your own percussion ensembles out of 7 different Snare 
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Festival Of The Dragon (Benny Oschmann)

So, it's been a while.

Nothing I've made really as of the past year I feel has been really worth uploading and nor do I really feel that this is either. I have a tendency to spend too long on things and get nervous sharing stuff, but people have been so incredibly kind and supportive. I can't guarantee anything new, but I am oftentimes trying to work on new stuff and maybe I'll finish some of it at some point. I don't mind if nobody listens to or reads this but here's something. Hopefully it's ok. 

Downloads are enabled. 
Thank you for listening.


EDIT:
I originally posted this without telling anyone, expecting nobody to ever listen to / care for it, but somehow, it recently hit 1k plays. I have no words to describe how insane this is to me. Thank you for taking the time to listen to my music, that alone is already more then I could ever ask for.

愛情失調おばけ- Instrumental-

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