msn bag collectors item, the song, self produced
this song has something to do with the upcoming album

swear to god

https://soundcloud.com/bydion
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means someone out there starts to win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins
I needed something to fit in, I needed something
I don't feel like i'm skin, it looks like nothing
I'm seeing figures in the walls, seeing numbers in the floors
People that i've never met telling me we've spoken before
I put the spinners on an axis, turn the mist into a play
I use my words against myself everyday
If I said I felt like you, is that something that you'd say?
I keep changing my reflection, bad luck is on the way
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means i'm not there tryna win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins
Animal skin on my hand I can't feel none
Like a fawn in the forest imma real one
So much hours that i've spent, I barely have a moment to regret
I can't think I must descent
At the top of the wall it feels like ivy, let the lichen in my life they tried to climb me
I'm at the Grove with my sins and they signed me
I been walking round for so long can you come find me, can someone come and find me
Had to keep it hidden from you, in my heart
You think you're conscious, are you self conscious enough?
If I keep fucking up, that means that I have a chance to win
Me and my destiny are linked in like we're twins

dion-twins-(avail)

@menthol100s


ab to do shrooms again rn

u just keep scratching at your flesh knowing your body is sore
you say youre trying to forget, but thats what drugs are for
and by the time you get the lesson youre not there anymore
i knda liked hanging with u although it looked like im bored
i left my spirit in atlanta but i dont want it back
half of my conscious in the bathroom on the floor where i yacked
and half my heart is out in storage with the stuff that i packed
but all my mentals still in 2020 dyin and shit
you say you want me but ur always fucking hiding and shit
cant wrap my brain around why u always keep crying and shit
i fucking hate my life i swear i wanna die quick
but u keep stringing me along giving me reasons and shit

seizing naked on the floor at arbys off shrooms

Weekend

kill myself watch the leaves fall down
earth keep on spinning every fucking year round
but it always feels the same so why should i be around
i been making music in the fucking meanwhile
i dont wanna disappoint my mom, but i know i will
i can never think straight fill me up with pills
when i go outside i just pray i get killed
every fucking day its really kill or be killed
i cant even eat but i got my first mill
how i get my first mill when i cant get a meal
scratching at my flesh asking god if im real
i dont even know if god is real
i dont even know if god exists
i dont even know why i do this shit
i dont even know why i suck so bad
making music every year but im still so ass
i dont even know why i stay on earth
every year of my life makes things much worse

sorry mom im a faggot

Metamorphosis

ESDEEKID X MONTREALITY - IRON SHELL

prod @bowsa_music
candyflipping once a month when the suns down
got a couple plays but i cant make my mom proud
maybe moms proud i cant tell cuz the self doubt
tried to hit her up but i can’t when im strung out
maybe ill be fine hit her up in the morning
morning never comes i was thinking bout touring
i cant sober up cuz my mind would be boring
know i talk  a lot but maybe you should support me
why do all my friends always choose to ignore me
calling every day but no one ever gets it
say i wanna die but im already finished
why i wake up i dont what else to do
its like nothing ever matters and i wanna text you
and i wanna feel you but i cant through a phone, its like usually
the distance makes me feel much more alone and i wish that i could walk myself
from here right to your home
and i wish i had the money just to fly you to my shows but im too broke

its like usually the distance makes me feel much more alone

pony

famous

me and @menthol100s from 1 year ago today :( i love you and i miss you brother

gothangelz forever

Without You I'm Nothing (UNKLE Remix) [feat. David Bowie]

PLACEBO (Official)