Should I Wait?

Keep On Rising

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[Verse 1 ]
You used to be my peace at night
Now I wake up reachin’ for your side
You say we grew apart with time,
But you still log in just to watch my life
I ain’t cheated, I ain’t lied
I was solid I was ride or die
Now you out dressin’ pain in pride
But your eyes still beg me not to try
He hold you, but you pull away
You still think ‘bout me when y’all lay
You don’t want me, but won’t set me free
You want control  not love from me

 [Chorus]
I just don’t get it
why You let me go, but won’t let me forget it
Say it’s done, but you still in my space
Girl, if it’s over, why you won’t let me escape?

 [Verse 2]
How you hate me but still watch my stories?
Act like you healed, but you still record me
Every time I move, you pull me back
You hate the truth, but you love the past
I ain’t bitter, I’m confused as hell
You burned the bridge, then wished me well
Keep your new man out my name
You still hold guilt when y’all do your thing
You post that smile like nothin’ wrong
Then text “I miss you” right before dawn
I stayed down, you changed the rules
Now I feel like the fool who kept it true

 [Bridge]
Girl, if you don’t want me, then why you here?
If I ain’t the one, then why you near?
You let me drown, but won’t let me swim
You let me go, but don’t let me win

 [Final Chorus]
I just don’t get it (nah)
Why you let me go, but won’t let me forget it? (no)
Say you don’t want love, but you still in my business (still in it)
Call me when you lonely like I’m still your forgiveness (every time)
I just don’t get it
You let me go, but won’t let me forget it
Say it’s done, but you still in my space
Girl, if it’s over, why you won’t let me escape?

I Just Don’t Get It

Cookie Monster

[Verse 1]
cookie monster, call me that
’cause I go where the sugar at
lips like velvet, warm like that
you open slow—I lean right back

[Verse 2]
you ain’t gotta tell me nothin’,
your thighs do all the talkin’
I read the language in a hush
then dive in, no need for caution

[Verse 3]
mmm, you laugh when I say
"who baked this?"
but baby girl, it’s serious business
confection ain’t even the word—
this more like worship with mischief

[Verse 4]
cookie monster got his bib on
treat it like a rare song
slow licks, no skips—
this ain't fast food, girl, it’s ritual
every crumble, every kiss,
I memorize it like scripture
and you just shiver like
I been anointed by your nectar

[Verse 5]
you call me wild
I call it service

[Bridge]
I’m just here to study you,
down to the atoms of your purr
your legs sing lullabies
and I hum the blur

[Outro]
cookie... cookie...
monster in the sheets,
gentle in the feast
savorin' sweet
'til you asleep...

Cookie Monster (Animus Mix)

Sweaty Dirty Sex

What good are you?

On Borrowed Time We Danced by ObiAmeshi

A hauntingly beautiful exploration of fleeting love and the precious moments we steal from time itself. "On Borrowed Time We Danced" captures the bittersweet essence of romance that exists in the spaces between certainty and goodbye.

ObiAmeshi weaves together delicate melodies and introspective lyrics that speak to anyone who has ever held onto love knowing it might slip away. The song paints intimate scenes of two souls sharing stolen moments—dancing not to music, but to the rhythm of borrowed heartbeats and whispered promises.

With its ethereal soundscape and emotionally raw delivery, this track showcases ObiAmeshi's ability to transform personal vulnerability into universal connection. The music flows like a slow dance in twilight, where every step matters because you know the song will end.

"On Borrowed Time We Danced" is more than a song; it's a meditation on how we love fiercely in the face of impermanence, finding beauty in temporary spaces and meaning in moments that were never meant to last forever.

*A tender reminder that sometimes the most profound connections happen when we know we're running out of time.*

On Borrowed Time

Ohana

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