soul.

You talk like sugar, but you taste like rot
I should've known better, but you fuckin' caught
Me slippin'—knife to my throat, tongue on your lies
Now I'm pukin' up love with blood in my eyes

You smile like you care, but I know that grin
Same face you made when you reeled me in
Go ahead, say "it's my fault" one more time
I'll swallow that shit like a bottle of wine

You make me sick, like stomach bile
Like hands 'round my neck with a goddamn smile
You're a drug that hits then kills me slow
But I keep comin' back, yeah, I fuckin' know

Spit in my face, I still say "please"
Slam the door, I'm beggin' on knees
Can't even hate you right, I'm too far gone
Told my friends I'm clean, but I'm fuckin' wrong

You're poison, baby, in a pretty dress
I eat it up just to feel like less
I'd burn this house just to smell your scent
Die one more time just to feel content

You make me sick, and I love that pain
Like throwin' up thoughts I can't explain
If hell had a voice, it'd sound like yours
And I'd crawl back in just to hear one more

Choke me out with your goodbye kiss
I carved your name in my fuckin' wrists
You're the wound I pick when I'm bored as hell
You're my heaven wrapped in a cell

you make me sick

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spawncamped/left-behind

I never get it right
You fail me and my life
You weren't there for the ride
Not like I didn't try
(But I still say its fine)
Not like I didn't try
(I sit here and I cry)
Just one more left behind

(I'm lost again
There's nowhere left to run to
It's not the same without you
It's not the same without you)

Want you back, it's wishful thinking
I don't know what the hell you're seeing in me
You break my bones until I'm empty
I wake up and this awful feeling's inside

And now I hear the truth
Everything is you

stream

left behind

she wont talk to me prod . deadyami

life is too stressful, either I run away, or take salvia and become a fish for 30 years. i would like that..

i gotta keep it going going going

parasite <3 i wish i was pretty

prod. urs truly :p

@izzyhendrix

bottled up feelings inside
i dont wanna feel them anyways 
hate being sober cause i 
i hear every thought in my brain
patience you have none
oh its all a disaster 
depression spelled backwards
is my name, can you blame me for crying

@junkermail

i dont know why i try
im just gonna fail it anyway
i see the world in your eye
i see it when ur wide awake
you take me by surprise
ill breathe in your monoxide

phenylethylamine w/ izzy hendrix

prod xy1va


lyrics:
faudrait que je m'arrête de courir
toute cette peine qui me ferait mourir
y'a rien qui changerait le fait que tu sois plus là pour me sourire
si seulement je pouvais aller dans le temps pour pouvoir te secourir
mes larmes asséchées attendent que tu sois là pour les guérir

faudrait que mon monde s'arrête
tout ce qu’il me reste c'est mes cigarettes
j'me noie dans l'alcool en espérant te faire réapparaître
ma santé c'est le moindre de mes soucis, ça
j'ai pas peur de l'admettre

tous mes soucis m'attendent
tous mes regrets m'entendent
j'me retrouve dans ce vaste néant
sans sortie imminente (x2)

vaste néant (prod. xy1va)

in my darkest dreams i see
ur much closer now to me
i have got you in my hair
i can feel you round me everywhere
if i ever was to tell
i could talk of you so well
but ur here in me and will always be
the secret that i want to keep

in a kiss lies so much more than touch
and my lifes found a new temptation
and ecstasy has meaning once again

vera showed me this song ty vera i love u

strawberry switchblades

prod. @bloodsekai

everytime i think about you i wanna die
everytime i hear your voice i just wanna cry
watching all the flowers bloom i think thats a sign
for god sakes i just wanna feel alive

i just want this to end
i don't wanna be your friend
ever since we fucking met
i can't even pay my rent
living in a fucking tent
somewhere in the midwest
everyone hates me now
i think its the fucking end

wyd homeboy acting like you known boy
sounding like a soyboy jerking off to playboy 2x

everytime i think about you i wanna die
everytime i hear your voice i just wanna cry
watching all the flowers bloom i think thats a sign
for god sakes i just wanna feel alive

i gotta keep it going going going

plutostone