I want to disappear completely so that I can be forgotten

she's got that half dead look in her eyes by now

ᅟᅟᅟi would end my life
ᅟ if it meant anything to you

Abject human existence unfolds in a void of purpose, trapped in the relentless cycle of insignificance and despair. Life's meaning, elusive and fleeting, renders the human journey a futile pursuit of ephemeral happiness in a universe indifferent to its anguish.

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the things you believe are not the same things that are true
we both know it will all soon be over
and the new world will start with you ^_^

Daybreak is catching me now
And you have gone away
I don't want you to go
But can't ask you to stay

I wish I could change your mind
But wishes sometimes die
It is hard for me to smile
When roses bleed to cry

Whenever you think about me, just know I'm thinking of you too, and hoping that you love me even half as much as I love you...

...that would be good enough for me...

You keep your problems so well-hidden
That even your tears feel like smiles
That I will die here is a given
And no one will ever know why

Only once the drugs were done
Did I feel almost human numb
And only once my head was clear
Did I feel safe dying right here

i know you probably dont wanna hear from me, that's fine.
but, i just really need to talk to you, i dont know. 
sorry if that's stupid, i know we havent talked in a while, but i just, i really miss you.
i miss everything about you. i miss talking to you. i miss all the places we went. i miss how you laugh, seeing you smile. i miss watching movies.
i dont know. 
im sorry, i just really miss you, a lot. and i havent been the same without you and.
i just. i hope you'll talk to me, if not then, that's fine. but i miss you here. and i love you, and i miss you and, 
yeah. 
sorry.

I want to disappear completely so that I can be forgotten

please be quiet