ft/prod me <3

Dysphoric Symphonies

~ .𝑒𝓇𝒸𝒾𝓁𝑒𝓈𝓈 III

ฬєɭς๏๓є ๒คςк

July 2023

Frailty

buzzcut, daisy

can you tell?

Mastered by Hector Vega

I bite down and bite hard
Wake up at the crack of dawn
Don't notice, must've beat it over your head
Chew me up, spit me out before you can swallow
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I know it's you, cause I know how it feels
When your hands' in my hair
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I'm all dolled up for you, I'm not stupid
If you're not the hawk like you said
Say it again... just for me
And it always ends the same, I'm in your mouth again
I'll ride your coattails if I can't reach the rest of you
I know it's you, cause I know how it feels
When your hands' in my hair
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
Chew me up, spit me out before you can swallow
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares
I peel my eyes open
Everyone knows and nobody cares

Cage Girl

cage girl (single ver)

Mix by kayla reagan master by hector vega

Royal Blue Walls

Contingency Song

Contingency Song (single ver)

igotit! prod. typhoon

tickets w/ phreyla (chef9thegod + tcl)

Thør ft. vrkn., luvvshai, faultt, wydtruly

a dumbass’s love letter, this song could’ve been way better 😃

not so simple </3 {prod. rielsfuneral}

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/cope 

prod KBL
mastered by anem0s

lyrics:

Think you’re right (think you’re right)
People change, feelings fade given time
But I don’t mind
Change my name, take a break, give the wrong advice

Scrape my face on the pavement
Not playing it safe when
I feel so complacent
There just ain’t no way that
I got replaced and
My heart’s still vacant
What the fuck am I saying?

Pay no mind 
To the way that I cope when I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I die
Least I tried

Guess if this was your plan then you fucked it up
Was it not enough for you to hold that shit over my head?
Ain’t no place that I’d rather be than reality
No new mentality (still wish I were dead)
Pulled you out like a cavity and I felt the gravity
That I’m just a coward that’s all that I (wish I had said)
There’s no place for neutrality, A new felt duality
When I got nobody to blame but myself

Pay no mind 
To the way that I cope when I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I died
Least I tried
Pay no mind (ain't no place that I’d rather be)
To the way that I cope (than reality, no new mentality)
When I’m falling behind
Fake my life
All the weight on my shoulders is gone when I died
Least I tried

Heard you tried to say you’re sorry I
Tried to ignore you
Like something that’s not important
So maybe I’m holding onto a grudge
That I shouldn’t but I will
I couldn’t swallow your pill
There’s no assurance in hell
So if you tell me you’re down for the count let it all go
No missing out, running ‘round in a circle
Can’t hold me down, run your mouth, jump a hurdle
Get out of town, headed south, because it was
Always you

cope (kbl)

justin bieber #freestyle (melik)

let it go w/caponeti (prod.pk, swazy)

where u go 
@myfaultt
@dooozii
@kiddghxst
prod @erdo @1foxglove

lyrics

faultt:
you left me wondering
where all the time we spent even went
no time for sundering
surprised i even have feelings left

but im so glad i left u
u were more of a burden
im looking at ur texts
and now ik we're done for certain

plec0:
where u go?
where u go?
i need in my life
where u go?
where u go?
u said ur on my side
where u go?
where u go?
did u take my advice?

dooozii:
i want you to love me
pull me close
our connection's so bloody
(where'd you go)
missing you on my tongue
i keep on holding back
where's all the fun
lay down my life, take it all
wanna keep me uninvolved
weigh down my time, risk the fall
out your life, forgettable
taking what you said
messing w my head
tell me get back
countin big racks
(where'd you go)

shober:
i slipped up, falling down
i didnt want us falling out
i hear your heart pace
i needa retake
i feel my heart race
i need a-
one bottle i cant see no one
second bottle cant hear no one
im on my own, get some more tris down
should i even feel bad
tell me what i did idk
dont need to come back
just tell me where you go

also
tysm for 5k on all talk+1k on disconsolate. ly xx

where u go w/ faultt, dooozii, shober [erdo, foxglove]

(out on all plats)
prod: drma x soundsbymicah x atononmymind
thanks to pd for hoping on
lyrics:
zay:
uh you in my head
infinite feelins from you on my bed 
uh need you instead
ima give you one more chance to get ahead

yk that i wanted more but
you said i was movin too fast before
our relationship was movin in time
i need you baby
i need you to be mine
i need her to tell me if we are forever
or ima forget her
i dont wanna stress her
i wanna be better

i guess we runnin outta time
i told you that i loved you
but you told me you were fine
you not stuck in my mind
told you that was your last chance go catch a ride
but you came back that night
you knew you were wrong n i was right
ohhh yeah
you were polite
i cant believe that
i just let you spend the night

pd:
why
do i try
everytime yeah im losin my mind
cuz you couldve fuckin done better
yeah i cry n whine n my letters
yeah i detest her

oh whyyy
do you lieeee

cuz yeah im fuckin done now
yeah you wanna talk
but im on the fuckin run now
runnin till the suns out oh no

spendthenight? w/pdktp

Bitches on my dick, bitch I think that I'm the man
Nah, I cannot trust these people, and I can't trust any man
All these niggas are my fans
I just sit and catch a tan
Bitch I'm counting up my hundreds, then I multiply by ten
None these niggas are my friends
I'm just chilling in a benz
I might sit and catch some Z's, and I'm not talking bout Gen
Got a rollie, look like ben
Its just me until the end
Yeah I put that bitch on her knees, make her say amen

Hit that bitch up, and I ask her for OnlyFans
Got a glock on my hip, you know I don't use no bands (Ben)
Fuck that bitch while I count my bands
Turn that nigga into bones, make that nigga look like sans

I don't care about your man
Counting bread, I'm counting pan
Do magic like Peter Pan
Do this shit without a plan
Bout to blow like its Afghan
Diamonds blue, yeah they cyan
These niggas don't stand a chance
They might give up like its france
I might take your bitch to dance
Better pay me in advance
Diamonds glow, my diamonds dance
Took your bitch and made her glance
Diamonds put her in a trance
Diamonds put her in a trance
Got your bitch and we romance
Got your bitch and we romance

Hit that bitch up, and I ask her for OnlyFans
Got a glock on my hip, you know I don't use no bands (Ben)
Fuck that bitch while I count my bands
Turn that nigga into bones, make that nigga look like sans

You know I got fans now
Better yet, I'm counting money like a cash cow
We are not your fans now
I got hella bands now
Yeah I'm dodging all these haters feel like sans now
They want me, but they can't now
I don't give a fuck what you're feeling
Haters mad cause my money hit the ceiling
Know I drown in all this money that I reel in
You'll never catch up with all the shit that I deal with
You know I can't fake it
I got hella racks, and the talent, Imma make it
I be taking planes, while that boy still be working day shift
Leave his face so beat in that boy gonna need a face lift

Hit that bitch up, and I ask her for OnlyFans
Got a glock on my hip, you know I don't use no bands (Ben)
Fuck that bitch while I count my bands
Turn that nigga into bones, make that nigga look like sans

Onlyfans! ft. Faultt (prod. offsen1 + Crack$)

i was just thinking

no bite w/ rans0m & phreyla (yaego, dreamz, & wenom)

need u w/ faultt & ari

WE DID IT!!!!! FINALLY LETS GOOOOOO!!!! ERIC GOAT ERIC GOAT