forgiveness funeral - Self destruction

in love w the way it was
i cant go back i cant go back
in love w the way it was
i cant go back i cant go back

knew when i saw ur face
id ash away id ash away
tell me that you will stay
that you will stay that you will stay

(hook)

october lies with u - back

@weejk

wen u walk thru the door
every1 hits the floor
did u jus want the cash girl?
i wanted to know
wanna be more than friends
rest my head on ur legs
but u dont care about me
u couldnt care less

wujek - you couldnt care less

so just tell me im i perfect for you 
my dumb habits always thinking about you
ima loser all i do think about you 
ima do it kill myself to
ima do it kill myself over you
yes ik ik that you love me
that you need me
can you see me
wondering if you think about me like how i do
ima do it agin ima do agin
ima kill myself 20 agin
yes ik that im such werido 
stalking well you go to sleep
yes ik want to date me
but can you handle me
i have  massage on the wall
started think about you before i got thses withdraws
and im sorry i have thes withdraws
do you think it okay if i shoot myself agin
do you think okay if i wanna die agin
do you think okay if i just kill myself agin
cause you tell my sercts and i think like dis again
you said dont worry i worry alot
i think im schizophrenic i think alot
i wont think
just wanna be happy 
need little happines 
in a hour before i die
do you think about me
tell me if you need me
do you acc love me
cause i love you alot
i dont want to think no more

ima kill myself

do you think about me like how i think about  u demo

so i dont want be alone but its okay
its alr
cause when im alone i have no one to consult to
cause i hope your alr cause 
i really drinking alone for so long
and that i dont want to know
every time breath my lungs still hurt
and then i over think about what i did wrong
its like cycle
that i cant forget
you said you wouldnt go away
ohmy god knows i cant have dat yet
girl go home girl dont leave me alone
girl don't leave alone
I'm obsess i just want to know if you love me

it will be okay

prod, mix, master by @bloodsekai

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x2

i dont even wanna die
but i think that tonights the night
i dont wanna fight it
my body wont deny it
do u gotta be so violent?
im bein so compliant
give me one little moment
need time thought i could buy it

i dont think that i could live another day
my body would expire and slowly decay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x3

u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

bandages

(odihu) 
if i had a choice i would steal ur heart
i would break it to pieces and tear it apart
i want you to rot and cluster
my goal is to make you suffer
i know that im the bad guy
i shouldnt be on this side
but i just want you to die
cause you ruined my life

(hxnterbtw)
i fucked up again
and im really fucking sorry
i should just be dead
i only want your love please

i know i shouldnt be like this
im just a useless piece of shit
i always end up ruining it
and baby just give me one kiss

(odihu)
 i dont think that ill get better 
i gotta find something to do
my therapist says that i should leave my wrist alone
but cutting keeps my mind off of you

rot and cluster ft hxnterbtw

im getting famous
see me on the tv 
they L O V E 
they all wanna meet me 
but i dont really care 
life still isnt fair
4 shots down i dont have to be aware 
(x2)

pretty scene 
you can see 
will that make you wanna hang with me 
uh ohh
i really like her style i wanna cut my throat 
(x2)

famous prod zakuro

@bloodsekai

https://open.spotify.com/track/51ZjJcupHpaKxT2Oib82Q5?si=9d15a65a50364a84

so many failures and more to come
my future is so crushed
im turning into crumbs
i swear im just too dumb
affection i want sum
but i'll never get nun
can't even love myself
im trapped in my own hell
im too young to be true
i wanna feel sum new
they tell me then go do
but i dont have any clue
in my room im so glued
wish i could hit undo
always knew i was doomed
need somewhere to run to

im looking all over
to keep my composure
i need dopamine
i need sum exposure
i really want closure
life sucks as a loner
too bad im afraid of
tryna approach her

hit undo Prod bloodsekai

a friend told me to reup this so here ya go



even when u drank my blood
i loved ur every move and touch

cause its not hard to realize
that if im gonna live like this ill die
and im an angel girl living in this world
and ive been corrupted ive sinned in front of you

am i a bad girl?
even in the morning time
but

im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes

starving
starving by myself
starving and crying
im okay with it of course
it was never where
to the point when i was around
it was not going well
in fact i even felt it in the eye


im not a slut im not a whore
at the year 19 or 24
i havent ate since 8 days ago
i fear that i cant fit my clothes










angelgirl cover

i wish you would tell me things
we kiss and then you go your own way
you pull me in,
still want an apology
i don't know why
but i did it, to make you happy

so i'm back here again  
and i already know  
that i should go

i text you i'm leaving
and i drive myself home 
if I go, will you promise not to hate me

running low on sympathy
you say that you're too good for me

apology

https://open.spotify.com/album/4IIHlGOpwKx80GBFCUjTjN?si=WcbqWTtyQX6C0o8YHD4eFA
prod me

@1zakuro
would u care if it ended like this?
closing the door
and ignoring my kiss
u cant seem to stand me at all
drugs on the floor but i cant recall

and i cant take this anymore
it wasnt a phase
did we mean a thing?

@humanendeavour
and all the times that you act like everythings fine
just stop the front girl
you dont have to lie all the time
and you can tell me girl
i can help you girl
as long as your by my side

and thats a step to
change
oh no
im late
to your party girl
to your stardom girl
and all the things that you made

change w/ humanendeavour

prod me

@humanendeavour

i want you forever
is it too early to say that now cause
love like this dont wait i wont back down
you could be my heather
the calm in the chaos
be my solid ground
when the world
is spinning
your my only sound

@odihu

please let this last forever
im really broken down by this ugly weather
but your love always lets me breathe
im struck with love inside ur touch
youre really good at making me blush
pouring out your love into a cup
your words hit me just like a truck
so why is life happier by ur side
my days are bright even during the night
im full of dopamine like i just hit a strike
without you theres no purpose youre keeping me alive

forever w/ odihu

49.3 Song Rap Impro Piano Fm 20250827-4

ɪ'ʟʟ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ
ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴇ'ʟʟ ꜰʟʏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴏꜱᴇ ʙᴜᴛᴛᴇʀꜰʟɪᴇꜱ
ɪ'ʟʟ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɢɪʀʟ
ɪꜰ ɪᴛ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ
ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ ꜱᴀʏ?
ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʀᴜꜱᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ʜᴏʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴀɴᴅ?
ᴏɴʟʏ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ɪɴ ɪᴛ
ɪᴛ'ꜱ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪꜱ

𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝓃𝑒 𝓋𝑜𝓊𝒹𝓇𝒶𝒾𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓇𝓂𝒾𝓇 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝓈 𝓁𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝒾𝑒, 𝓁𝑒 𝓋𝑒𝓁𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈, 𝓁𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓉𝒾𝓃
⁽ᴶᵉᵃⁿⁿᵉ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵗᵒ ˢˡᵉᵉᵖ ⁱⁿ ˢⁱˡᵏ, ᵛᵉˡᵛᵉᵗ, ˢᵃᵗⁱⁿ⁾
𝒥𝑒𝒶𝓃𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓃 𝓋𝑒𝓊𝓉, 𝒻𝒶𝒾𝓉 𝓉𝑜𝓊𝓉, 𝒸𝓇𝑜𝒾𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝓈 𝒹𝑜𝒾𝑔𝓉𝓈 𝓅𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒶𝒾𝒹𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑒 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃
⁽ᴶᵉᵃⁿⁿᵉ ʷᵃⁿᵗˢ ⁱᵗ, ᵈᵒᵉˢ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ, ᶜʳᵒˢˢᵉˢ ʰᵉʳ ᶠⁱⁿᵍᵉʳˢ ᵗᵒ ʰᵉˡᵖ ᶠᵃᵗᵉ⁾

wujek - you couldnt care less

mari

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