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[Intro]
One step from silence… one breath from gone…
I don’t know if I can hold on…*








[Verse 1]
These walls are closing in, I feel the pressure crawl
Shadows in my bloodstream, voices in the hall
Every word I scream just falls into the void
I’m alive but I’m empty, I’m used then destroyed

My hands are heavy, my heart is thin
I’m a war I can’t remember how to win
The edge is calling like a friend I know
A final step, a way to let it go

[Pre-Chorus]

But something inside whispers soft in my chest
*This can’t be the end, this can’t be the rest…*

[Chorus]

Back from the edge, I will pull you through
Your breath still matters, your fire still burns true
You are not the silence, you are not the shame
You’re the light in the storm, you are more than your pain
So back from the edge, don’t let the dark decide
I bled for your life — you don’t have to die

[Verse 2]

I’ve been counting the reasons to just let go
But every number bleeds, every thought runs cold
I wear my failures like a crown of thorns
Every promise I broke leaves another storm

I hear the lie: *“You’ll never be enough”*
And I’m too worn down to call that bluff
I’m standing in the fire, I’m choking in the flood
Everything screams that I’m not worth the blood

[Pre-Choruse]

But if I could believe — if I could just hear…
That love is louder than this fear…

[Chorus]

Back from the edge, I will pull you through
Your breath still matters, your fire still burns true
You are not the silence, you are not the shame
You’re the light in the storm, you are more than your pain
So back from the edge, don’t let the dark decide
I bled for your life — you don’t have to die

[Bridge]

“What if I fall again?”
Then I’ll lift you up again.
Even graves can’t silence my song.
 “Why would You even care?”
Because your name is carved in the air!

[Breakdown]

FIGHT IT BACK — DON’T BELIEVE THE LIE
YOUR HEART STILL BEATS — YOU WERE NOT DESIGNED TO DIE
(Back from the edge — back from the edge!)
I’M BREAKING THE CHAINS — I’M CALLING YOUR NAME

[Final Chorus]

Back from the edge, I will pull you through
Your breath still matters, your fire still burns true
You are not the silence, you are not the shame
You’re the light in the storm, you are more than your pain
So back from the edge, don’t let the dark decide
I bled for your life — you don’t have to die

[Outro]

*One step from silence… but I hear Your voice…
Maybe tomorrow… maybe I still have a choice…*

Back From the Edge

THE UNWRITTEN MANUAL (original)

Cold Hearted

Silent Empire

So Fresh So Clean

Chronos Jester, the Time Traveling Booty Eater

"Nobody Gives a Fuck (Grind Anyway)" is a raw, introspective track in the dark trap and emo rap genre, with distorted synths, and lo-fi guitar riffs that build into chaotic, aggressive choruses. The song dives deep into themes of depression, isolation, and relentless self-motivation, portraying a world where personal struggles go unnoticed and unacknowledged by others. It starts with a haunting intro questioning the listener's mental state, then explodes into verses that paint vivid pictures of daily battles—waking up to grind through pain, faking smiles on social media, and turning inner rage into fuel for success. The hooks deliver a brutal honesty about apathy from the world, urging perseverance despite it all, while the bridge flips the script to empower the listener to weaponize their depression. Overall, it's an anthemic call to action for anyone feeling invisible, blending vulnerability with defiant hustle in a cold, atmospheric production that leaves you motivated yet haunted.

Nobody Gives a Fuck (Grind Anyway)

tell me (prelude)w Jadis Mathis

Fallin Down

Perfect Imperfection

Short Description
A poetic love song about falling for someone whose flaws make them even more beautiful. It celebrates vulnerability, softness, and the way a person’s imperfect edges can light up your darkest corners. This isn’t infatuation it’s a slow bloom into real love, where two “kintsugi souls” fit together in a way that feels fated.

HOOK
Slow bloom heartbeat open up breathe in
Her laugh lights corners I was locked deep in
Perfect imperfection every crack lets stars leak in
The eyes before the smile thats the moment I fell in

Paper thin armor fall away to light
She carries her own weather clear sky at night
When she laughs at little things I only see her in my sight
Such a perfect imperfection I knew it was love on sight

VERSE
Those eyes before that perfect smile Id ever seen
A hush of northern lights in the hush between seen
She walks like water finding stone quiet serene
I lost my guard like leaves in a river unseen

The way she carries herself no borrowed pose just rose
Free will blazing sun through glass truth glows
My doubts unthread hemming hope in living prose
I learn her quiet thunder soft power that grows

Her laugh makes string lights out of winters night
Turns dust to constellations room drifts to light
Small things bloom symphonies I lean toward sight
Every flawed edge gleams gold stitched through the white

Perfect imperfection broken bells still sound
We kintsugi souls molten grace seals round
I plant my name in patience roots reach ground
Falling wasnt falling I was learning how to be found

HOOK
Slow bloom heartbeat open up breathe in
Her laugh lights corners I was locked deep in
Perfect imperfection every crack lets stars leak in
The eyes before the smile thats the moment I fell in

Paper thin armor fall away to light
She carries her own weather clear sky at night
When she laughs at little things I only see her in my sight
Such a perfect imperfection I knew it was love on sight

VERSE
Shes mercy with edges cuts fog from my mind
A compass in chaos needle clicks we align
I breathe between beats old walls unwind
Every jagged memory learns a softer bind

Mirror made honest my ghosts dont haunt like her
They fade in the daylight ripples lose their blur
I trade brittle bravado for a tender stir
Let truth do the talking where lies used to purr

Her touch is a lantern writing stay in love
My storms grow gardens rain above meets love
We rise like windows catching dawn enough is love
Perfect imperfection every fracture taught me love

She frames my stuttered future straightens the line
Steals the iron from my fear leaves a steady spine
We sketch our weathered chapters faults in the design
I sign my falling upward yes this is the sign

HOOK
Slow bloom heartbeat open up breathe in
Her laugh lights corners I was locked deep in
Perfect imperfection every crack lets stars leak in
The eyes before the smile thats the moment I fell in

Paper thin armor fall away to light
She carries her own weather clear sky at night
When she laughs at little things I only see her in my sight
Such a perfect imperfection I knew it was love on sight

Perfect Imperfection

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