fuckin absolutely dope as fuck bro  https://youtu.be/EFCo46vtdYE

The Upload

(prod. Johnnyfriend  x perishbeats)
https://soundcloud.com/fuckmontright
https://www.youtube.com/c/JohnnyFriendbeats
https://www.youtube.com/c/PerishBeats

ulovely x Mont - faraway

written by Lxst Boy, Cavasoul, and soku
produced by Riddiman and oldboyy
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by futoh
out on all platforms

-lyrics-
(Hook: Lxst Boy)
finish up my homework then I write another song
why does everybody hate me I swear that I did nothing wrong
got like 20 messages everytime I check my phone
but i will never answer them, I hate this feeling its getting old

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
try to tell me that im not ok
but cant you see the smile thats plastered on my face
like come over sometime and find me dead at my place
im sipping on this coffee praying that this pain would go away
the solitude is nice but I'm sick of being alone
walked a million miles on a path they call the lonely road
pondering my consciences, the deepest part of my soul
but hey im just a kid so what do i really know

(Hook)

(Verse 2: Cavasoul)
i hate this feeling, feeling horrible
is getting old
im losing meaning, meaning everything is seeming horrible
I'm conceited, seated at a table undesirable
I know that she could ruin me because shes so adorable
I fall asleep and I see images of violence
I see a side of me incite a riot
swear my head is never quiet
I'm craving death, it tries to overtake my fear of dying
I'll just go to bed so hopefully I can stop fucking crying
i hate this feeling that I feel whenever I open up my eyes
and now my lungs have started hurting as result from getting high
it gets tiring when you always just feel like you could die
now I'm breaking down again, just for today is the third time

(Hook)

(Verse 3: soku)
it's getting old, I'm growing old and I don't know if i could stay
every time you look my way I just turn and look away
I don't know if I could stay in this place
with this feeling that I hate and it won't go away yeah
yeah my voice is sounding stupid and my grades are going down
everybody else around hating me I feel the frown
on my face yeah I'm a waste yeah
telling everyone I might just take a break yeah
I finish up my homework then I go and cry alone
everybody hating me  and so I walk the lonely road
got like 20 messages every time i check my phone 
but that's not quite reality I hate this feeling it's getting old

(Hook)

@cavasoul
@soku_music
@prodriddiman

S T R E A M

i hate this feeling w/ cavasoul & soku (riddiman x oldboyy)

IDGAF

IDGAF (feat. blackbear)

//mid music
//w artist : holyegg

using a diff mic / audio processor this time around.

Lovely Nightmares

LOVELY NIGHTMARES! (prod. Squeril)

lyric video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zy6PLSWfNas

produced by onassis
mixed by onassis
cover art by ig @hxyzo

stand out (prod. onassis)

outta time (prod. eli)

PLANTED (p. jaylen.)

Stepping Stone w/ Idkconundrum (prod. King Theta)

castle (pr. telos)

honest

honest (feat. SadBoyProlific)

Is this all that I am anymore ?
Can I call this a relapse or
Am I just stupid
I’m just stupid
No one cares when I say it as a joke
I look fine but inside I’m froze
I’m so stupid 
Aren’t I stupid ? 

I’m so deluded it feels like a burden now
Keep throwing money till I say I’m finally out
But I’m not
All that I’ve worked for immediately out my hands
Say I’m fine but it’s nothing that I could grasp
Isn’t that stupid ?

Is this all that I am anymore ?
Can I call this a relapse or
Am I just stupid
I’m just stupid
No one cared when I said it as a joke
I look fine but inside I’m froze
I’m so stupid 
I’m so stupid 

Eyes glued to my screen all night
Fall asleep without my high
You don’t get it and nor do I
I swear I only use it to pass my time
But what time is it now ?
I’m starting to feel better can you slow it down
I’ll stay awake till I go outside
And pretend it’s not ruined my life

Is this all that I am anymore ?
Can I call this a relapse or
Am I just stupid
I’m just stupid
No one cared when I said it as a joke
I look fine but inside I’m froze
I’m so stupid 
I’m so stupid

I’m so deluded it feels like a burden now
Keep throwing money till I say I’m finally out
But I’m not
All that I’ve worked for immediately out my hands
Say I’m fine but it’s nothing that I could grasp
Isn’t that stupid ?

stupid

Bankroll

Better den drugs

slasher  freestyle (prod.crxss)

@demxntia

Lmk what y'all think of this song! Juvenesnence snapped on the production and Demxntia snapped on the mixing and feature!

Lyrics-
yung van-
I just wanna feel translucent
But my heart and my mind are going through shit
If I tell you that I love you will you lose it?
Or will you hold my heart together while I glue it
I just wanna feel translucent
But my heart and my mind are going through shit
If I tell you that I love you will you lose it?
Or will you hold my heart together while I glue it
Translucent
If I move I might lose this 
Hold me tight as I kiss you babe
I just want you to miss behave 
Translucent
If I move I might lose this 
Hold me tight as I kiss you babe
I just want you to miss behave 

Demxntia-
Hold me tight
Don't let me go
I'll be right here
Just let me know
baby I've been feeling see through
real haunted baby I just wanna see you
girl you know that I will never want to leave you
said that you've been feeling tired baby me too

yung van-
I just wanna feel translucent
But my heart and my mind are going through shit
If I tell you that I love you will you lose it?
Or will you hold my heart together while I glue it
I just wanna feel translucent
But my heart and my mind are going through shit
If I tell you that I love you will you lose it?
Or will you hold my heart together while I glue it
Translucent
If I move I might lose this 
Hold me tight as I kiss you babe
I just want you to miss behave 
Translucent
If I move I might lose this 
Hold me tight as I kiss you babe
I just want you to miss behave

Translucent w/ Demxntia (prod. Juvenescence)

SPOTIFY

fell in luv only on Soundcloud cuz the sample isn't cleared :(

outta time (prod. eli)

Killgill (@killgill713)

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