put that song on replay 🥂

lyrics:

Just holidays
And barely those holidays
Our good terms
Are not immune to decay 
I tried but im still away
And you’ve been fucking his brains out 
Don’t look at me as if there was a sorry to say

I would care but
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

 Ive never met someone so geared on my failure good job
At least I squeezed some meaning into ur shitty life huh
When I die an early death I hope that u can cope when the hatred in ur heart is now evicted with my pulse

Break the home
Breaks my bones and see my soul snapped too
Im alone most the time ur not restricting anything new
I like getting scary I do I know ur tryna be a boss good for u
What the fuck they turn me down for
 I am never going out more
I guess he wasn’t a regular guy
I hope u choke on ur vomit and die
My messages aids I do not open them
Im high as fuck from this bud its like opium
I don’t wanna live to get by
Ur literally here once and its over after that u fucking idiot do what u want ur done after this u fucking dumb ass u suck I fucking hate u
 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

Im torn apart and I am dirty
If its like this fuck 30
I wanna die right now
Baby im sorry im fucked I can’t talk right now
She lies
She just loves him to death
I dont compare to that hex
I suck the tits off her chest
Times waits
For nobody
Crossed lines
Become common knowledge
Bullshit u were with friends that’s bullshit
I was the culprit before
I feel projection in my point of view
  
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off 
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off numb
I been better off
As the bodies grow dry
And I bleed from my eyes
From some shit I shoulda never saw
I don’t need a life line
I don’t need a good night
I just drink until I shut it off

better_off_nUmb (splashgvng)

hi hru

OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS
s/o to @guardinmusic and @johnnyfriend
and @reesoo

lyrics:

jaden: 
Did you ever really care for me, I can't tell
Sending all of the texts for me to get well
When you're the one that made me go get help
'Cus all you care about is yourself

Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do

Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do?

Guardin:
What the fuck you gon' do?
Lies aligned in a queue
You've been hanging silhouettes, all by the ties of their shoes
Seven minute resurrections every night with a new
mother fucker who ain't even gettin' half of the truth
You've been lying through your teeth tryna hide it all
Now i'm walking down your street while you're driving off
Text you who the fuck is he realizing now
This ain't ever what it seemed you just let me down

Jaden:
Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do

Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do?

Listen to your lies like a CD
I'm a redo, do you really need me?
Watching your moves like a TV
Glued to the screen when you leave me

Jaden and Guardin:
Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do

Smoke and mirrors, only ties, I ain't fucking with you
Said, "I ain't fucking other guys," bitch tell me the truth
Only option "do or die" but I ain't dying for you
If I give another try, what the fuck you gon' do?

smoke and mirrors w/ guardin (johnnyfriend)

this time it won't fix

https://soundcloud.com/heylog
https://soundcloud.com/imcaves
https://soundcloud.com/irby314

you made me feel nauseous 
i keep getting sick
can't remember where it started 
can't forget all that you did to me
you tasted so bittersweet 
i still see you every time i sleep
i gave you every part of me 
i bet you couldn't tell
i fall in love with narcissists,
don't care about myself
i just go through sedatives
keep fucking up my health 
what's the point of heaven,
i already live in hell

it's not easier 
i'll lie and say it is 
i gave up on getting better 
it's just the way it is
i've been feeling numb ever since i was a kid 
i don't wanna die,
but i don't wanna try and live

i said that i loved you 
(save me)
i gave you the blood from my skin
i tried everything
admit it
it's hard but i did it
you left me too damaged 
this time it won't fix

[heylog]
i'm calling for you 
are you with someone else
the pics on my phone
are nowhere to be found 
would it surprise you 
if i took myself
i might just die here
when no ones around
but i made a choice 
that i regret 
stomp out the house
from what i said
and now it's too late to apologize
fumbled my words,
i guess this is goodbye 

i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
baby it's whatever
see you in the next life
i'm trying to forget her 
but god it feels impossible
now she's just a number 
floating in my phone
i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
i don't make any sense
and it makes me wanna cry 
but i look like im stupid
and she say that it's fine 
girl you're pretty funny 
tell another lie

it's not getting easier (w/ heylog) (prod. caves & irby)

[+] if you want my heart you gotta steal that </3
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt + @steadysuffer * produced by @prodjolst *

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wanna go back

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wanna go back (feat. skele + steadysuffer)

Lightye4r Intro V1 (jabarionthebeat X Dannnygotthejuice)

lyrics:

Get a grip
I hang out the window while my doggy spin the whip
We look like a blip 
we inside roadeo with it
Red line till Im stiff
Wait Imma light the spliff
I think she a masochist the way she wanna hit
Put him in the tar
If u think its sweet with me U must be off the bars
That boy must be off the xans
His bitch put me back inside and u just holding hands
That’s cause she a fan
She tell me that im the goat

But I cant hear the praise when I got my bit in her throat
She Sucking up Danny phantom how I nut and then I ghost
Dont look inside my pupils cause im on that roller coaster
Wipe that number off then pack the sweats its no holster
Oh u follow quota but that track u dropped is garbage
U aint say shit bad lets hope they feed u when u starving
Sauvage on my throat u smell like shit u Daniel Larson
Soon I post a pic his bitch comment emojis barfin
But I wish u had told me
I could’ve been ur angel but I left that in the old me
I came with the mob of course I feel like im Tony yea
I didn’t have no one so now I hold me yea

Get a grip
I hang out the window while my doggy spin the whip
We look like a blip 
we inside roadeo with it
Red line till Im stiff
Wait Imma light the spliff
I think she a masochist the way she wanna hit
Put him in the tar
If u think its sweet with me U must be off the bars
That boy must be off the xans
His bitch put me back inside and u just holding hands
That’s cause she a fan
She tell me that im the goat

801- Pain .. (splashgvng)

c lambo - geeker

I have no fear 

i’m not feeling this it’s alright tho 
watch her come back like a spinal 
no i’m not attached 
i’ve been tryna get out this year 
i been in my bag 
watch me go double this 
then i spend a rack 🖤🖤🖤 

hope u all like this prod by @tiresss underrated club 🖤🖤🖤

Spinal

a modern tragedy vol. 2

Fallin (Temptation)

lyrics:

trapped inside this furnace I get molded by the heat
they took me back inside my home and now I'm sticking to the sheets
its burning flesh
cant u tell
u just burnt him back to life this the outer shell
since it happens every night I just forgot the smell
baby cant u take me home I'm bout as sick as hell
I could feel it thru my system I'm in failing health
thought it came in from behind me but I couldn't tell
ya I couldn't tell

I'm not even good in my dreams so I couldn't help
baby if u tryna help the least u could do is save yourself
soon this day set into 12 o'clock at night just lock me out
sure this juniper and rose hip gonna stop me at the house

I got demons in my vision I cant do without
girl its hard when u call and I cant pick it up
girl I promise I care I'm just throwing up
I could call u on arrival when I'm pulling up
id of never thought id become something like this
only one that know my secrets I hope she can digest
baby girl I live my life just tryna fight this virus
ya u not the first that tried to do me like this
I could barely keep my cool when he go shut his eyelids
I match pigment with the walls and I can dodge the sirens
I think certain things in life call necessary violence
I'm my mothers son but not when like this

trapped inside this furnace I get molded by the heat
they took me back inside my home and now I'm sticking to the sheets
its burning flesh
cant u tell
u just burnt him back to life this just the outer shell

trapped inside this furnace I get molded by the heat
they took me back inside my home and now I'm sticking to the sheets
its burning flesh
cant u tell
u just burnt him back to life this the outer shell
since it happens every night I just forgot the smell
baby cant u take me home I'm bout as sick as hell
I could feel it thru my system I'm in failing health
thought it came in from behind me but I couldn't tell
ya I couldn't tell

the furnace (nevrfall)

poutyface - DEATHWISH

prod. pink

lyrics:
Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

been stuck in head sometimes
don't leave me for dead, i'm blind
in due time i will find
that, it don't matter what you wanna do
just put you're all into
focus you're mind and I swear you will get it
don't stress the small, stand up tall pay attention
sure you fall, but will you get up? redemption

Let's pretend that I'm alright
I'm anxious little psychopathic fuck
can't sleep at night
all alone the thoughts they've grown
and I ain't putting up no fight
can't conduce the fucking truth up out your mouth but that's alright
~
can't control but my mind grip
gotta let it go the thoughts they flow
ain't gotta fucking trip
lifes a puzzle, mind is muddled
clear it up, I kiss your lips
grip your hips
biting on your neck until you fucking drip

like a puddle, we cuddle until the sundown
ride my shuttle rebuttal, we smoke and comedown
I'm so faded, I'm crossed
intoxicated I'm lost
inebriated what cost?
I'm feeling run down

PanicAttack! [prod. pink]

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smoke and mirrors w/ guardin (johnnyfriend)

xo (listen to my new stuff)

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