LYRICS:

i been plotting my demise everyday
only reason i’m still going is that look on ur face
my only goal is that i wake up and i’m not a disgrace 
the fear of losing who i love is always blocking my way

i been too damn scared to say what i want
way too many days i’m in bed while i rot
existential brain storming is making me cough
i can’t escape it theres a nihilist in my thoughts 

living with no purpose everyday i feel so damn lost 
i hate this feeling in my gut i’m always stalking my watch
this mic is getting more attention then the rest of u lot
i’m the reason for my pain at least that’s what i’ve been taught
terrified of god
someone give me ur trust 

i been plotting my demise everyday
only reason i’m still going is that look on ur face
my only goal is that i wake up and i’m not a disgrace 
the fear of losing who i love is always blocking my way

i been too damn scared to say what i want
way too many days i’m in bed while i rot
existential brain storming is making me cough
i can’t escape it theres a nihilist in my thoughts 

someone give me ur trust
someone help with my lust
my lungs just turn into rust
i just wanna cut

THE NIHILIST IN MY THOUGHTS [PROD. TRIPLESIXDELETE]

people don't deserve to hear what I create.

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I am shit at music
hard dance enthusiast
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open for anything
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THE NIHILIST IN MY THOUGHTS [PROD. TRIPLESIXDELETE]

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