h4rt - just be cool (im in love with a girl)

wujek - i live on the internet

https://open.spotify.com/track/6ReT2Geigzi2td8QLa3lAC?si=c6e1ff776f6f4f9a

i swear i never cry
you wont beat me in a fight
i wanna get high 
at the smile lands and die

just me alone
why cant you leave alone
just me alone
why wont you leave alone

i miss you ramone 
i fucking miss you ramone

make time to write off
your advice

i want you to know that im not crazy
im just lazy 
a little bit hazy

baby im the one who cried the wolves out tonight
watch me as i watch you cry you wanna get high

just me alone
why cant you leave alone
just me alone
why wont you leave alone

dead girlfriend

lyrics:

i'm losing my own mind 
somebody please come help me
i don't think im fine
you got so lost inside my eyes 
you keep on staring i don't have much time

found somebody who would love me
never angry 
got you're so ugly
you hated my own guts that's what you said 
when we we're all alone in bed

filled my heart with all of your lies
filled my brain up head in the skies

bottled up emotions
you have no idea where i've been
lost my trust to you then
got your name right in my head

seeing you dead brings me joy
i can't even hear your voice

i'm losing my own mind 
somebody please come help me
i don't think im fine
you got so lost inside my eyes 
you keep on staring i don't have much time

found somebody who would love me
never angry 
got you're so ugly
you hated my own guts that's what you said 
when we we're all alone in bed

free download

internet civilian

project suicide

@thisismyreality

this
Your an evil human 
But you can't help it 
Anymore
Don't wanna see you fall apart
Your so stupid
Your so stupid

love cupid
i think your stupid
your not that smart
didnt know you
take it this fucking far
i wanna kill you 
i wanna capture you 
i wanna see you bleed 
i wanna hurt you
you said u fcking hate me
like its my fault
i started doing some drugs
i got some withdraws
ik you hate me
like its my fault
or im i just on withdraws
do i mean nothing to you x6

why are you so evil ft  thisismyreality

guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
im over it and over it is you

if i run around for you
i wont bitch i'll change my tune
i dont know if it is true
i dont know if i know you

all those times in the fall when i
would hear your lies and start to cry
the tears would run down down my eyes
i prayed id died but im still alive

and i hate your friends
and i hate those bands
and i hate those things you do with them
and i hate the way that you could lie
straight to my face and in my eyes
as if i am slow or i am dumb
the way you hurt me made me numb
and now i will show that i am done
i know for sure youre not the one for me

i'll never forget how it felt to be
dropping my phone on the hardwood floor
my heart split and tore and the details galore

guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
im over it and over it is you

get over it

the smell of cigarettes is still escaping off your breath
and i know that tonight youre gonna ditch me for your friends
if im sitting on the couch or if im laying in my bed
i know i can never count on you to send a text
following im following you everywhere you went
i dont think i know what you do with them
everyday im anxious and my hair falls out from stress
i dont really know if i'll ever get rest

ahh ahh ahhhh

In this dark, film-noir–inspired track, The Psychotic Furs and Johnny Punish imagine an alternate story behind the tragic death of beloved 1960s–70s actress Carol Wayne. Official records list her 1985 passing in Manzanillo, Mexico, as an accidental drowning, yet questions have lingered for decades.  Through haunting lyrics and cinematic sound, “Bootsie Nightengale” explores the possibility of hidden truths, Hollywood’s shadowy underbelly, and the mysteries that surround fame and tragedy.

The title character, Bootsie Nightengale, recalls the playful persona Carol Wayne portrayed on classic television—including her guest appearances on I Dream of Jeannie—while the music underscores the tension between glamour and danger.

⚠️ Disclaimer

This music is a work of artistic expression and creative storytelling.  It is not a news report, documentary, or factual account of the events surrounding Carol Wayne’s life or death.
Any references to real people, places, or historical incidents are used in a fictional and speculative context for the purpose of art and commentary. The lyrics, visuals, and narrative should not be interpreted as statements of fact or as accusations against any individual—living or deceased.  No implication of wrongdoing is intended.

🌟 Tribute

This piece is also meant as a celebration of Carol Wayne’s career and unique talent.
By revisiting her image and story, Johnny Punish hopes to bring her memory to life and encourage fans—new and old—to reconnect with her body of work and remember her fondly.

Listen • Share • Comment
If Carol Wayne’s performances ever made you smile, or if you’re drawn to the mysteries of Hollywood’s golden era, we invite you to watch, listen, and share your own memories in the comments.

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LYRICS
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Bootsie Nightengale
Such a lovely girl

Danced on the Johnny late-night talk show
A Carol Wayne smile on the go go go
But a midnight swim ended fun and fame
A Manzanillo tide in a film-noir game

ohhhhhh

We know the killer
Another Hollywood thriller
Presenting...

Bootsie Nightengale (Nightengale)
Bootsie Nightengale (Nightengale)
The killer got away
It's just another day....

As another girl jumps off the balcony
A psycho-killer kills another formality oh ohhhh
So it's knock knock guess who's at the door
Nobody--- just a splatter on the floor ohhh ohhhh

We know the killer
Enjoy another Hollywood thriller
Starring....

Bootsie Nightengale (Nightengale)
Bootsie Nightengale (Nightengale)
The killer got away
It's just another day

So spin the reel rewind the tape
Who profits when angels break
Names change faces fade
Nothing ever changes
In our crazy world...

Bootsie Nightengale

Bootsie Nightengale (Nightengale)
Bootsie Nightengale (Nightengale)
The killer got away
It's just another day....

Bootsie Nightengale (Nightengale)
Bootsie Nightengale (Nightengale)

It's just another day

Bootsie Nightengale

art by @b4kedboy

My honor is with me, whenever I go
I miss u, I need u, can you call my phone
You ditch me, I ditch you, but that’s how it goes
I wonder why I still sometimes see your ghost

Why still I see your ghost inside my room
I cud never live it up to you
Lihonabolote shout out to Drew
Lihonabolote Mcity that’s my crew

I just do my own thang, fuck is you gon do?
There’s many colors, but im feeling blue 
Lifesucks.com truth is hard to chew

I will still tell you how I feel about you
I have no idea how I do without u
I wanna be wit u, that’s my wish in fountain 
Drive away once and for all, so they can’t find me

My honor is with me, whenever I go
I miss u, I need u, can you call my phone
You ditch me, I ditch you, but that’s how it goes
I wonder why I still sometimes see your ghost

wujek - i live on the internet

mari