My 20’s are fucked up

DAMAGED

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IceManeThaKingpin X JohnnyDe4D - Late Night [prod.Sk1nwalkr$hawtyy]

i just want to hide my face

dark out

zombie

so close to ok

lungs

find me

Verse 1 

Drinking I’m numbing all my pain 
Numbing all the bullshit 
that’s in the back of my brain 
What you say 
Steady still lingering 
I just gotta get away 
I just gotta get away 
I don’t wanna feel
It don’t feel real
The way you are 
Happy when your with him 
So drugs to the brain 
I ain’t gon be okay 
I ain’t gon be okay 
Always told me 
That you that you that you 

Chorus 

Hate me all you want 
Ever since a kid
That’s all everyone did 
So No I don’t give a fuck 
 
So you Hate me 
you think that I care?
You ain’t here 
So I’m on my drugs 
Hate me yeah I don’t give a fuck

Verse 2 

Take a deep breath 
So much problems 
building in my chest 
Tell me that you need me 
But you left just like the rest 
So I’m gonna get away 
No I ain’t never depressed 
Faded drinking I’m smoking 
Toking I’m rolling keep going
Feeling all type of emotions 
Inside of my brain I’m overdosing 
On these drugs 
Getting fucked up 
I don’t wanna feel no more 
I rather remain numb 

Chorus 

Hate me all you want 
Ever since a kid
That’s all everybody did 
So No I don’t give a fuck
 
So you Hate me 
you think that I care?
You ain’t here 
So I’m on my drugs 
Hate me yeah I don’t give a fuck

I.D.G.A.F PROD GRAYSKIES ON SPOTIFY

LET 'EM HAVE IT

Chorus 

Waste waste waste waste waste
We’re just wasting away 
We’re just wasting away 

Sex drugs lust pain 
Your neck 
I just want a taste 
I just want a taste 

Verse 1 

You know what you do to me 
You make my head loose I can’t 
Deal with these problems 
Im trying my best to solve them I can’t 
What do you want from me 

I feel so fucking alone 
They telling me to go home
Well I don’t want to no more 

Blade on my skin I’m okay
Don’t tell me that you need me 
Don’t tell me that you love me
Don’t tell me that you see me 
Problems they all deceive me 
Your eyes I fucking need them 
I don’t want to be alone in my head 
I’m just gonna 

Chorus 

Waste waste waste waste waste
We’re just wasting away 
We’re just wasting away 

Sex drugs lust pain 
Your neck 
I just want a taste 
I just want a taste 

 Verse 2 

Trapped in my brain 
Its like everyday 
I wake up and 
I just want you by me 
Why can’t I escape?
I don’t feel like me 
I swear it’s like this 
I just wish it would go away 

I don’t know long
How long imma live like this 
Trapped in my head 
I try to forget 
But it comes back in the evening 
But it comes back in the evening 

Somebody please come save me 
Your the only one I need 
Somebody please come save me 
I swear to god don’t feel like me 

Chorus 

Waste waste waste waste waste
We’re just wasting away 
We’re just wasting away 

Sex drugs lust pain 
Your neck 
I just want a taste 
I just want a taste 


- [ ]

WASTE AWAY PROD LILPORTAL

LYRICS

Verse 1

Do you really wanna know 
What goes on in my head?

You wouldn’t last one minute 
You would get scared 

I swear to god everyday 
Feels the fucking same 

Im trying my best to stay 
Fucking sane 

They always telling 
That Everything’s gon be okay 
But I already know 
That someday Imma gon see my fate 
So I ain’t gonna be around
No you won’t see my face 
Just know that every single mothafuckin day 

Chorus 

Im so fucking empty 
Inside my brain 

I try to be there 
But you won’t change 

You’d rather leave me
So fucking drained 

So I’ll just pack my shit
And get away 

I’m so fucking empty  
I’m so fucking empty 
Always acting like you love me 
I know you hate me 
I’m so fucking empty 
I’m so fucking empty 
Tell me that you love me m
I know you fucking hate me 

Bridge 

I’m so fucking empty 
I’m so fucking empty
I’m so fucking empty 
I’m so fucking empty 

Verse 2 

Scars on the skin 
I try my best to deal with problems 
I can’t win 
I always losing my brain 
Yea it’s been 
Sometime since I felt 
I don’t even know who tf I am 
My reality’s getting 
So fucking distorted quick 
Feel so weak 
I wanna sleep 
But I can’t do that sleep 
Dealing with all of these problems 
I just feel like shit 
Every single fucking day 


Chorus 

Im so fucking empty 
Inside my brain 

I try to be there 
But you won’t change 

You’d rather leave me
So fucking drained 

So I’ll just pack my shit
And get away 

I’m so fucking empty  
I’m so fucking empty 
Always acting like you love me 
I know you hate me 
I’m so fucking empty 
I’m so fucking empty 
Tell me that you love me m
I know you fucking hate me

WHEN WILL IT END?

FREAKY BITCH
CHAINSAW MURDA
$HEEPDAH$LEEPER

$HEEPDAH$LEEPER:
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https://www.instagram.com/sleepinshepherd/

GRAPHIC BY ZACH CROSS:
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FREAKY BITCH FT. $HEEPDAH$LEEPER (Prod. CHAINSAW MURDA)

[RO$ETTA]
rollin up a blunt to kill the short term 
never know where the fuck i’m going, a lesson learned 
i’m bleeding, i’m bleeding, i’m bleeding out, help
i need your love it’s a bandage and all your kisses stitches 

i’m going far away, never know what time or day 
just know that i’ll be gone but i will leave this song to play 
i know i shouldn’t have ghosted 
there was no other option 
i wanted you so bad
but i didn’t wanna cause no problems

i’m better on my own, keepin in my own zone 
fuck all the money, the drugs, the pussy, and all these hoes 
yeah, oh no woah 
i keep on smoking this bud
i keep on rapping this song 
these bitches hittin my phone
i’d rather be alone 

[ograbbitwalker]
all of my memories fade away
when i take another pill, like to think i’m okay
xanax bars, heavy scars, on my thighs, on my arms
but these battle wounds are what set me apart

oh my god, oh my god, oh my god
why my god never answering any calls
maybe his number has changed or i’m blocked
oh my god, oh my god
i don’t give a fuck, give me Klonopin i’ll be on Mars

one with the stars, how’d it start?
riding home in the back of the car
mama told me roll up my sleeves 
i went home and called the plug
oh my god, i’m so gone, disappeared in the fog
you’ll never find me again hoe
lil smoke-a-lot, oh my god

BURDEN

Coded Words (feat. ograbbitwalker)

Coded Words x ograbbitwalker

Talk Yo Ass Off

Surp X Apoc Krysis - Down South (Prod. by Apoc Krysis)

LYRICS

I ain’t gon change
I’ll be the one that you can blame

So go head leave me to bleed
So go head I love the pain 

Spit in my face 
Tell me everything you hate
Spit in my face 
Tell me everything i ain’t  

Drain drain drain 
Feeling numb feeling pain 
I ain’t okay okay 
Never go away 

So go head leave me to bleed
So go head I love the pain 

Spit in my face 
Tell me everything you hate
Spit in my face 
Tell me everything i ain’t  

Drain drain drain 
Feeling numb feeling pain 
I ain’t okay okay 
Never go away

I H8 ME TOO PROD FRODO

Strapped Like Jap

(Verse 1- SKELETONMANE)

You know it's SkeletonMane up in this bitch aka young october 66
Always keep that 45mm tucked in case pussy boy switch 
Dressed all black fully loaded ready to hit this lick

Creepin through yo block yeah you best be ready
Ridin with the gang in a crewcab Chevy 
Blood gonna spill everywhere 
this shit gon get messy 

So I cock it back and shoot 
It's a motha fuckin homicide 

So Whatcha gonna do?
Yeah You know you gon lose
Life or death you gon choose
I am the evilest 
There's no need to show the proof 
Pussy 
So fuck you and your group 
Nothing but fakes & tough talk that's what's I asssume 


(HOOK - SKELETONMANE)

Bitch I'm feeling right bitch I feel like tommy wright
Lookin through the sight bitch I feel like tommy wright 
Creepin through the night bitch I feel Tommy wright 
Hit them with the light bitch I feel like Tommy wright 
Left them in fright bitch I feel like Tommy wright 

(Verse 2 - PLAINFACE) 

Where the fuck you at
Say you know my location 
Sitting here with my buckshot 
Just know im Patiently waiting 
Throw them threats I know you 
Studio gangstas stay playing 
Sound like you west coast 
just know you 
ain’t what they claiming 

What the fuck is up? 
Stay licking on my nuts 
Your bitch is a slut 
Slurpin up this cum 
I’m so curupt
I don’t give a fuck 

Never did 
And never will 
My mind so fucking Ill
Swear to god I’m about kill 

From the dirt 
Where you ain’t 
got no mothafuckin worth
It’s absurd 
How these bitch boys they carry they purse 
run up in the valley you gon get your ass marked 
marking up my Talley of how many people I hurt

TOMMYWRIGHT FT. PLAINFACE PROD. EVIMY$TIC

FLIP ROSES (BONUS TRACK) (Maikel Nuñez Edit)

PRODUCED BY CLXYMORE & BXGDVN
COVER ART BY BM11

BERNIEMACELEVEN, MOYTANIC, CLXYMORE, & BXGDVN - TSUNAMI

OFFICAL LYRIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/rWHii2G2i_0?si=KuBwq69Nq8sCeWVq
SHOUT OUT @tundramane

KOSTE
Trying my best to clean up the mess 
But all of these reasons that cling to my brain 
Be telling me I don't deserve all the pleasures of life while you aimlessly walk through the cleanest of planes
I want to evolve I don't want to fall 
I work towards breaking through all of these wall
The endless abyss of the darkness I'm searching for life far beyond the generic revolve 
The art of perception now what is the message
Nothing I say you internalize so what the fuck is the point to pour all of my thoughts and emotions to see that I'm damaged 
Trying not to give a fuck 
As I'm screaming through the mud 
Is there hope past the surface of my grave or am I stuck 
Am i destined for the worst 
I wont beg to stop the hurt 
drag myself into the depths to get my family of the dirt

TUNDRAMANE
drilling real deep and Im watching it spill
all of my dreams they will burst out as real
spilling my blood on the portrait its beautiful
cannot imagine my will its unmovable 
people may think that my thoughts are just juvenile
I am the catylyst I am the crucible
crossing the thresh hold from nothing to liminal 
lay it out flat cause Im never subliminal
fuck fuck  fuck everyone
every body wanna talk about a perfect life
never knew the struggle and you never knew the strife
bet you gonna let it kill you filled with spite
out with the old friends in with new 
comin together we gonna break right through 
tearing through your fuckin city
teddy tagging with graffiti
koste is ripping everybody 
nothin but his voice so
turn your lights on
turn your lights on
shine em on