h3artcrush - dnr

Brosides!

Etched Into a Bar of Soap (feat. Eric Sean Nally of Foxy Shazam)

1. christmas day (っ- ‸ – ς) *demo*
2. ann frank song 1/10
3. please leave me alone demo
4. GOBLINS CRY TOO COVER
5. willow and emerson - in the benz in the benz with my friends in the benz meowversion
6. another thing
7. number girl young girl seventeen sexually knowing cover snippet

mix b

#sadsadsong #sad:( #emo #punk #rock
scrolling /b/ board
im rlly bored
its been 2 weeks
since u adored
another guy
i wanna cry
because ive
slit open my eyes 
and all the times
u acted like
u were my friend
u could of tried
hopefully when
i come to school
u wont be 
the first 
i kill too

XO_Willow✰ - 3 Days Before The Philips Highschool Massacre

WARNING: This EP contains themes of loss, addiction and withdrawal.

A little look at how ive been feeling recently.

Samples:
Solace - Earl Sweatshirt
God Laughs - Earl Sweatshirt

IV.  Mess / Message

An experimental album that displays the feelings and views of alcoholism

Inside Looking out (Begining)

Welcome to the bottle

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

sittin down right on my bedside
sleepless nights when i dont feel right
locked inside a dungeon cant you help me
isolated from my friends
swear this shit just never ends
feels like my body's growing colder
woke up in my own vomit last night
wish i was taken in my sleep, god help me
i never found myself and maybe thats for the best
just tell me to look up but youre never understanding the view
a world of liars they conspire on my every move
I got the flu
and im givin up
my stomach hurts and im a mess
lie to my face, then call it quits
my love for you wasn't adequate
existential, i'll never make it
trapped in infinity
we're so small in the face of god, so shut the fuck up and do your job
it dont matter anyway

*AFOURTEEN*

sometimes I wake up feeling impatient 
Loosing my head
Aye lemme think a minute 
You don’t motherfuckin motherfuckin see the vision uh
Yah yah lemme breathe a minute 
You ain’t gotta do the shit that you been doin to me fuck you
Yea I need to get my ass back home everytime I leave the house man I feel led  on 
Wassupp wit that cut from front to back
You don’t love me back no don’t act like that 
Come home drunk as shit jumping off the bridge fuck that break my wrist 
And I don’t wanna go back home tonight 
Cuz I don’t wanna right my wrongs tonight 
So I just like conversations mean what they mean I hold back all this hatred 
Inside my dreams 
And I’m so sick with you and your so sick of me 
I can’t even breathe 
Nananananana nanananana 

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

fall asleep inside your arms
kill anybody that means you harm
alcohol for breakfast lunch and dinner
downers just to numb the pain
drown all the voices inside my brain
toxic at our core, but we blame the world of course
im so sick of you
youre so sick of me

*TEENAGE DISASTER & AFOURTEEN*

i can’t even breathe 
I can’t even breathe 
Soooooo ohhhhh
I’m so sick of you
ive been singin sad songs since i was youngin
paint my nails black, then those bitches called me a faggot
now its cool to be sad, dope to be depressed
now im pissed off, straight up, blow my damn top off
lil spiders in the dark tellin me its alright
i got bullets for you motherfuckers tryna act tight
doin shows for a minute i can really say i did it

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

its a sick world we live in
and im not sure i want to stay at all
im done
i give up
and my mind comes toppling down when I think of
getting out of bed
and im so broken down, cannot be repaired
im so sick
im so tired
im so beaten down
i dont wanna go, but i think i have to.

*AFOURTEEN*

Why do we live like this 
And Why do we live like this 
I fell in love with your lips 
Their my worst enemy 
Their my worst enemy 
I fell in love at 17
I fell in love at 17
And now your opposite with me
Sit with me 
Take my arms watch me bleed
Take my eyes make me see
I am so incomplete 
I am so incomplete 
I am so

SOMNIPHOBIA (FT. TEENAGE DISASTER) (PROD. IMOTAPE)

xo willow - day of retribution

xo willow - beta orbiter!

xo willow - mondays (reupload)

I produce most of what i make.
AKA. kevin get that money, thickie hard, yung diddle, blateball3, Yung P.I.M.P. God
Aint no album like a kevin album

IV. Mess / Message

Playboi Kevin