angel 4 u

Don't you know I'm the toxic bitch I know
Wrapped in thoughts like shadows, they dance in my soul,
don't you know, I'm the saddest bitch for show
But in your light, I stumble, still searching for whole,


is that what you see, when you dance with me, 
cause my head and heart is filling up anxiety, 
A storm of insecurities, where silence takes a toll,
the crashing waves of violent seas mind it takes its tole
Crashing waves of worry, drowning under the role,
don't you know I'm a toxic bitch, I know 
but I'm sad to see you go 


THE SADDEST BITCH, I KNOW

Twilight, daylight, midnight show 
I will sell out studio 
I will be a star I know
In every city, magic will bestow


twilight, daylight, rain or snow
Underneath the spotlight, my passion flows


I'll sell out massive shows 


SOLD OUT STUDIO

With help from Jake and Raven, I was able to bring this one to life. I aim to break toxic cycles whenever I can, but it's easier said than done, and songwriting has helped me work through the process of becoming better. I hope owning up to where I fall short helps people with a similar upbringing do the same, so the next generation doesn't have to go through it. Sending my love <3

Lyrics:
I came back and I was
Six pounds lighter 
That doesn’t sound like a lot
But my clothes don’t fit
So I’m crying in my closet (A)
I came back and it was
Like I was gone for year 
It’s like I never made a home for myself here
It’s like I left your house and I just appeared 

Out of body
Out of mind 
I’m looking for shape to define

Everyone I love looks a lot like you
When I get scared they’ll hurt me like you do
Everyone I love looks a lot like you
So I’ll just hurt them like you taught me to

What have I done
Just to gain back control
It’s just me one to one
And I’m sick of it                                  
And now my best friends have to take my shit
What have I done
I made my lover scared 
And now he’s staring into space
Ripping out his hair 
And I can’t find God anywhere 

Out of body
Out of mind 
I’m looking for shape to define

Everyone I love looks a lot like you
When I get scared they’ll hurt me like you do
Everyone I love looks a lot like you
So I’ll just hurt them like you taught me to

My first bully didn’t shove me in a locker 
She tucked me in and she kissed my head
I’m so sorry I’m not what you wanted
But I wish I was and I’m exhausted
I’m exhausted 
Mmmmm
Ooooooo

Everyone I love looks a lot like you
When I get scared they’ll hurt me like you do
Everyone I love looks a lot like you
So I’ll just hurt them like you taught me to

Credits- Written and performed by Julia Caponegro, Produced by Julia Caponegro, Jake Milburn, and Raven 






Hurt People

"i loved you" is a song about love breaking into pieces.
Two lost voices — a goth girl and a goth boy — sing about pain, loneliness, and shattered dreams.
She’s drowning in tears and memories she can’t escape.
He’s sinking in toxic habits and endless inner battles.

It’s a story of loving too much and disappearing while being unnoticed.
A scream in the darkness that no one hears.



i loved you

Part 1. 
My flat faces west
I watch the sunset, head on his chest.
This month is gone; I flip to the next.

June abloom —
a year since you left.

Your flat faces east
I watch the sunrise — you watching me,
a chaotic feast over the Baltic Sea.
June abloom —
back to 2023.

Me and my Sweet.

june abloom

pissin' around (sunday)

El amor no debe ser secreto

What if you had a cemetery of exes? Whose gravestone would you go and visit, and why?

Frances Wilde  - Tombstones

Exploring the chemicals within the body that reacts to powerful feelings of love.

Lyrics written by Brendan Bostock.

Got these chemicals
Running through my veins
It’s subliminal
It is beautiful

Tell me what to do
I don’t have control
And I'm scared as hell
Because I like you (I like you)

Are we running further apart?
Or are we coming back to the start?
I never want you too far
I want you to run into my arms

I'm chasing the highs
I’m swerving the lows
Drinking rocket fuel
And it's beautiful

Tell me what to do
I don’t have control
And I'm scared as hell
Because I like you (I like you)

Are we running further apart?
Or are we coming back to the start?
I never want you too far
I want you to run into my arms

Are we running further apart?
Or are we coming back to the start?
I never want you too far
I want you to run into my arms

Run Into My Arms

Exploring the chemical reaction of emotions of falling in love.

Run Into My Arms [Lonely Forever Mix]

I wrote this after a very sad breakup. It's very DIY and 100% made on GarageBand but means a lot to me. I always turn to songwriting when I'm wounded...

Fantasy

You said you were 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺

Duet version of "All too Well" 10 minutes version , shortened chill and piano remix


Taylor Swift - "All Too Well" (10 Minute Version) Sad Girl Autumn version - Featuring Hiuy

Landslide

I don’t smile at strangers anymore
Couldn’t tell you why
I dodge their glances when I’m walking through the store
Can’t look them in the eyes

Was it Tommy or the city I don’t know
Gave myself away
Is it too late to change again?
Will I ever be the same again?

Think something might be wrong
No one said it’d be quite this long
I’ve spent too much time alone
But I’m so scared, so scared to be known
So scared to be known

These days I don’t have that much to say
Nothing going on
I’m sleeping in the middle of the day
I’m good as gone

Do I have anything left in me I don’t know
Gave myself away
Is it too late to change again?
Will I ever be the same again?

Think something might be wrong
No one said it’d be quite this long
I’ve spent too much time alone
But I’m so scared, so scared to be known
So scared to be known


tommy or the city

DAMSEL dee plus is back with the ‘Sadly Born Girl’ EP - a project from two artists: Louise Childers and Giles Field. Giles and Louise are two humans from Melbourne who together write lyrics, give prompts to, then curate output from the artificial intelligence site Suno.ai (and in the case of one track, use Suno's 'upload audio file' feature to flesh out an existing melody from Giles).

The best results form The ‘Sadly Born Girl’ EP: five songs thematically linked around the character of the ultimate badarse - DAMSEL dee plus - and her battles with fading youth in the 21st century.

In the story arc DAMSEL mixes pleasure with religion, parties too hard, gets fed up with love and has a redemption across the confusing decade that is her 20s - or maybe a single exhilarating week...

I like experimenting with sounds. Most of my songs are going to be #melancholic and influenced by #rnb, #rock, #pop, #edm, #blues, #electronic and #trap. I often blend genres into #fusion. I like to incorporate #romantic, #dark and #cosmic themes into my songs. But I plan to experiment with more themes and genres in the future.
I am currently a university student so my uploads might be somewhat irregular, but feel free to follow if you like my work!

I don't answer mails and comments a lot due to too many messages by bots and people trying to sell me things.

I sing about the pain that words can’t capture.
About love that kills slowly.
About regrets that cut like glass.
Here you’ll find sad tracks about broken hearts, toxic relationships, lost dreams, and the darkness that never fades.

If you’ve ever loved the wrong person, if your feelings turned to ashes — welcome.

Hi, I'm Aaron aka VllllN (Villain) 
I love dance and alt pop, and I'm preparing my first EP and hope to showcase it but August 2025 so stay tuned. I'm looking for collabs, remixes and anything in between, so don't be afraid to reach out!

New tracks tagged #sad girl