produced by: caps ctrl

vocals,mixing,mastering and artwork: birdbay

Lyrics:

(hook)

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else
i’ve been doing the numbers and i’m getting out

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else

(verse)

i’ve been under the pressure i’m tryna do my best
i’ve been tryna be myself i’m doing my best i swear

i’ve been down, i’ve been down, i’ve been down again

i’ve been losing my crown when i falling in

i don’t wanna be apart of your one sided history 

i don’t, i don’t wanna be apart of your history 
or atleast not the story that you’re telling
i don’t really wanna like it but i have to 

(hook)

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else
i’ve been doing the numbers and i’m getting out

i’ve tried to relax and i sip earl grey
i just wanna check the facts i don’t wanna be fake
i, need some peace, some love from everyone else

earl grey [caps ctrl]

HAPPY ft. seejayxo *thersx*

I feel my lungs about to collapse
Don't say I'm young I already know that
Done with these drugs don't want no Prozac
It was you and me until you went back
Protect my heart
But I wear that shit all on my sleeve right the start
I'm going hard
I'm doing me I play my part
This shit wasn't easy I still got scars
Don't care what you think of me at all

I'm losing my mind
Don't wanna wait on you
Don't wanna waste no more time
Finna leave my momma for this life I don't think I'm fine
Move across the country tryna get that money
I don't think they want it they don't really want it oh
I give it every piece of me
I wonder why they sleep on me
Ion even go to sleep hardly
Ion gotta keep a heater on me
I be so lowkey you wont peep
Something else controlling me yeah oh
Always running in and outta something
I just let em sit and make assumptions
I don't ever say what's wrong
You cant help me fix shit for nothing
They cant walk a mile in my shoes
But they gone know the name and what I do
This shit all the same it aint knew
They all love jai & me too
But we two different people on the inside
I wont run today so ima go hide
Sometimes I get stuck in my head
And then I cant get outta bed
At night I think im better off dead
Sometimes I wish I had my friends
Tell me is this all I am oh

I feel my lungs about to collapse
Don't say I'm young I already know that
Done with these drugs don't want no Prozac
It was you and me until you went back
Protect my heart
But I wear that shit all on my sleeve right the start
I'm going hard
I'm doing me I play my part
This shit wasn't easy I still got scars
Don't care what you think of me at all no

I be so lowkey you wont peep
Something else controlling me yeah oh
Always running in and outta something
I just let em sit and make assumptions
I don't ever say what's wrong
You cant help me fix shit for nothing
You cant help me fix shit
This shit all the same it aint new

COLLAPSE

spotify

COLLAPSE [lilbiscuit]

follow those involved <33

(me)
twitter.com/whywewish
instagram.com/whywewish/

(kanashi)
@kanashisadface
instagram.com/kanashisadface/
twitter.com/kanashisadface

(jolst)
@jolst
www.instagram.com/prodjolst/
https://twitter.com/prodjolst

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/1LZOQcw0hTIlpUCZ0mhYXl?si=5b430952a2174ab2

(p. jolst)

~lyrics~

(hook)
ill be okay, ill be okay..
i might as well just get it tatted on my face
but that wont change things 
ill still be waiting 
for the day this smile aint a masquerade
cuz i been waiting, for a new thing 
since the day that u walked away
but this shit aint the same
im fuckin done playing these games

(verse 1)
another day spent alone 
woke up 5pm, not a text on my phone
gettin too high, cuz ive never felt this low
swear i wanna x myself, but i dont know how to go
when u tell him u love him, u better mean it
no one deserves this same negative treatment 
if u hate me, then baby just say how ur feeling
ill scream ur name whilst i hang from my ceiling 

(hook)
ill be okay, ill be okay..
i might as well just get it tatted on my face
but that wont change things 
ill still be waiting 
for the day this smile aint a masquerade
cuz i been waiting, for a new thing 
since the day that u walked away
but this shit aint the same
im fuckin done playing these games

(verse 2) [kanashi]
hold on wait, baby i dont wanna say it 
like omg ur always fuckin playin
i been trapped inside of my own head
layin on what used to be ur side of the bed
its okay, its alright, dont need you.. ill be fine
its okay, its alright, ill move on this time

(hook)
ill be okay, ill be okay..
i might as well just get it tatted on my face
but that wont change things 
ill still be waiting 
for the day this smile aint a masquerade
cuz i been waiting, for a new thing 
since the day that u walked away
but this shit aint the same
im fuckin done playing these games

"i'll be okay" w/ kanashī

I don’t 
want you 
hurting 
For someone like-
I don’t 
Want you 
Hurting 
For someone like me
Not for someone like me
Someone like me isn’t worth it 
I don’t know why it’s hard to notice 
Even though I make it so obvious 
I swear you try your best just to co-exist 
I know you hate me 
But you don’t wanna say it
I really don’t blame you
I’m hard to deal with
Sing “Yesterday” that’s the only thing you want me for
I know I do not matter when it comes down to your little world
So I’ll sing
Yesterday for you 
And I’ll sing it one more time 
Pain irking feeling that I don’t wanna remember 
Hard for me to forget when they were cold like December 
Hurting myself cus I don’t wanna be self centered 
So what am I supposed to do when I fall like September 
Sing in the past 
You know it don’t matter 
I do the same thing everyday
it’s a pattern 
No matter what I do
It ends up in disaster 
I hate myself for it
And I wish I wasn’t matter
Why do I do this to myself 
I really don’t know and it hurts my health
It really doesn’t matter what you try to tell me
I’ll block it all out I have a history 
Every song I make is a sign to help me
But nobody listens so Sing “Yesterday” For Me

Sing "Yesterday" For Me (prod. sk8miles)

and i said i wasnt ready but
you insisted that i stay
theres like no way in hell
that you could ever make it all okay

i dont wanna put my faith in
somebody else
the only person ive ever trusted
has been myself

ive been this way for so long
ill just stay this way
and write my little songs
i dont need anyone at all
at all

dont try to tell me
you think that your so good for me
your not!
cuz i dont wanna waste no ones time
so please just stop

please stop 
i dont wanna hear you talkin anymore
just wanna sip this drink
until pass out on the floor

and i dont have the patience
for people anymore
cuz when flowers lose their fragrance
they just go and buy some more

yeah dont waste your time on me
ive already made up my mind dont you see
i dont wanna give u everything
cuz thats the one thing i wont receive....

insisted [+heydium]

we are fine but we're not (prod. drmabeats, ayoley, miroow)

[+] A BURNOUT EXCLUSIVE

Support the creators:

Vocals by @spookybands
Produced by @boyfifty

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throwing up blood

+ MUSIC VIDEO

SPOOKYBANDS ☆★ - "THROWING UP BLOOD" (+ MUSIC VIDEO)

I saw a ghost (and it followed me)

Key To The Benz

SIBEREIAH x BIGBABYGUCCI - KEY TO THE BENZ

music video: https://youtu.be/3sUsq_OnH5A

produced by: @cherryonline
guitars by: @splashgvng
vocals, mixing and mastering by: @sendflowrs

lyrics:

pick up the bag, before you start to cry again,
if im so bad, then why are you still fuckin with me, with me?

and I said pick up the bag before you start to cry again,
you can powder, just kiss me right before you leave, you leave

so I guess ill stay last in this rat,
and I always break glass when she snap me,
and she smile like she never had a bad day,
grayfox you can find me in the ratway,

she don't mention my name to her friends,
cut my face, I got blood stains on my chest, 
these pains they stay in my head,
I know you don't want me, but play pretend

she said go home, at once, 
I don't wanna see you here anymore,
and I said calm down, you're drunk,
let me at least just walk you to the door,

and she said go home, at once, 
so I punch a wall baby I know that you like that,
she grabbed my shirt, and tugged
now we make a mistake but I won't fight back

pick up the bag, before you start to cry again,
if im so bad, then why are you still fuckin with me, with me?

and I said pick up the bag before you start to cry again,
you can powder, just kiss me right before you leave, you leave

she don't wanna text back, she heartless
tellin me to fall back, im all in,
really wanna hurt me, cut my skin, 
like it when she dirty, she like spit
x2

if u think I didn't see this coming then ur dumber than I thought,
yeah u take all of my pain away with just a single look
x2

spit (cherry)

nun of dis shit matters til u make it matter

COLLAPSE [lilbiscuit]

love jai

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