msn bag collectors item, the song, self produced
this song has something to do with the upcoming album

swear to god

https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv

How can you be so greedy don’t you have everything that you want? 
You've seen the roof & not the floor
You’ve seen the drop & not the fall
Get out of my DMs asking me shit bro I don’t really care
I’ll keep it real bro they don’t care that’s what they said when you’re not there 
We’re doing Magic tricks inhaling gas exhaling smoke 
When I first a heard your track no lie I asked if it’s a joke 
There's 6 of us we're at the Grove that’s lot of Crows 
Got it imported what can I say
This one’s on me you don’t have to pay
Tryna catch up I still got away
You still got time it’s not too late 
If it don’t fit it gets cut like a tile 
I’m Wearing shit that was never in style 
Pouring the clear in the cup with the bile 
I’ll be there soon just give me a while 
I’m talking in code so only the bros know what it means 
I spent $200 on this belt to sag my jeans
I’m at the Copelow for the day hanging with fiends 
I feel like Dalinar I saw it in my dreams 
I’m such a Truther even if I lie it’s facts 
Might go to sweden for the week just to relax 
Might link w Drux & Lunaa yeah might link w scrap
I heard you gave up on yourself what’s up with that? 
That little crescent in the distance makes me calm 
I gave up everything for nothing no holes in my palm
Told crow i’m giving it another shot he just said garn 
They said i’d never make it I think that’s part of my charm 
So much choices to make I doubt I’ll ever rest in peace
I think that you would freak if you saw the cost of this fleece 
Got true religion on me I don’t need to see a priest 
I think i’ve got a problem so much 0’s on my receipts
Just copped some new kicks yesterday the bottom red just like my priest 
To do what you would like to do you’ve gotta do what you want least 
You know there’s something out there calling it’s on you whether you find it 
It’s really been too long i’m just happy we’re Reunited

Reunited (prod. Shinjin)

https://soundcloud.com/bydion
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means someone out there starts to win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins
I needed something to fit in, I needed something
I don't feel like i'm skin, it looks like nothing
I'm seeing figures in the walls, seeing numbers in the floors
People that i've never met telling me we've spoken before
I put the spinners on an axis, turn the mist into a play
I use my words against myself everyday
If I said I felt like you, is that something that you'd say?
I keep changing my reflection, bad luck is on the way
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means i'm not there tryna win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins
Animal skin on my hand I can't feel none
Like a fawn in the forest imma real one
So much hours that i've spent, I barely have a moment to regret
I can't think I must descent
At the top of the wall it feels like ivy, let the lichen in my life they tried to climb me
I'm at the Grove with my sins and they signed me
I been walking round for so long can you come find me, can someone come and find me
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means that I have a chance to win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins

dion-twins-(avail)

@menthol100s


ab to do shrooms again rn

u just keep scratching at your flesh knowing your body is sore
you say youre trying to forget, but thats what drugs are for
and by the time you get the lesson youre not there anymore
i knda liked hanging with u although it looked like im bored
i left my spirit in atlanta but i dont want it back
half of my conscious in the bathroom on the floor where i yacked
and half my heart is out in storage with the stuff that i packed
but all my mentals still in 2020 dyin and shit
you say you want me but ur always fucking hiding and shit
cant wrap my brain around why u always keep crying and shit
i fucking hate my life i swear i wanna die quick
but u keep stringing me along giving me reasons and shit

seizing naked on the floor at arbys off shrooms

Weekend

kill myself watch the leaves fall down
earth keep on spinning every fucking year round
but it always feels the same so why should i be around
i been making music in the fucking meanwhile
i dont wanna disappoint my mom, but i know i will
i can never think straight fill me up with pills
when i go outside i just pray i get killed
every fucking day its really kill or be killed
i cant even eat but i got my first mill
how i get my first mill when i cant get a meal
scratching at my flesh asking god if im real
i dont even know if god is real
i dont even know if god exists
i dont even know why i do this shit
i dont even know why i suck so bad
making music every year but im still so ass
i dont even know why i stay on earth
every year of my life makes things much worse

sorry mom im a faggot

Metamorphosis

prod @bowsa_music
candyflipping once a month when the suns down
got a couple plays but i cant make my mom proud
maybe moms proud i cant tell cuz the self doubt
tried to hit her up but i can’t when im strung out
maybe ill be fine hit her up in the morning
morning never comes i was thinking bout touring
i cant sober up cuz my mind would be boring
know i talk  a lot but maybe you should support me
why do all my friends always choose to ignore me
calling every day but no one ever gets it
say i wanna die but im already finished
why i wake up i dont what else to do
its like nothing ever matters and i wanna text you
and i wanna feel you but i cant through a phone, its like usually
the distance makes me feel much more alone and i wish that i could walk myself
from here right to your home
and i wish i had the money just to fly you to my shows but im too broke

Ashtray Heart

PLACEBO (Official)

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