this is the first time I actually think I made a decent song

rest your eyes

(prod. bowsa)
lyrics:
it doesnt get better
you only get older
she killed me cause i let her
i just wanted to hold her

i wanna do better
my heart just gets colder
cant breathe cause my chest hurts
you cry on my shoulder

i hate being this way
run me down on the freeway
or give me some leeway
i cant stand when you're away
i feel like a loser
im stuck in my computer
i wasnt trying to lose her
i just fuckin confuse her

with my twisted emotions
that i fuck up with potion
just to put me in motion
wanna drown in the ocean

it doesnt get better
you only get older
she killed me cause i let her
i just wanted to hold her

i wanna do better
my heart just gets colder
cant breathe cause my chest hurts
you cry on my shoulder

killr

tell me no please

FRICKINNNG LYRICS :3c

so tired but I'm far from home, from home, alone
tryna make myself right back to you, to you
so tired but I'm far from home, from home, alone
tryna make myself right back to you, to you x2

so tired

heelflip cover! guitar done by me. first song w one vocal track so pls no bully🤤


I can see you got a lot on your mind
But you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
To be going on this way
When I taped my windows shut
I knew I'd gone insane
But I let things get so bad
It all made so much sense to me
You made things so bad too
Should I express it all for you?
19 years passed by quick
There's alot inside my brain
This might've been long enough
It hurts to go on this way
When I taped my windows shut
could you tell I was insane?
You let things get so bad
That makes so much sense to me
Cuz you made it so easy to
Express it all for you
20 years have passed in a flash
Do you even remember?
The little boy I used to be
Mom do you remember me?
When I taped my windows shut
It wasn't much to me
Things hurt so bad all the time
And that makes so much sense to me
It's gonna be so easy to
Express it all for you

express it all for you acoustic cover

Dark matter pt2

@k8dos wtf

killswarm kados-wtf *ALT VERSION*

(prod. neverl0se)

you dont wanna love me
you just want my body
im so fuckin lonely
whenever you're around me
i get so fuckin antsy
you make me fucking crazy
i dont want you baby

we had somethin fuckin perfect
you were so insecure
you couldn't admit you were hurting
i really loved you girl
you tore me into pieces
you left my body bleeding
my ghost is in your ceiling
im in your head im feeding

you dont wanna love me
you just want my body
im so fuckin lonely
whenever you're around me
i get so fuckin antsy
you make me fucking crazy
i dont want you baby

you cant put down the bottle
our love is in your hands
you set me off full throttle
you leave me with no chance

i handed you the dagger
and put it to my chest
i forgot nothing matters
when you slit my fuckin neck

you dont wanna love me
you just want my body
im so fuckin lonely
whenever you're around me
i get so fuckin antsy
you make me fucking crazy
i dont want you baby

you cant put down the bottle
our love is in your hands
you set me off full throttle
you leave me with no chance

i dont want you

(prod. peril)

you dont look the same
changing every day
never the same face

you saw my scars and bailed
i found you on the rails
thats why i still bite my nails

im tired of doing the same shit
same loop everyday i wanna quit
tired of hating everyone i know
i just wanna pack my things and go
im tired of feeling the same shit
same thoughts in my brain i wanna quit
tired of hating everyone i know
ill float away in the afterglow

still fill my lungs with smoke
im in my room alone
my head remains unknown

theres gaps in my memory
fading photos i cant see
what ever made you want me?

was it my hair, was it my eyes?
my charming smile, my disguise
tailor made to fit your mind

im tired of doing the same shit
same loop everyday i wanna quit
tired of hating everyone i know
i just wanna pack my things and go
im tired of feeling the same shit
same thoughts in my brain i wanna quit
tired of hating everyone i know
ill fade away in the afterglow

tired

(prod. sickboi)

ily @internetfraud

[apxthy verse]
i cant deal with all of my problems
run away from things i cant solve and
you said that you really dont mind
but i cant seem to shake it this time

i apologize that i cant understand
cant think with these chems in my head
i fill my lungs with vapor
roll my joints with notebook paper

just to feel something different
instead of indifference
can you hear the dissonance
its so fucking sickening

i dream of these nightmares
i hate that i dont care
you listen but you arent there
i hate you im so scared

[internetfraud verse]
can’t think so i fill my lungs with smoke
better days before i was on my own
don’t talk, i just want someone to hold
no conversation, just hold my place in

youuuuuuuuuur heart, 
girl in yoouuuuuuuuuuuuur heart,
i’ve felt so alone girl, so alone,
one day i hope you’ll hit my phone

look at my face,
look how i bleed,
look at my thighs girl,
above my knee

look at my face,
look at my face,
can’t match my pace girl,
can’t match my pace

wake up, getting high off of the wakeup 
numb my mind cus i’m tired of the fake love
f-f-fake friends that gave me fake numbers
i-i-incel i don’t got no lover

you think we’re friends? you really don’t know me

oh you don’t know me

so tired

paw

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