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Recorded 6/21/25, 11:42am somewhere in Virginia. I love y’all more then life this the only thing that keep my mind free. #LLD #LLBR

JuneFreestyle (Prod.Coreystax x Cabernett)

[Verse 1]
You look at me like I’m possessed 'cause of the paint upon my face
Like I traded love for chaos, like I spit on Heaven’s grace
But you never saw the nights I screamed for help that never came
Never saw the way this world fed my light into a flame
I ain’t dressin’ up for murder — I ain’t glorifyin’ hell
This ain’t evil — this is armor from a life that never fell
You found God inside a steeple, I found God inside the pain
And the first ones who said “brother” didn’t judge me for my name

[Pre-Chorus]
You call it wicked ‘cause you never felt the peace I found inside
But the truth is — I was suicidal long before I learned to hide

[Chorus]
I’m sorry brother — I’m no demon — I’m a Juggalo clown for life
Don’t mistake my painted scars for wantin’ anybody’s life
I don’t pray to spill no blood — I pray for misfits starved of light
I ain’t evil — I’m just loyal to the outcast in the night
You got love within your church — we got love inside the knife
I’m sorry brother — I’m no demon — I’m a Juggalo clown for life

[Verse 2]
You see axes, see the Hatchet — think it’s murder on the brain
But our anthem ain’t destruction — it’s a family born from pain
You saw horror — I saw healing in the chaos in those songs
Heard a choir made of orphans singin’ “maybe we belong”
We ain’t worshipin’ no devil, we just dance with what we lived
‘Cause the wicked know forgiveness like the holy never did
I don’t hide behind religion — I walk fearless in my scars
If my paint offends your vision, understand — it saved my heart

[Pre-Chorus 2]
I ain’t runnin’ from the light — I’m just done beggin’ to be saved
Heaven’s big enough for misfits if the righteous ain’t afraid

[Chorus]
I’m sorry brother — I’m no demon — I’m a Juggalo clown for life
Don’t mistake my painted scars for wantin’ anybody’s life
I don’t pray to spill no blood — I pray for misfits starved of light
I ain’t evil — I’m just loyal to the outcast in the night
You got love within your church — we got love inside the knife
I’m sorry brother — I’m no demon — I’m a Juggalo clown for life

[Bridge]
Would you love me if I told you how the voices almost won?
How the music held me steady when I nearly bought a gun?
How the family that you mock became the reason that I breathe?
Tell me — why’s it called satanic when it’s love that set me free?

[Final Chorus]
I’m sorry brother — I’m no demon — I’m a Juggalo clown for life
You see darkness — but I swear to God this family kept me alive
We don’t worship pain — we just learned to turn it into tribe
Ain’t no devil in my chest — just a voice screamin’ we survived
If you call that wicked, fine — I’ll still ride in painted pride
I’m sorry brother — I’m not evil — I’m a Juggalo clown for life

[Outro]
I ain’t cursed — I ain’t forsaken
I just found heaven where the damned awaken
Juggalo — forever taken
Clown for life — no soul mistaken.

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