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lavendr<3

written and performed by: @futoh
mix and mastered by: @futoh
produced by: heydium and @jang0x
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surprise release :D
hope yall enjoy<3
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lyrics:
(verse)
always one to worry bout futures,
used to be chill, till i lost all my humor,
caught in revenge, huh, call me lex luthor,
i just regret that we didnt end sooner,
never stationed, always moving
always dreaming, never lucid,
i got plans so call me stupid,
but dont get mad when im suited
ill be at the top when nobody cared,
i was at the bottom all of them just stared,
so dont be suprised when im closing up,
i dont got an audience, ill make one up,
all ill get, ill get it by myself,
so dont even try to help,
none of yall ever worry bout my health,
til i start talking bout future wealth

[bridge]

(chorus)
look me up and down,
couldn't be bothered
your mans,
cause hes selfish and hes ignorant,
and never making plans,
he can never get involved,
like whats up with that,
yea, i would blow up your phone,
till you answered that,

(verse)
like baby girl, wya now?
you lost everything that you had now,
you did this yourself, dont be throwing fits,
but i wont lie, i do miss
all those nights, yea watching netlfix,
never decide on the show,
like we never decide where to go,
im glad that its over cause now im at home,
watching a movie alone on the couch,
there seems to be comfort in that,
cause every time, yea, i just fall flat,
but now it's too easy, got my life intact,
i always wonder how you doing, but im never checking up,
if you wanted that luxury,  should've been open to talk,
but you always giving up,

[bridge]

(chorus extended)
look me up and down,
couldn't be bothered
your mans,
cause hes selfish and hes ignorant,
and never making plans,
he can never get involved,
like whats up with that,
yea, i would blow up your phone,
till you answered that,
got a list of all the reasons why im never coming back,
you were ignorant and selfish so much times that ive lost track,
you could never get involved,
like whats up with that,
i guess youre perfect for eachother,
and im fine with that,

couldn't be bothered (prod. heydium & jang0)

Crossroads ft. oldcollin

https://www.instagram.com/6arelyhuman/
https://www.instagram.com/kets4eki/
https://www.instagram.com/prod.pixelhood/

w+ @kets4eki
Prod+ @pixelhood

Hey scene slut I’m still cutting tonight
That’s why my wrist are so sore 
I know you got a boyfriend 
But you’re a whore 
Everybody drinking
Shot glasses on the floor
We be clubbing all night 
Give me some more 
Baddest in the club
Don’t check ID at door 
Yeah we poppin’ them bottle 
2 more shots imma pour 
For you imma whore 
We love money galore 

I said damn imma sexy bitch 
(La, La, La, La, La, La, Lah)
Imma sexy bitch 
(La, La, La, La, La, La, Lah)
Imma sexy-sexy bitch 
(La, La, La, La, La, La, Lah)
Imma sexy bitch
(La, La, La, La, La, La, Lah)
Everybody up in the club 
Put your hands up 
If you wanna get fucked up 
Baby put your hands up 
Put your hands up
Put your hands up 
Put your hands up 
Baby put your hands up 

Put your fucking hands up
When we walk in the club
We gon be spending all night
With some pretty rave sluts
Tonight won't care bout a single thing
Sippin' drinks, smoking wax
Feel like its 2012
These hoes so scene, I love them all
I love them all so much 
But bitch I won't ever be yours
I’m gonna fuck you up
Fuck good, so you ask me for more
Your gonna dance with me
Dance floor will forever be ours
Got everything you need
Give me head I’ll give you some coke
We been clubbing all night
Give me some more 
Baddest in the club 
Don’t check ID at door 
Yeah we poppin' them bottles
2 more shots imma pour 
For you imma whore 
We love money galore

I said damn imma sexy bitch 
(La, La, La, La, La, La, Lah)
Imma sexy bitch 
(La, La, La, La, La, La, Lah)
Imma sexy-sexy bitch 
(La, La, La, La, La, La, Lah)
Imma sexy bitch
(La, La, La, La, La, La, Lah)
Everybody up in the club 
Put your hands up 
If you wanna get fucked up 
Baby put your hands up 
Put your hands up
Put your hands up 
Put your hands up 
Baby put your hands up

Hands up! + Kets4eki [Pixel Hood]

i forgot who made this beat pls lmk ill credit u

valentines song

affection (+dethkitty)

prod. @marrymeproz & @pixelhood
featuring @6arelyhuman
cover art by @miloticxx

she's my barbie slut, we off some molly on the dancefloor
it's not plastic, it's fantastic
spending all my cash, with my bitch we're everywhere
just bought some bitcoin, spent it all on weed bruh
x2

I’m a bimbo slut
who likes cash and emo cuts
fuck me up bitch
know u wanna touch it
extensions in my hair
and hair flip cut the air
i’m fagtastic
and my face so plastic
me and kets turn it up
we’re the highest in the club
you cant doubt that
hands up in the outback
yeah you hear is in your city
poland, us getting busy
no we do not take no pitty
cause we fly and super pretty

she's my barbie slut, we off some molly on the dancefloor
it's not plastic, it's fantastic
spending all my cash, with my bitch we're everywhere
just bought some bitcoin, spent it all on weed bruh
x2

barbie slut +6arelyhuman (pröz pixelhood)

another me ft. silvverbell (brody + fish narc)

prod. ilybeam (@ilybeammm)

vocalists in order:
lavendr (@1lav)
uznan (@uznan)

problematic ✧ lavendr + uznan ✧ [ilybeam]

prod. ilybeam

Credits:
@1lav
@1zarki
@ilybeammm

[lav x2]
i take laced up drugs
and i don't give a fuck
baby drink my blood
just to prove your love
now let me cut you up
so you'll be all mine
i swear we gon' be alright
you and me in the night

[zarki]
im fucked,
ur fine
these drugs,
imma die
i just took a xan
but i think that shit was laced
heard he got a deathwish
imma shoot him in his face
haha,
u will never get her back
know ur still attached
imma stab u in the neck
for her love there are so many strings attached
finna end up crazy 
yeah im finna end up dead

[lav x2]
i take laced up drugs
and i don't give a fuck
baby drink my blood
just to prove your love
now let me cut you up
so you'll be all mine
i swear we gon' be alright
you and me in the night

DRINK MY BLOOD

Spotify

DRINK MY BLOOD +ZARKI [ilybeam]

produced by the only goat @neohnq, featuring @1lav

#me:
is it okay here to be all alone?
im so scared to be lonely, i know its all my fault
darling, will u hold me? or u will let me fall?
guess im a falling angel, im turning into a devil.

i know u don’t wanna meet me, although our love was ended
just look into my eyes, u can see that im hopeless
deal with all these pills, all the scars upon my neck
u know I was suicidal, when i know this is our final
so i wont be so regret.

## @1lav:
and i feel so much regret 
my whole life is a lie
tryna be a star in the sky 
in the night, wanna shine
sometimes i don't feel like myself
but i know i'll be fine
i can see thru all of your lies
but it's all in my mind
is it really that wrong
when i'm left all alone
that i think about you
when i'm writing my songs?
baby i want you back 
but i cannot say that
tell me is it really true
or is it all in my head

#me:
is it okay here to be all alone?
im so scared to be lonely, i know its all my fault
darling, will u hold me? or u will let me fall?
guess im a falling angel, im turning into a devil.

(i know u don’t wanna meet me, although our love was ended
just look into my eyes, u can see that im hopeless
deal with all these pills, all the scars upon my neck
u know I was suicidal, when i know this is our final
so i wont be so regret.)

scared to be lonely w/ lavendr (neohn)

it’s finally out <33

been holding onto this song in the vault for a while cuz it was meant to be a personal song, but you guys really seemed to want it so go crazy and show some luv ❤️

~lyrics~
please don’t let me go
can we look up at the stars?
please just let me know
if you feel it in your heart
please just hold me close
i just wanna see that face
can you tell me now?
how i made you feel that day

i been getting in my head too much
doing everything to make you blush
is it fine? imma let you judge
we can slow it baby we don’t gotta rush at all
i was bound just to fall apart
tearing my emotions like the fucking walls
praying every night for a fuckin call
why’d i tell it to myself that i’d never fold?

please don’t let me go
can we look up at the stars?
please just let me know
if you feel it in your heart
please just hold me close
i just wanna see that face
can you tell me now?
how i made you feel that day

please don’t let me go
can we look up at the stars?
please just let me know
if you feel it in your heart
please just hold me close
i just wanna see that face
can you tell me now?
how i made you feel that day

all plats

hold me close [prod. irby]

*out on spotify n everything*

credits : @bandiicam @1lav

[@bandiicam]

its ok, lets take a pic
omg, im over it

i love her everything + bandiicam + lavendr | [prod. bandiicam]

[@bandiicam]
overdose and take a pic
im so sick of it
wanna fucking kill myself
for the fun of it
all we do is talk shit
and im so sick of it
laid ur body upon mine
but i could never give a shit

margiela boots come with jealousy
but i cant see the shame
all this shit up on my name
so i sleep up in the shade
and im drowin in this pain
nothings ever the same
i wanna feel ur love but
somethings aint the same

[@1lav]
blood on me
but i don't really matter
fuck on me baby
you're a great actor
blurry visuals
my condition's critical
baby i'm so cynical
our love is digital

baby point a gun at me
i know that it's just a fake
baby if you're really on it
then just shoot my fucking face
baby drugs in my system
i'm about to throw up
but i don't give a fuck
overdosing cuz it's fun

SICK OF IT + LAVENDR [Takuori]

prod me (:

Lyrics:

baby can you stay here with me
oh my god baby you're so fine
can't express my feelings for you
i just want you to be mine

i know i got a couple problems on me
all the time you been on my mind
i don't care if it's a fake "i love you"
i messed up and that's not a lie

i'd understand if you don't want me
but baby please don't leave me yet
i promise you that you're the only
one i'd never want to make upset

i never could get enough of you
baby you're the prettiest of them all
i swear if i were to move
i'd hang your pictures on my wall

transient decay
baby point a gun at me
lemme be your pretty slut
baby you're my ecstasy

drown myself in kerosene
i know you don't fuck with me
baby lemme just make up for it
i don't know what you see in me

lemme hold you everyday
close to me in my embrace
baby you won't see the shadows
in my room when i decay

your decision is my fate
is it love or is it hate
your attention what i crave
i wanna hear you call my name

baby can you stay here with me
oh my god baby you're so fine
can't express my feelings for you
i just want you to be mine

i know i got a couple problems on me
all the time you been on my mind
i don't care if it's a fake "i love you"
i messed up and that's not a lie

i'd understand if you don't want me
but baby please don't leave me yet
i promise you that you're the only
one i'd never want to make upset

i never could get enough of you
baby you're the prettiest of them all
i swear if i were to move
i'd hang your pictures on my wall

PICTURES

SPOTIFY

PICTURES [lavendr]

https://instagram.com/kets4eki
https://instagram.com/asteriasdeath
https://instagram.com/6arelyhuman

cover art: https://www.instagram.com/luvzmilo/
production: https://www.instagram.com/prod.pixelhood/

BFM 

FBM (feat. 6arelyhuman & asteria)

@1lav 
@whyhaze
@bandiicam
lyrics;
@1lav
knives in my back, feeling stressed
in my head, it's a mess
i'm just so obsessed with you
but you say that you're upset

baby cut my throat
leave me all alone
i'm all yours
dying on my own

cuz you know the pain is static
che-check out my aestethic
i know i'm problematic
i'll kill myself up in the attic
the fully automatic blows my brains out
don't need medics
sure i don't need no medics
ima crash into the upcoming traffic

she don't like the way i talk
she don't like the way i be
tell me is it really love,
would you kill yourself with me?
i don't wanna be alive
stab my eyes out i can't see
baby take my fucking knife
and just carve right into me

babe just stab me in my chest
i'm just dropping just like that
remember all the shit i did
and i don't even feel regret
burn a hole into my arm
with your fucking cigarette
baby eat my fucking flesh
and just kill me just like that

@whyhaze
sacrifice me
girl i need your heart to myself
and stay by me
burn marks you see all over my body
baby you’re the one i need
see you in my fucking dreams
im off the ketamine
hope i die just let me fucking sleep
i’ll tell you a secret
you can find out all about me
i got cuts under my sleeves
taking pills don’t wanna feel a thing
she said that she miss me
wants me to make her bleed
baby you belong to me
would you take me out my misery

@1lav
she don't like the way i talk
she don't like the way i be
tell me is it really love,
would you kill yourself with me?
i don't wanna be alive
stab my eyes out i can't see
baby take my fucking knife
and just carve right into me

babe just stab me in my chest
i'm just dropping just like that
remember all the shit i did
and i don't even feel regret
burn a hole into my arm
with your fucking cigarette
baby eat my fucking flesh
and just kill me just like that

sacrifice me

lavendr + whyhaze - sacrifice me (lav x bandiicam)

*out now on all platforms :3*
prod @xgatteora
@1lav @p6inkillr

put me on bestgore

put me on bestgore + lavendr + p6inkillr | [prod. xgatteora]

ne ebi moi mozgi (prod. by jupi)

why she wanna ride with me
same strap pull up to these scene 
same bitch gon snake my team
same shit i cant forsee
bad lil bitch up in the hills
she still off all them pills
still need that bitch for real
my heart don't know the drill 
no i dont know where all of this started
two hearts two souls departed
my heart too light lighthearted
.45 leave his head parted
too soft
ride round with a stick
tell that lil bih to get off of my dick
stressing and stressing
think i need a fix
all of my homies loaded with them glicks  

bitch you break my heart
leave me laying in the dark
i don't know where to start
same day different cut
same day, same bullshit
i don't wanna push it
i would let my soul ascend to heaven
but you took it

bitch don't ever say you got me
marks up on my body
i look in the mirror and i can swear to god that's not me
do this to my body, i do things that ion want at all
i got people that still wanna help me, ion wanna call

drive-by

CREDITS:
BANDIICAM, LAVENDR, LIL WITCHY

LYRICS:

[BANDIICAM]
I'M A SUPERSTAR ON THE TV, WOAH
BABY SAID SHE LOVES ME AND SHE NEEDS ME, GIRL
YOU AND MY HEART, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE
BABY, TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME, TELL ME I'M YOUR ONLY ONE
REAL BASS SLUT IN THE BATHROOM
TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME, LET ME HAVE YOU
AND I NEVER NEEDED DRUGS, 'CAUSE I HAVE YOU
AND I NEVER NEEDED DRUGS, 'CAUSE I HAVE YOU

[LIL WITCHY]
WISH THAT YOU WOULD TALK TO ME
MISS THE TIME YOU SPENT WITH ME
GAVE MY HEART TO WATCH IT BLEED
TALK TO ME, PLEASE TALK TO ME
HOW CAN YOU BE SO DAMN COLD?
PLEASE COME BACK, GIRL, PLEASE DON’T GO
ONLY PERSON THAT I KNOW
GUESS I’M BETTER OFF ALONE

[BANDIICAM]
I'M A SUPERSTAR ON THE TV, WOAH
BABY SAID SHE LOVES ME AND SHE NEEDS ME, GIRL
(x2)

[LAVENDR]
I DON'T WANNA BE A BURDEN TO YOU
I CAN'T LOOK INTO YOUR EYES
IT’S A THING OF TIME 
UNTIL I FACE MY OWN DEMISE
ALL THIS SHIT I DID FOR YOU
I DON'T KEEP MY PROMISES
DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE
LET ME GIVE YOU MY HEART, IT’S GONNA BE ALRIGHT
JUST FOR YOU
I'D BLEED OUT
I GOT FANTASIES
IT'S JUST YOU AND ME NOW

BETTER OFF A BASS SLXT

a mess, inside a body of a man

featuring my friend @guardinmusic

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-what-i-am-lyrics

problematic ✧ lavendr + uznan ✧ [ilybeam]

planetless ✧