Preludes

Blue Bell Chill

Adventure Album Vol. 3

Multiverse Travel

Control

Luna

TFS_NO_BEAT_3

SUMMER SECRETS

Retaliaton   Lucki, Yung Lean, Joeyy

@cam_b22

i just planned a meet up with a razor blade
since it's the only thing that seems to take the pain away
i don't feel a thing no more
i had made a home on the floor
nothing fucking matters anymore
lemme die
for way too fucking long i had tried
and i got nowhere
im a fuck up

i can see the stars take form
i can feel the spirit world
i can feel the dark in my core
i can't feel my face anymore
i can feel my breathing getting hoarse

i just threw back my third shot
115 grains of that lead rock
turn my fucking brain off

now i'm sinking deeper in this fourth shot
i don't really matter i'm a dead god
look into my eyes they bloodshot
holy fucking shit i'm so fucked up
i don't feel pain since i'm too tough
i just blocked it out wit the 5th shot
really i don't care if i get got

i just planned my death with the 12 gauge
turn my face to sludge like cobain
make it disappear like it's slenderman
bitch you gotta find the 12th page
i don't think i'll ever be okay
i just can't seem to catch a real break
so i'm ending this in my own way
finna blow this up like propane

i just planned a meet up with a razor blade
since it's the only thing that seems to take the pain away
i don't feel a thing no more
i had made a home on the floor
nothing fucking matters anymore
lemme die
for way too fucking long i had tried
and i got nowhere
im a fuck up

oh god im such a failure (Caramel)

Nasty werk

"psychose"

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(FREE) JID x Dreamville Type Beat "psychose"

i hope i don't cause you stress
borderline psycho when without my meds
i've been dancing in the dark to distract my head
withdrawal is brutal when you're on your own

i cope via dance with death
entranced with dark arts oh i've learned a lot
abusing all these chemicals to get some rest
withdrawal is brutal when it's all you've got

so join me in my ritual
see the world the way i do
methodical it's simple dear
replace our neurochemicals
we talk with higher spirits here
don't use your fuckings words love
speak strictly through your body dear
show me sm ineffible

i hope i'm not wasting breath
i just chase passion when i should get help
dancing to our song to distract myself
withdrawal is brutal when you neglect your health

another night of shaking in withdrawal (neverforever)

i can see straight thru the walls tonight
spirits in my room glow an amber light
if i take another i can see what it's like
i don't have to suffer baby i don't have to fight
if i take another i can feel alright
if u take one too we can love tonight

everything around's growing frost on it's surface
i can't even tell if this life was worth it
manipulating sound for emotional purpose
they all get it wrong at this point i feel it's intentional

incredible, how u read the lines wrong
every time, my heart is not defined strong
but it's alright, in time i'll be just fine love
but not tonight, for now i just decay here
maybe in our dreams we could stay there
painting pretty scenes of our pained stares

what is the point of this
what do u expect me to do
im not gonna fucking come back
from a song u wrote, based in feelings that are not true
even if u admit what u did wrong too
girl i've moved on
my pain is based in something else now since u left
and you had your chance but you failed every test
you should put it to rest
i've became friends with death
i can feel his presense in every breath
i'm not even capable of stress no more
fuck a bottle i need six more
crushed pills on the white tile floor
and unknown chemicals from an online store


oh god im such a failure (Caramel)

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