I'm fine

Shoutsout to Weirddough
https://soundcloud.com/weirddough
https://www.instagram.com/iamtriads

Twitter

flowers

twitter.com/kodyakbeats
twitter.com/teamsesh

bandcamp: http://bit.ly/1NcOG9Q
mediafire: http://bit.ly/1lHTlt3

sesh

forgot how to breathe

prod @prodreaper

lyrics:

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you are fake and pretend
selling off the fake sadness 
while you're smiling, counting money from the reposts
but that's fine, that's fine

but you're not really sad at night 
you're just laying in your bedroom
while i'm staring at the ceiling, crying 
i'm always crying 
cause i'm just scared of everything that's coming

and i don't really want no new friends
all of you fake and pretend 
selling off the fake sadness
while you're smiling 
counting money from the reposts 
but that's fine, that's fine

heartless, pretend 
no heart, disguised in your lies 
you don't really care 
you don't really care

no heart (prod. reaper)

real shit up in this track here... Start of a New era for Me.... Much love to those that fuck with me... lets take the dream by balls.

You Always Get Lipstick On My Joint (prod Sadboichef)

Engineer/co prod: https://soundcloud.com/nettibeats

Download: https://4everunknown.bandcamp.com/album/midnight-rendezvous

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
We can't make this last
I gave you all I had
Now I'm pleading please baby give me one more chance
Made a lot of mistakes but they in the past now
I swear that I'm a different man
Yeah I'm always down to ride never backdown
I'll take you to my traphouse how does that sound
In the backround
She never comes around now
Girl I know I fucked up you left me out to drown now
But it's my fault
I should've known you wasn't down to ride
Cause whenever I hit you on your phone you never reply
But as soon as you hit my line I said I was down to slide
You was faking shit from the start you ain't about this life
I can't fuck with you bitches cause y'all ain't acting right
I'm all alone
Poppin hella pillys getting riches I'm all on my own
Bitch I'm on a mission to the digits til my money long
Yeah til my hundreds strong

(Hook/Bridge)
Baby I'm just tryna love you
Put nothing above you
I wish that I could trust you
I wish that I could trust you

Baby I'm just tryna love you
I wish that I could trust you
Put nothing above you
But I ain't got time for all those games so it's fuck you

(Verse 2)
Get it my way we ain't settling
Watch all the homies you messing with
If you want war then we pull up cause you know we strapped like we veterans
All that talk up on twitter but you ain't bout shit
Had to distance myself because you on opp shit
You on opp shit
Pull up we drop shit
You can get popped quick
Yeah you can get dropped quick
Hop out the foreign with mopsticks
Coming straight from the bottom no option
Thats why we rob shit
You so defensive like you rodman
Having conversations with my conscious woah
Toss all that built up emotion inside a louie bag
And fuck a friend when I need it y'all ain't have my back
So I only keep the day ones and the shooters with me
I'm in the mazda blowing dope until my mind is clouded
Can't do no shows I get too nervous when the room is crowded
I'd be dead without this music so I'm glad I found it
Are you coming through
Cause we making moves
So come and join me on this midnight rendezvous

Rendezvous (Prod. Kyotospeak)

artwork by helica!
https://soundcloud.com/helicaworld
https://soundcloud.com/distancedecay

CELLOPHANE - Helica, Psymun, & Distance Decay

original by @billieeilish: soundcloud.com/billieeilish/bitches-broken-hearts

u can pretend u don't miss me

Prod. by @killedmyself

Lyrics:

(Verse)
And if theres a god what would he think about the wrongs Ive done,
And would he question the temptations when I called my plug,
Or when the times got rough,
Why the fuck did I go through all those long nights struggling over one time puffin a blunt,
It fucked me up,
I recollect the pain that seemed to manifest whenever shit would never feel okay but its straight,
You shouldn't worry bout it,
Nobody's worried bout it,
Doctors tryna throw some pill bottles in my cabinet

(Chorus)
It ain't slowin down life can pass you by,
But thinkin of the past as the time passes you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
No baby you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
And if I got nobody then I guess that I'll be fine,
But all the fuckin drama that we got past no wonder why the ties all broke, ay,
And they ain't worth your time no more, ay,

(Verse 2)
I have a tendency to ask my friends if they enemies,
Cuz I met alot of people who pretend to be chill with me,
Then eventually depression would have let to them dippin,
But when they see Im comin up they tellin me we should kick it,
I copped a whip its offical,
I drive to dip from the system,
I can't fit in with the people around forget it continue to put my thoughts into verses,
Who woulda thought that the person they hated on for no reasons the one that harnessed a purpose

(Chorus)
It ain't slowin down life can pass you by,
But thinkin of the past as the time passes you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
No baby you ain't gotta cry no more, ay,
And if I got nobody then I guess that I'll be fine,
But all the fuckin drama that we got past no wonder why the ties all broke, ay,
And they ain't worth your time no more, ay,

flowers. (prod. killedmyself)

@xam @lil_yung_pharaoh @cxldblxxd

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Ug4VQPXCGxNfqMIxwh2xd
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/album/bad-thoughts-feat-lil-yung-pharaoh-single/1464634124
YouTube: https://youtu.be/qjjQ49p3xmY

[Verse 1: XAM]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

I’m counting down every minute time is moving so slow
Everything’s in slow-mo, every night feels so long
Where is Dora when I’m lost and I don’t  know where to go
Nobody knows me but they telling me to stay strong

I can’t swim but I’m going for the deep end
I can’t win I’ll be dead by the weekend
I got no flowies on my arms and I’m ‘bout to drown
Tryna hold on but I’m going down guess I’m a dead man

Staring at the ceiling of the ocean
Oh shit, feeling sick too much motion
I don’t sleep but I’m dreaming of emotions
I don’t have, I’m broken - the truth’s been spoken

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

[Chorus: XAM]
I don’t wanna lie, I’m a human and I cry
Myself to sleep at night, there’s a reason I don’t smile
I’m about to tell you why, sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna be alive, I got one life out of nine

[Verse 2: Lil Yung Pharaoh]
I ain't never been happy try to pretend
OD and get high on the weekend
So low I don't even got no friends
Can't swim but I'm headed for the deep end

Got a feeling I won't make it till next year
So you can put a knife through my chest here
I'm a human so it’s natural to shed tears
Living life alone that's my worst fear

And I'll be loving life next day I wanna die
Just to numb the pain I'll get so fucking high
Laying on the couch I can't open up my eyes
First I wanna die but now I love life

And I just want someone to understand me
And yeah I got problems that they can't see
So you can put a knife through my chest now
And Imma lay down to rest now

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m gettin worse by the minute just admit it you don’t even know
What is going through my fucking head right now and what is wrong
Why I’m locked inside my room and writing all these songs
About these bad thoughts, about these bad thoughts

[Chorus: XAM]
I don’t wanna lie, I’m a human and I cry
Myself to sleep at night, there’s a reason I don’t smile
I’m about to tell you why, sometimes I wanna die
Sometimes I wanna be alive, I got one life out of nine

BAD THOUGHTS (feat. Lil Yung Pharaoh) [Prod. CXLD BLXXD]

prod. by @tothegood

lyrics
--------
i feel naked
baby i was your replacement
roll a blunt don't face it
pass it off to me, i'm faded 
i won't make it
stand alone on my phone, don't trace it
driftin' in the water i'm floating
you left me for dead unloading

it's times like these i wish i wasn't insecure
wish i was a little more
wish i had the patience to erase the water from the shore
lift it to the clouds and get a taste of what i'm looking for
this was never easy 
fall asleep alone to raindrops on my tv
the sorcerer's are getting stoned i rented it in 3D
i've been staring at my phone just hoping that you see me

cause i can't see myself
i've got no reflection when reflecting on my health no
sever what i felt
loving you was deeper than just taking off my belt
i could write a million bars about you like i do
but that won't change the fact that i'm alone and so are you
missing what we had is something i will always do
and the weight is on my chest cause i'm a pessimistic dude

follow tothegood

naked (prod. by tothegood)

i can touch the ceiling [prod. lil soda boi]

waking up to you,
not wanting to lose you
going out for a coffee
i love it when your lost in me

samples:
phonecall,

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/35d29c'>Download for free on The Artist Union</a>

I'm fine

Plorny