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lyrics:
when i'm eighteen
there won't be anyone to hold my hand
i couldn't understand
how i'm eighteen
'cause in my head i'm still a little kid
run around and lose my shit
they say act your age 
but when a problem hits, i fade
confrontation come my way
i want everything to stay
the same, 
i treat things like it's a game
but now i'm grown, i need to change
'cause i'm flipping my next page

i'm feeling so burnt out
the weight of it all crashes down
the feeling works me out
i'm sweating, facin' the whole crowd

if i'm being honest
i don't think that i'm ready
might be what i wanted, 
but i can't hold myself steady
i'll keep it as a promise, 
to myself, i know it's hefty
to keep being honest; 
open up until you're empty
if i'm being honest
i don't think that i'm ready
might be what i wanted, 
but i can't hold myself steady
i'll keep it as a promise, 
to myself, i know it's hefty
to keep being honest; 
open up until you're empty

maybe it wasn't meant for me
i ache inside, what's left for me?
hate dealing with responsibilities
want to stay young and carefree 

when i'm eighteen
there won't be anyone to hold my hand
i couldn't understand
how i'm eighteen
'cause in my head i'm still a little kid
run around and lose my shit
they say act your age 
but when a problem hits, i fade
confrontation come my way
i want everything to stay
the same, 
i treat things like it's a game
but now i'm grown, i need to change
'cause i'm flipping my next page

EIGHTEEN PROD ME

Key to my heart

https://open.spotify.com/track/5vsoiAaSuXepEMtMNpR86V?si=49df14bef54943a7

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better off

[LYRICS]
Fatass gon keep on that shirt on for the summer
He only talk if they 16 and under
You better not go and get caught by the feds 
Cause we know that yo big ass ain't been a runner
Tryna get kids to give you a cutsign
Maybe start cutting back on that lunchtime
Under yo belly yo shit pack in "fun size"
Talk to kids man I guess that's yo fun side
"I'm such a loser" lil bro you a monster 
16, max age in yo roster
Somebody stop him from being a father
Cus he got a fetish bout touching his daughter
Hiding yo face in like all of yo pics
Guess I would too if I did what you did
Kinda surprised that you talk bout a fetish
Cus who the hell giving they sister a kiss
Fatass gon keep on that shirt on for the summer
He only talk if they 16 and under
You better not go and get caught by the feds 
Cause we know that yo big ass ain't been a runner
Tryna get kids to give you a cutsign
Maybe start cutting back on that lunchtime
Under yo belly yo shit pack in "fun size"
Talk to kids man I guess that's yo fun side
"I'm such a loser" lil bro you a monster 
16, max age in yo roster
Somebody stop him from being a father
Cus he got a fetish bout touching his daughter
Hiding yo face in like all of yo pics
Guess I would too if I did what you did
Kinda surprised that you talk bout a fetish
Cus who the hell giving they sister a kiss (mwahhh)
How yo music bad and you chopped
You prolly hard when you listen to kidz bop
You a one hit wonder you fell off
Ain't nobody's favorite so get lost, woah
You said you cursed, lil bro it's not that hard
Just don't be sexting no minors, don't try to play that card
Could've had a whole career, if you went and just stayed off
Might've been a one hit wonder, but you could've gone far
But you talked to a minor
Yeah you sexted a minor
I'm pretty sure there's like 10 of them
Oh Imar sexted a minor
But you talked to a minor
Yeah you sexted a minor
I'm pretty sure there's like 10 of them
Oh Imar sexted a minor
(insert imar moaning)

imar diss (loser is an understatement)

my bedroom still smells like you
you call me annoying
i guess im not the one your missin
i guess thats why your fucking distant
ill take all the blame 
when you mutter all the bad things you would say

disillusioned with derealization

plutostone