I don't really like how this one ends, but who likes endings anyways
xx

Heaven I fell

When did you figure me out

idk where you belong but it isnt here

##iconic

how could you say you love me?
i play around with molly
and i've been on the same fucking drugs every night
and how i miss your body
i wanted you call me
but i've been waiting for you every single fucking night
i treat her like a dolly
and feel so melancholy
but i've been on the same fucking drugs every night
"so do you like me?" probably
she always tells me sorry
but i've been waiting for you every single fucking night

cuz everything you do i swear its only ever fucking with my head
i don't wanna read into everything you said 
real shit, i just wanna have you in my bed
sending me to voicemail, baby why you doing that?

you're letting my heart go
letting my heart break
letting my heart stay
just how you left it

EVERYNIGHT (p. fallen ang3lx)

isolate

wowza!! this sure is quite a bit of g̶̦͖̻̣͚͕̬͌́͘e̶̳̻̤͈̋̓͐̒̑̇͛̕ṅ̴̹̻̲̺͖͇̺̺̪͓r̷̨͇̲̘̹͙̼͚̫̄͒͘͜é̶̡̡̪̮̼̹̜̝̳͎̓̄̅̅͋͛̀/̸̡̧̨̯͖̘͉̲̳͚͌̏̈́̒̌̐́̍̚t̵̟͆̈́̌̍̈́͠ẅ̴̯͍́̐̈ă̶͔̩̮̪͈͎̜̓̌̀͐͊ư̴̗̙̇m̵̢̧̛̦̝̮͙̫͖̈͋̂͑̓͋̿̎͂ầ̴̭̈̉̆̽̾ ̵̖̫̫̮̲̳̤̠͔͎͌̄̓͝d̶̮̥͕͐̑͝ṵ̴̙̗͒̚m̴̧̬̩̹̗̪̣̭͋̅́͊́͆͗͜ṕ̸̼̳̼̝̦͎͒̅̅͝i̷̧͇̜̬̬̱̠͖̜̊͊̉̓̈n̸͇̻̘̩̓ģ̷̟͒̑ ̴̮̙͙͈́̇̚̚͜L̶͕͖̰͉̈́̽̏͊̈̈͆́͜E̶͕͕̱̳͔̩͒́͆̓̅͝T̷̲̘̥͆̎͋̾S̵̟̬̖͉̄̈́͛ ̸͙̥̼̗͖̭̣̬͌͊̇F̷͉̮̜̦̺͚͍̋̉͗͐͛͝ͅḰ̶̟͖͖͌̉̍̏̊̔̚ͅN̸͍̞̦͕̰͉͕̟͚̍͐͗͛̍̅̊̔͒G̷̡͓̝͖̭̳̃̋͝ ̸̱̞̩͉̗͚͍̏̀́̈̎̿͘͜͠͝G̶̨̣̋̂̑̇̀̒̈́́͝Ǒ̷̺͈͍̦̃̊O̶̮͔͚͖͗͊̍̾̊͝͝O̴͚̹̦̳̻͙͍̫̱̓͜Ỏ̴̡̺̥̟̱͈̳̹͛   c:


as sick as i feel

bloody clown

isthiswhatuwanted (prod. 11eons)

i watch you eat alive my heart 
how do you like the taste
how many times i have to see
you switching up the pace
won't see my face in crowd 
on parties messing up your place
to fill the void you will avoid
you say you need some space

the aching sternum giving comfort
fights are getting old
won't hurt as bad with time unless
you show up at my door
your presence silently in my head
i'm not afraid anymore
the freezing arrow, down the spiral
going through my core

tell me how can you live up with yourself now
how you keeping all your fake friends around
leaving message on tone, swipe it left then ignore
can't fix yourself anymore

worth it, going over limit on highway
you driving over speed bump of your mistakes
catching glimpse of the past, makes you want to come back
but you went too far off the track

can you please stop calling me,
or trying to contact me
it was your decision, i don't understand that
stop trying to look for me
i don't wanna be found

and all the damage done
you should have no regrets from now
i know you trapped inside your head
and don't explain me how
it's not my place to hold your hand
and get you through your faults
and all the stinging in my arms
feels like wounds full of salt

you play your act, act like a prey, 
one day you'll understand
poetic words still hurt the same
and they won't make you a man
i wish i could roll back to place 
where all the shit began
i know the time won't heal
i need a strength to not fall again 

tell me how can you live up with yourself now
how you keeping all your fake friends around
leaving message on tone, swipe it left then ignore
can't fix yourself anymore

worth it, going over limit on highway
you driving over speed bump of your mistakes
catching glimpse of the past, makes you want to come back
but you went too far off the track

♡

off the track (prod. dercept x heyrick)

yuh 2k25 flexin rock milly
every fuckin time that i get high i be hella silly 
take a shordy hella fine then she succ my dilly
idgaf bout what i rhyme do u lo me kiki 

IM THE SILLIEST FUHKIN HUMAN IN THE WORLD (BRUHH!!) 
ARE U SILLIEST FUHKKIN HUMAN IN THA WORLD? (duhh) 
FLEXIN MILLY SO WE KICK IT WIT THAT POST BRO 
SMD LIL SHAWTY THEN U CAN GO HOME HO 

yuh 2k25 flexin rock milly
every fuckin time that i get high i be hella silly 
take a shordy hella fine then she succ my dilly
idgaf bout what i rhyme do u lo me kiki 

(adlibs)

##NOVAGANG #ДОМКУЛЬТУРЫ 





#SILLYRAP @holix

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What if I can't hear?
What if I can't speak?
You said, "Just keep your eyes on me"
And when I finally turned around, you said:
𝘌𝘱𝘩𝘱𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘢

I've been moving in backward direction
Wondering who placed these weights upon my feet
I don't recognize the girl in my reflection
It's still my face, but it just doesn't look like me

Tragically entangled in something that I cannot fix
I can't do this on my own
Think I need a cornerstone

But I'm tangled up in silk
Wrapped up like a bug
Everyone is fake
The world has lost its love

Digitally bound
Trying to get out
Of the circus that was founded
On the land that you surrounded

I've tried and I've tried to no avail
The lies I'd abide had me chasing my tail
You were asked to relent Your love
We were told it wasn't enough

I hope you look up to the sky
Before you start to synthesize
Before you start to synthesize
May the aftermath prove His light
The glory they tried to deny
You won't find anywhere to hide

Maybe I've just had enough
Found myself bitter to the touch
Tried to fill the emptiness up
Someone poked holes into my cup

You know I'm thankful for it now
The way You didn't let me drown
Away the pain that drove my change
I'm holding onto better days

better days (prod. darius)

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