A reimagined Version of 9tails’ “I’m still learning”
prod. Sorrowbringer

I'm Still Learning. (cover)

produced by sofabed

completely non profit

lyrics

u and i need to find a way 
to exist separately 
but I cannot, I will not
I won't believe
u and i, u and i
weren't meant to be
no I will not, I will not 
I won't believe

(are u on or off?)

what are u waiting for?
is it last call?
I hope there's more to ur life than this
than there is to mine

(are u on or off?)

last call (sofabed)

www.carlbymusic.com
Featuring @burylilac
Production, mixing, mastering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes
Additional guitars by @jolst

LYRICS
Rock bottom
Lower than I’ve ever been
Only hanging on for the sake of my friends
‘Cause I got people who depend on me
And a couple bad habits like dependency

I worry ‘bout my mom
How she’d get on without me
I wonder a lot if you’d still think about me
Only hanging on just to spite those who doubt me
So throw me a rope because I feel like I’m drowning

I’m running out of ways to say this
I hate who I’ve been
Need to make changes
I’ve lost all motivation
Along with my patience
Too long I have waited

I’m running out of ways to say
That I hate myself
Wish that I could change
I think it’s for the best
You and I stay estranged
You wouldn’t recognize the shell I’ve become these days

(lilac heart)
Rock bottom
I’m running out of ways to say
I miss the way you’d get under my skin
Breaking bottles broken glass
Is all that’s left of my ‘lil head
I don’t even know where all the time went

I fell asleep in the snow
And woke up burning on the sidewalk
Take this away before I hurt someone
Try to cover the pain
The broken shards are showing through the holes I burnt into my sleeves

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Rock Bottom w/ lilac heart (Prod. Horosha & Jolst)

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Passenger Prince [p. king theta]

**SOUNDCLOUD TOOK DOWN THIS SONG ALONG WITH A FEW OTHERS BECAUSE OF A BUG, AND REUPLOADED WITHOUT ANY LIKES**

prod. Boyfifty

Lyrics - 

when i walked back home
on that frostbit night
and the wind hit cold
while my chest felt tight

i was so distraught
fixating on your lies
i wrote this song
to get my thoughts aligned

amazed how I
couldn’t see the
truth behind
all your reasons

wait for a sign 
I can breathe
I’ll be alright 
if you keep me

hello?
could you please me help me dear
i know
I’m not the most sincere

below
my failing self esteem
come home
I need you next to me

(peaky blinders scene in the break)

frostbit (prod. boyfifty)

they claimed it was unhittable
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld

faces freestyle (prod. eric godlow)

as real as it gets

Your skin is like medicine
Warmer than the sedatives
Late nights in your bed again
Melting in your melanin
Your skin is like medicine
Warmer than the sedatives
Late nights in your bed again
Melting in your melanin

It's been a long day
I got so much on my mind
So many things I could say
But none of it seems like
It ever really mattered
As long as I see you after
She makes me feel better
She would swallow me if I let her
We can do this night
After night
After night yeah
Watching all the stars in the sky
Shining bright like
She makes all the pain go away
Tell the doctor
I just want to vent to her
I'm afraid that she's an imposter

Your skin is like medicine
Warmer than the sedatives
Late nights in your bed again
Melting in your melanin
Your skin is like medicine
Warmer than the sedatives
Late nights in your bed again
Melting in your melanin

Babygirl
You got me fucked up
Fucked up
Got me thinking about what's love
What's love
Like what's love got to do with this
Cupid and his foolishness
Self sabotaging tendencies
It tends to get ahead of me
Does it stretch beyond horizons
Can I put it in autopilot
Is it really unconditional
Does it seep into your subliminal

Your skin is like medicine
Warmer than the sedatives
Late nights in your bed again
Melting in your melanin
Your skin is like medicine
Warmer than the sedatives
Late nights in your bed again
Melting in your melanin

herloveisadrugfromthefuture

prod juliooo

try to take me out just like a serpent in the back
many niggas not around no more like where they at?
know they prolly in the ground or prolly in the lost and found 
yo career its looking trifling oh my god why you still trying 
tell my whyyy tell me whyyy tell me whyyyyyyyy
do you try? try to get to know about me
i dont smoked to much of dope and now im moving like a zombie
roll a big grabba leaf
nobody topping me 
nobody talk to me 
i wanna tear up and cut through the town
tell me what you bout? tryna come up in my house
we gon make yo body smell if you try anything
and this dope too sticky i think i need me a lemon squeeze
and this bitch too pretty but she dont need her no wedding ring
just to know im bound for real yea yea
know we chasing bands for real like where they at?
aint no competition for real like where they at??
know i smell like thrax for real know where im at!!
THIS SOME REAL SHIT!!!!!

as real as it gets

love jai

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