all guitar & vox by me
this was made in a rly short time lol

lyrics:

look at that, blood leaking down my arms again
can’t eat, all these words are fucking with my head
i feel sick, not doing better
to your hands, heartstrings are tethered 
tired of the rainy weather, can’t get out my fucking message 

useless, can’t fix it
i’m fucking pathetic
don’t ask me to do shit,
i’ll tell you ‘forget it,’
i’m tired of breathing,
the toxic waste inside the air
i cannot be me, 
i’m breaking down & no one cares

words on the walls, they still speak to me softly
wrap around my feet, then they wrap around my body
letting go of everything i’ve ever known, ever known
wanna leave the world, i’ve got nowhere to go

It's fine, whatever

forgiveness funeral - Self destruction

in love w the way it was
i cant go back i cant go back
in love w the way it was
i cant go back i cant go back

knew when i saw ur face
id ash away id ash away
tell me that you will stay
that you will stay that you will stay

(hook)

october lies with u - back

its just coming back too 
now i wanna have you 
listen up and tell me if you 
really want a attitude 
and i think your rude
and i wanna take you
on a night out for two 
your mine i wanna fuck you 

i want to 

i want to 

your one to 

your one to 

you fucked up once more 

broke me down right to my core

oh fuck now i wanna have you

prod my nigga @odihu 
chronically always online
i just want talk to you all night
be with you like all the time
i just want talk to you one last time
stupid bf always online
retard bf always online
chronically always online do you want play games all da time 
i like you do you love me ?
ant social loser online
im such loser online 
dont even talk im so lost online 
loser bf always online
i just want play game all the time
i love you do love me
i just want play games all the time
ouuuu
i just want be onlineee
im your loser bf online

online bf

(odihu) 
if i had a choice i would steal ur heart
i would break it to pieces and tear it apart
i want you to rot and cluster
my goal is to make you suffer
i know that im the bad guy
i shouldnt be on this side
but i just want you to die
cause you ruined my life

(hxnterbtw)
i fucked up again
and im really fucking sorry
i should just be dead
i only want your love please

i know i shouldnt be like this
im just a useless piece of shit
i always end up ruining it
and baby just give me one kiss

(odihu)
 i dont think that ill get better 
i gotta find something to do
my therapist says that i should leave my wrist alone
but cutting keeps my mind off of you

rot and cluster ft hxnterbtw

im getting famous
see me on the tv 
they L O V E 
they all wanna meet me 
but i dont really care 
life still isnt fair
4 shots down i dont have to be aware 
(x2)

pretty scene 
you can see 
will that make you wanna hang with me 
uh ohh
i really like her style i wanna cut my throat 
(x2)

famous prod zakuro

https://open.spotify.com/album/4IIHlGOpwKx80GBFCUjTjN?si=WcbqWTtyQX6C0o8YHD4eFA
prod me

@1zakuro
would u care if it ended like this?
closing the door
and ignoring my kiss
u cant seem to stand me at all
drugs on the floor but i cant recall

and i cant take this anymore
it wasnt a phase
did we mean a thing?

@humanendeavour
and all the times that you act like everythings fine
just stop the front girl
you dont have to lie all the time
and you can tell me girl
i can help you girl
as long as your by my side

and thats a step to
change
oh no
im late
to your party girl
to your stardom girl
and all the things that you made

change w/ humanendeavour

prod me

@humanendeavour

i want you forever
is it too early to say that now cause
love like this dont wait i wont back down
you could be my heather
the calm in the chaos
be my solid ground
when the world
is spinning
your my only sound

@odihu

please let this last forever
im really broken down by this ugly weather
but your love always lets me breathe
im struck with love inside ur touch
youre really good at making me blush
pouring out your love into a cup
your words hit me just like a truck
so why is life happier by ur side
my days are bright even during the night
im full of dopamine like i just hit a strike
without you theres no purpose youre keeping me alive

forever w/ odihu

prod @lovecupid1
lyrics:

i just wish that i wasnt so worthless
everything i do is wrong
and i feel like a burden
i said that im fine but i am hurting
every time you open up your mouth
my agony worsens

how could anyone be this annoying?
i hate being in relationships
my feelings are always toyed with
tonight i will kill myself
i need a blick
or just leave my fucking body
hanging inside of the closet

watch my bones decay
my bodys rotting
i beg and beg for you to stop
but your not fucking stopping
knife up in your hand
you just keep stabbing
im so happy that your killing me
i cant deal with your blabbing

i just wish that i wasnt so worthless
everything i do is wrong
and i feel like a burden
i said that im fine but i am hurting
every time you open up your mouth
my agony worsens

how could anyone be this annoying?
i hate being in relationships
my feelings are always toyed with
i said that im fine but i am hurting 
i said that im fine but i am hurrrttttingggg

worthless (p. lovecupid)

@bloodsekai

hi my name is riamu yumemi and i am 7 apples tall, apple emoji 🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎

--- lyrics: ---

when i wake up
i get a call
oh who is it?
it's just my mom
i wanted it to just be you
i wanted it to just be you

to just be you
to just be you

tomorrow starts
i'm feeling blue
do i have plans?
well yeah, i do
you couldn't come
that afternoon
you should've come
that afternoon

can you reach out
and call me soon?
did you forget
or did you move?
i really wanna see u dude
cuz i'm so scared and so confused

can you reach out
and call me soon?
did you forget
or did you move?
i really wanna see u dude
i feel betrayed, so sad and blue

when i wake up
i get a call
oh who is it?
it's just my mom
i wanted it to just be you
i wanted it to just be you

to just be you
to just be you

forgiveness funeral - Self destruction

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