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belac - loverboy [rubbish]

0:00 @4suruu
0:40-2:03 @tuaaandx
2:03 @4suruu
3:29 @unineko
4:08 @4suruu
5:28 @prodmelik

autumn 2023 (+4suruu, tdx, melik, unikeko)

prod https://soundcloud.com/asurxh?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing
https://soundcloud.com/negativecreeper?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

(Lyrics) 
Keep on looking away I don’t wanna see your face 
You promised that you would stay 
but now you walk in shame 
I kno u wanna be the same but I had to change 
Blood filling up my pockets 
Going up bby you cannot stop it 
These haters be like flies 
the way they dropping out the sky 
I can’t feel the ground beneath my feet 
I won’t make a sound the green speaks4me
Like stars in the sky I wanna gleam
Bury me in the smoke till I can’t see 
I lie awake all night I don’t wanna dream 
I wanna live that shit till I can’t breathe 
Ghostface on me bby don’t scream 
Looking at me funny cs i party like mf freak

Ghostface (asurah X Negative.creeper)

EGO ANGEL BABY w/ Rezlaine (prod. smile4me & xtasane)

prod.
@0k1ro

notes:
22, ion feel old tho
shoutout to my friends
u kno who u r
//

[shiro]
yh woke up w/ a bag its my birthday
shit still feel the same on the worse day
people neva notice when u need them
slide me a k n get this workin

sometimes i rlly thing this shit aint workin out
push me to the side like im worthless now
never knew time be so worthless
but w/ u feels like its perfect

when i walk out, i be doubtin myself
dont kno who to trust n im fallin down
yh i cant pick myself up
yh need some1 who can help me up

time be moving so fast,
cant find a way to make this feeling last
yh im sorry for the all of the things ive did
but ive moved on n shit be moving so quick

yh got me a bag n made some new friends
pull up in a dodge n i cant seem to pretend
that i rlly like it here
hope this rap shit go off
n i go spend a band again
pray to god i be the best of myself
pursuit of happiness is what i wanted 
but not all the time i can get it tho
the only thing i can do is put on a show
yh ik sometimes i can be a bother
but in the end 
it seems like ur the one that got softer
yh things have been different 
but this money i still got em

yh yh i still got em
yh, yh yh
heheh
shit crazy asf guys like
pce yo
shoutout to my friends yknow
swagcrew, synesthes1a
we out here

//

22『k1ro』

prod.
@51five

notes:
had to lose somebody important to me
...

//

[shiro]
yeah im up but i always feel down
when these people always run about
tryna talk to me, but they dont kno how it really be
yeah im closed up in my circle
kept to myself, but it dont always work tho
i always try to keep a positive mental
but it dont work n this stress got me pressured

people js wanna see u w/ the rest
but when u up now, got a lot of yes men in the fest
i cant seem to get to u
that we not friends n try something new
i cant seem to hold it back, when u try to fit in
n u lackin the fact that ur there to call me twin
yeah js say what u really mean
cause u holdin back got me feelin
like im living in a dream 

yh i rlly hate this feelin,
when ur all alone pushed up to the ceiling,
people never got my back now
now im 22 n people actin like a bot now

lately i js wna kno how u doing
but u seem to act strange, never know what u brewin
yh i rlly hate this distance
wish i find a way to fix this
so im always tryna make new friends
but it never seem to last
yh people on my dick, next day they turn n laugh
like what did i rlly do?
to deserve this hate n ur crossed thru

u only cared bout what u gained
all this time uve been using me
i put my heart, on my sleeves
realize that ur not the one for me yh
im young n stupid learning things yh
cant believe what u did to me yh
 
im not sad,
but disappointed in me yh 


//

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