becoming what i lost w/ Fallen Oceans

produced by Jacob Vallen & Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
on these warm September nights
fireflies dance in your eyes
we can take out time
I don't wanna grow up, we got the rest of our lives
time stood still when you kissed my cheek
when I close my eyes I see us in dreams
try to soak up this moment and make it last
when we're old and grey, hope we look back on

past lives, we were seventeen
I'll write songs for you and me
stay here, we can make-believe
stand strong, baby we're evergreen

please stay
take it day by day
and I don't wanna know a life without you
tell me what's it gonna take?
please stay

Neverland don't seem so far away
when I'm by your side, I know I'll be okay
I know you know
soon we'll find us a home
hold tight, we're almost there
I'll hold your hand and push back your hair
look me in the eye when you say that you want this 
forever and ever and ever and ever and ever

past lives, we were seventeen
I'll write songs for you and me
stay here, we can make-believe
stand strong, baby we're evergreen

please stay
take it day by day
and I don't wanna know a life without you
tell me what's it gonna take?
please stay

past lives, we were seventeen
I'll write songs for you and me
stay here, we can make-believe
stand strong, baby we're evergreen

please stay
take it day by day
and I don't wanna know a life without you
tell me what's it gonna take?
please stay

Seventeen Evergreen

this is probably my favorite song I've ever made, and it means a lot to me.

if you've made it here, please like & repost as it helps other people who might relate to my music find it

ty to all who listen <3
prod. michael harrison

**lyrics**
I miss when
We would talk
And we'd sit on that curb till it
Got too dark
For us
My hand in yours, I still feel numb
Why'd you say those words to me?
When everything was better off unsaid

I cant take this breath
If it means i could still be alive

I dont really wanna die I just want a warm embrace
Looking at ya' from the sky but i cant see your face
Babe It's just another ride, you know Ima be okay
But man i hope they hear my cry when i finally break
(x2)

If I turned around, would you call your friend?
I hate who I was but I'm better again
I cant stand the silence, you're my medicine
It's starting to rain, would you just take my hand
(x2)

I miss when
We would talk
And we'd sit on that curb till it
Got too dark
For us
My hand in yours, I still feel numb
Why'd you say those words to me?
When everything was better off unsaid

I cant take this breath
If it means i could still be alive

limerence (michael harrison)

lyrics

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

i put a jacket on
this room feel like an igloo in the winter
she make it even colder when she starting pointing fingers
baby i know, im so fucked up im a drinker
but i can make some pretty lyrics im a thinker

got me chilling up in the studio ripping blinkers
think back to the nights when we would blow out all our speakers
if none of that really ever met that much its unfortunate to say that im a tweaker
got me tripping out like you dont really mean that
miss when we would hit the mall
and we would pop tags
knew you wouldnt take the fall
so i took a step back
go ahead and try to call
but i wont hit back
you cant brush this off cuz you know that i live in doubt
you knew what the cost was when i didnt allow
ive been so exhausted
got me in a drought
make me blossom whenever youre around
passing options every night in town
that cautious laughter doesnt make me feel proud
wish that we could feel right
wish she saw a different light

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

aurora borealis in the sky i would still prefer to look in your eyes
you havent called my phone in a minute bet youll blow it up the day that i die
thinking that you hate me so i dont reply
and when they put me six feet, would you cry
i guess i wont find out there'll be dirt in my eyes
baby hurry up and tell me what you want
and dont you give me that little look you do when you wanna fuck
cliche but all i wanna do is smoke a blunt
you dont understand how this shit helps me
breathe it in and breathe it out
i know its not healthy
without it im geeking out
its been a while since we fell out
but im still fiending now
man i fucking hate my heart wish i could tear it out

now she starting to see me in a different light
and u act like u dont need me and it get me tight
ill make u a song if u give me time
and she gonna fall in love if the feelings right
pitch black skies blanket street lights
yesterday i grew wings and today ill fly
all the snakes in her hair will leave me petrified
baby its just me and u until we die

petrified! w/ brecken & kiddamo (p. nevrfall)

lyrics: 

lost all my hope 
lost all my hope 
down the same road 
"fix up" but I cant
look at my bones
look at my bones
sailing on fear
the thin ice is breaking 

hate on my soul 
hate on my soul
wither then perish 
its dark, but I hope
I waste into dust 
powder; my heart 
I longed paradise 
but I tripped from the start 

oh how did I get here? 
how did I get here? 
blood on my palms 
from etching the scars 
my breath is so shallow
I'm falling apart 
I'm falling apart 
let me corrode away 
loosen your grip I'm fine 
loosen your grip

fix up [prod king theta]

You got what you wanted.

lyrics ⬇️   <3

sitting on my patio
whatd i tell you told you so
you never sent me where youd go
just leave my body in the snow
a slow recital for the show
flowers blooming watch em grow
yea i woudla told you but never could
yea i coulda folded but never would
maybe were better off out for good
turning a page in the biggest book
i shoulda told you its not that 
but i bet you wouldnt have looked
my vision went out the window
its better i run off on foot
and if you cant move with the tempo
it feel super bad in my gut

thinking of all the people that had done me so wrong but i couldng care any less

maybe they really got something on in their life and they dont know whats best

gotta put em on to my god yea he gon really put you up to the test

promise yall this ain no joke yea he gonna put you in check

runnin in circles back in the day
hoppin em hurdles so i could get paid
dawg wouldnt murder so i took the blame
had to go further than them in my way
taking a pen to the page writing my rage
i got way to much to say
and if you dont pull up with gang
you cannot hang we gonna put you to shame

yea i feel on top now
yea i write a lot down
of whats going on
yea i might just pop out
Might be a drop out 
but i got it on
Yea i got the wrist watch
while you was on tik tok
you scrollin too long 
might take a pit stop
gotta get gas now
to mow all the lawns

and ill try not to pass out when you show up
But thats asking a lot
coulda tired to put fire out with the water but woulda turned to a flood
and it felt like a touch down when you told me i finally felt like enough
wish we could work out but honestly i think that love is a dud

dropout (yunnygoldz)

lost the save so the mix is a$$ but this is my favorite song so im still dropping it (feat. Jomie)

our crystal ball is breaking (feat. Jomie)

lyrics only if someone requests.. im too lazy

hope u enjoy <3

getaway galaxy

getaway galaxy (imperial)

b u t   i ’l l   g l a d l y   t a k e   y o u r   p a i n ...
produced by cxrter & bino beats
📸: dreamsi

lyrics:
(Lxst Boy)
take me back
i don’t wanna do this
when we fight 
it’s leaving bruises on my heart and on my soul
i don’t ever want you to know
the effect you have, i’m lost when you’re away
but i’ll gladly take your pain 

stop, talk for a minute 
planning out my future 
babygirl are you in it?
with all due respect, not gonna let you finish
what you boutta say cause i know how it ends
i would do anything to keep you by my side
i love you the same as i did that first night 
took me by the hand and you looked into my eyes 
said it’s what you wanted, it’s just you and i
so…

take me back
i don’t wanna do this
when we fight 
it’s leaving bruises on my heart and on my soul
i don’t ever want you to know
the effect you have, i’m lost when you’re away
but i’ll gladly take your pain

(A Distant Voice)
i’d rather go a hundred rounds with rocky
then see you with a guy that’s not me
toss me in a box, i’ll wash up on some beach
i can’t believe my eyes
not a ghost, but it sure haunts me
she’s living with problems too big for her world
not taking it steady, not taking her time
she’s taking her issues and saying they’re mine
screaming at me, then just pushed me aside
took me a while but I get it now
wish you would stay but you’re headed out
i’m feeling the cold, was our love a joke?
if looks could kill, you went for the throat
but I’m wishing you the best life
hearts break, you move on, you’ll be fine
though I’ll never find another like you
and although it might hurt me
i’d hold your burdens on my shoulders
if you asked me to
cause I’ll never find another like you

(Lxst Boy)
take me back
i don’t wanna do this
when we fight 
it’s leaving bruises on my heart and on my soul
i don’t ever want you to know
the effect you have, i’m lost when you’re away
but i’ll gladly take your pain

take your pain w/ Lxst Boy & A Distant Voice (prod. cxrter x bino beats)

nun of dis shit matters til u make it matter

lost the save so the mix is a$$ but this is my favorite song so im still dropping it (feat. Jomie)

love jai

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