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2024 shuffle 3

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https://open.spotify.com/album/3yAWpT28rfradEvF7n7CpP?si=08755e31e9834a45

1. observant
2. projection
3. still falling
4. blue eyes
5. star-crossed lovers

inspiration:
@lil4c
@with3rx
@porter-robinson
@ex3junya

observant ep

Nightingale + ChaLotte3 (MaxOTT)

good time w/Lil Kxngz

Nao Me Largues

@lullabyhill @@@lullabyhillㅤㅤmemoir 
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ㅤxㅤㅤ@prodjayysoulㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ          ⠀
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@heartsayakoX@datealyfe1 - pull u closer ⋆˙⟡♡ (prod jayysoul) ☆FRONTLINE5TAR2K23☆ #2k18

@prodjayysoul @grimgardx

I don’t want you to leave my life
My baby, my sunlight
Like how’d I get this low?
My words get stuck in my throat

And all the things that I’ve done for you
Yeah they add up
I just want you to pay attention
to all my love

Yeah you know that I’ll do that
I need you bad to distract
My everyday bad disstress
I just want you to confess

If any feelings you may have
Did not come out in the past
I don’t wanna move too fast
Just want me and you to last

I don’t think it’s too hard
Even when close you feel far
I take your heart and discard
I gotta keep up my guard

Now tell me, what do I mean to you? 
Girl, when was I mean to you 
Why are my feelings obscene to you?
I’m tryna come and see you

blxty
love me like u said u would do
act so cold like the flu
idk what to do
break my heart into two

if i fall down would you pick me up
if i felt alone would you show me love
i could feel better just give me ur touch
ur touch

I don’t want you to leave my life
My baby, my sunlight
Like how’d I get this low?
My words get stuck in my throat

And all the things that I’ve done for you
Yeah they add up
I just want you to pay attention
to all my love

Yeah you know that I’ll do that
I need you bad to distract
My everyday bad disstress
I just want you to confess

If any feelings you may have
Did not come out in the past
I don’t wanna move too fast
Just want me and you to last

I don’t think it’s too hard
Even when close you feel far
I take your heart and discard
I gotta keep up my guard

Now tell me, what do I mean to you? 
Girl, when was I mean to you 
Why are my feelings obscene to you?
I’m tryna come and see you

Spotify

obscene w/ blxty (jayysoul grimgar)

✦𓂅⊹ Smiley o Sagashite ──★ ˙ ̟🐇

@y4ndere 

it ws jst u n me 
do not wake my brotha up 
hes havng dreams 
i jst copped some new miharas 
theyrr distressed 
i cldd nvr let u lames get in my head

in the flesh 
eating flesh under blankets 
crucifix around my neck ima stain it
uure the best 
uuree the best !!!
did uukno tht ?? ?v
seen the lights flash 
praying tht we dnt crash

heart threaded by a paper clip 
off 5 xans idek what day it is
necks broken , , ,,
heads swivel when we stepping in
start to hate myself 
im staring down a loaded FNN

every day i wake up suffering 
im loaded up 
u fuck boys r barely buffering
scars on my wrist 
they dntt kno bcz i cover it
ii might jst relapse 
if im still stuck b\4 the summer ends

music video

CrashDumm1eZzz 𒇫 @(シ_ _ )シ @y4ndere @@__

back it up w/jaanay (andrey + augury)

@ilyajay

evr since u left, been getting used to it
n they watch my step like im a youtuber
she jus want my seed jus like im utorrent
got all these new cutz
countn up my buks
im fukn shit up
it ain hard 2 see
blunt got my eyes low
who turnd the lites out?
london jeans yuh
chain on me yuh
look at me yuh
gurl watchu see yuh
fine ass jewelry
look at all my features
she kissin on me
she kno she my queen yuh
heres an unfriendly reminder
this choppa got a bite, vampire
ik 1 day they gon find us
ik they cant do it like us

reminder (rexiroh + ajay)

one back 2 u p xashxavier
two mud p rio leyva
three teal p duwopxo
four lirituya p youtube
five what u need p alijah4k
six tina fey p kashik 7k
seven tonya p meta
eight stalin p jaggedcrema

wrong mix 02

Feel like I got poison in my head
I gotta move on
I gotta turn the lights off
I cant feel love anymore
毁掉我的生活(Destroy my life)
快樂給你帶走(you took away our happiness)
逃不到我的心魔(Can't escape my heart)

Hooo~
我擦不到你的笑容(I can't wipe your smile)
Girl I wanna turn back
Lets make it forever last 
Fuck it you got me tear up
You’re not at my side in this last dance
說什麼開花結果?(What do you mean by blossoming?)
Girl you’re playing with my溫柔 （kindness)
情緒將我們拉開 (our emotions drag us apart)
悲傷的我不停的顫抖(I am shivering in my sadness)
Touched your heart it got me bleeding
I cared too much my body’s aching 
Can we reverse yea my heart’s draining 

Girl you thought its a game?
You put my heart in a frame
I feel that
My heart it did turn black 
My heart keeps burning yea Im driving insane 
Still finding my voice back
Maybe we are a mismatch 
我喘一口氣 (I gasped)
旋律已經給你帶走了(you took away my melody)
但是我放不過你 (but I cant let you go)
Cannot stay it so I 後悔 (regret)
Too tired 
For real, I miss her
太累，不想追 (too tired to chase you)
時間就像煙灰 (time is like ashes)
Hooooo~
為什麼你摸不透我的心？(why cant you feel my heart?)
In my heart I got no 秘密 (secret)
Baby I want you smile back
Baby I want you hold my hand 
Baby I want you come back…

lastdance/顫抖(1vansolo)

@jkjmetasco

they wanna see how i’m doing
they wanna watch my movement
i got a lotta influence
stealing my swag like how i do it
few racks yea i just blew it
off of these drugs, euphoria 
i’ll be tv like euphoria
u know i told ya
gimme dat doja
finna shave my head doja
yea they see me blowing up
what’s in my cup, yea i’m pouring up
everything was for ya
doing these drugs, euphoria 
fucking dat bitch, euphoria 
i’ll be on tv like euphoria 
tell me yo secret like victoria
calling my phone i know i messed it up
pulling my dreads out cuz ion got no drugs
im boutta pick up cigs, i think i need dat buzz
nah i’m just playing around, u know i only smoke runts
how do u feel now girl
u gotta step in my world
yea, gloves on they can’t see no prints
yea i’m a zombie, can i get brain
killing myself kurt co, wat
killing myself kurt cobain

off of these drugs, euphoria 
she like wats that u pouring up?
i was 16 ion know wat i was doing yea
everybody laugh at me wtf i’m doing yea
they getting mad it’s cuz i’m doing well
she like u good? ion think i’m doing well
i’ll be on tv like euphoria 
i’m staying up til 4 am
and i hope i don’t bore ya
what do u care u don’t know too much about me anyway
yea my money heavyweight
all these niggas too fake
doing drugs like rick james
and i know they wanna see me ball
everybody wanna watch me
and they know i been down before
getting money, euphoria 
no girl don’t do too much
yea, yea

euphoria (jxyy2k luvpurp / violet)

señales (gotchigo)

Keep An Eye w/ 5laughter

heavensent ft xternalz + vin0 prod rewind

prod. @rewind214

@222bino
@whyhaze
@1toge

lyrics

@222bino
dime si tu volveras 
a mi vida algun dia
aliviame esta agonia
cierrame las heridas 
mi amor sigue en pie
todavia 
hay que volvernos a ver
una vez mas 
que sin ti a la deriva 
voy a estar

@whyhaze
en el silencio del amor
mi corazón llora tu ausencia 
en su mente no soy nada
una sombra en la distancia 
i could be so much more
for you my love
she took her fangs and put them through my neck i hope i don’t wake up
leave me in a dream state
where you’re still here in the morning 
i still think of what we had
te quiero una vez mas

@1toge
mi amor i don’t know
if i let it go
i wanna see you right beside me 
pls don’t let me go
esta noche just stay a mi lado
nunca te dejare
sera amor ? tal vez
dime la verdad 
i know i’m not good at this love
but i’ll be the one
amor me matas
por que tu faltas
dime if i’m not the one
just tell me you wanting me so

agonía + whyhaze, manni ✰  (rewind)

prod. @rewind214 and @8clockwork

@gossinery

al maricon d nery lo mixeo @rihiut

lyrics 
@222bino
yo te di todo mi amor 
lo sabes bien
te extraño tanto 
que voy a enloquecer
sufre mi corazon
ahora que ya no estas
dime girl 
algun dia te volvere a ver?
mi corazon herido
que sangra de amor
escucha sus latidos
y calma el dolor
mi corazon herido 
que pide tu voz
no quiere amor fingido
tu sabes que no

no me dejes no 
no puedes destruir
el logro de este amor
resigno mi dolor
para que no me veas sufrir
me dejas solo
sin ti siento que muero
sin ti me quedo ciego
pierdo el rumbo
perdi todo valor
no tengo sentido 
tu te alejas de mi
como se aleja el sol

@gossinery 
eres una pagina 
que no puedo soltar
no quiero que lo nuestro
sea una historia mas
no me cambies por alguien mas
yo se que aun puedo cambiar
amor no te puedo soltar
tengo recuerdos sin borrar
no me cansare de esperar
se que algun dia tu volveras

corazón herido + nery (rewind, clockwork)

w @backxster

{kuri}
remember when u 
when u hold my hand
girl im so scared
cuz its gna b hard to find someone like u again
and ik stars die but w u theres no end
i put my heart in the pen
if the stars shine ur eyes shine
that'll keep me sane
but if i close my eyes
will i find my way back to u
to u x3
and if i dont see u
then ill break 
too

{backxster}
bcuz these scars u cant hide
time after time 
bae im losing my mind
everytime i look in ur eyes
feels like we're dying
stick ur hand in my soul and u whipped it out
ion get ur logic i cnt figure it out
and ty for trying u cant figure me out

{kuri}
remember when u 
when u hold my hand
girl im so scared
cuz its gna b hard to find someone like u again
and ik stars die but w u theres no end
i put my heart in the pen
if the stars shine ur eyes shine
that'll keep me sane
but if i close my eyes
will i find my way back to u
to u x3
and if i dont see u
then ill break 
too

evrytimeUshine##iShine +backxster (me)

shoutout mental & blxty for the sample: https://soundcloud.com/mental/after

{lyrics}
i could neva hate u
doesnt matter what u do
and i cant imagine 
living withou u
but i been tryin again
tryin again
but without u i fell
and u treat me like a dirt
and this girl got me hurt
throw her away like a plane
u want me but u dont deserve no love

yea ah
lezgo
u tell me what i know what i know for sure
ik he aint done 
give up on me now
yea u the treasure i found
i wna see why u frown
and we dont have much time now
and i sing all the words that are stuck in my mouth
hopin 1 day u can hear em out

i could neva hate u
doesnt matter what u do
and i cant imagine 
living withou u
but i been tryin again
tryin again
but without u i fell
and u treat me like a dirt
and this girl got me hurt
throw her away like a plane
u want me but u dont deserve no love

I##couldNevaHateU (me)

follow @anti-light

{kuri}
bby ur my star now
she said that she love my sound
stay by my side 
ill never let u down
u cn have my heart now
ill sing u all my pretty melodies
bby dw
bby dw
i wrote all my stories on a diary
i have u fall  in my ink
cause thats all i need
i hid my heart i locked it away
bby ill let u see
ur like an angel from the air
bby can u save me

{anti-light}
yea fell for you
everything feels like heaven
wrote 50 songs for you this week
i'll sing them all forever
cut my finger on a love letter to you
i don't text none
you're worth every cut
baby 'cause you're so special
but i want more than attention
i just need your love
and you should know
that i love you like no one else does
yea you shine like the sun
but i ain't blinded
that's how i know you're the one for me
can't hide it

{kuri}
bby ur my star now
she said that she love my sound
stay by my side 
ill never let u down
u cn have my heart now
ill sing u all my pretty melodies
bby dw
bby dw
i wrote all my stories on a diary
i have u fall  in my ink
cause thats all i need
i hid my heart i locked it away
bby ill let u see
ur like an angel from the air
bby can u save me

save##MeNow +Anti-Light (me)

prod. @reealcesar

lyrics

@222bino
tomando hennessy 
viendote partir 
hace tiempo que no hablamos
hace tiempo no se de ti
dime ¿eres feliz?
fui un chiste para ti?
too much smoke in my lungs
i cant even breathe 
como hago pa' calmar el llanto
si es que yo
necesito de tu tacto

@leclair1212
Mami me tienes con senda' bellakera
Cuando te me alejas el pulso se me acelera 
En lo que me dice no creo na (y yaaaa)
Como lo haces pa' no sentir na ? ( y yaaa)
Y ya de ti yo no se nadaaa 
Dime por qué tomas distancia 
Y ahora que lo nuestro se quedó en nada 
No me quedan palabras

@youshao
don’t know where I meant to be?
又搞砸 這遊戲
鎖定我 像是cheater
無法控制 yeah I miss her
yeah 又想到誰
尼古丁會麻痺我心裡的痛
我不想要離開no more
失去了期待 沒用
快記不住
你的聲音還要打幾封才通
我不想再哭
為何要讓我一個人難受？
所有的碎片 感覺詼諧 燒掉飄在空中
不懂我心裡的痛
只能見面 在夢中

hennessy + Le Claire, 佑哨 (cesar)

made dis rq might priv itt js wntd2postt summ fk it @1wish

twistd off,, il mk it out agn #0.o#
cn u let it go,, u dnt kno wht i meantt
i kno im cyutt y u askn me4s*x ._.
put my fingrs on my lipz ##stfu tried my bestt ;X

shhh,, i dnt wna tlk,, ;I
shhh,, whn will u evr stp ?
shhh,, iv bn stunin nw i b shinin intha parkn lot *~*

o wait,, o wait r u kidn me ?
al tis ##swag shit2ez thy all luk @ me ;DD
##imthtfknG
ima mix tha minons wit da robz mk u fkn geek x.x

bih i fl lik fetyy hear tht wap wap thn runn
y is u tlkn lil jit wht u wnt ?
i did cuz i hd2u did it js4fun ;//
bt ima mk it flip il b movn on ##buhby

save##MeNow +Anti-Light (me)

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