hikikomori - picks In a pick bottle (COVER) (REUPLOAD)

Loser (NXP)

I know i only want you
And you have no fucking clue 
When your not into my arms
I feel like I'm living behind some bars 
I just want you but I know
that's too much to ask from you 

Please be true oh please be true
Is that too much to ask from you 
Please be true oh please be true
My fucking perfect baby blue 

I only want you to be mine
i know it will be my demise 
When we argue i hit pause
I feel like you're a lost cause 

Please be true oh please be true
I love you so much my baby boo 
Please be true oh please be true
I know that's too much to ask from you


I want you now
Never want to lay down
I feel like a fucking clown right now
I always think about you
I know all things about you 

Why do you never want to be with
Be with me
Be with me
I really am on my hands and knees 

Be with me
Be with me
I never want to see your face again 
I know that it'll never be you and me

BE W ME

You want every little thing 
Wrapped around a string
So you don’t have to want

You aren’t willing to try
But demand sacrifice
You think you’re some savant

You can’t have what you don’t want
I’m not your shepard or your flock

You think every bit of me
Is given to you free
When you feed me a line

I don’t need a second taste
To know that you’re a waste
Of my fucking time

I don’t need to play this out
Your silver tongue needs cutting out

I won’t do what you say
I’m not your pawn to play
I’ll do just what I want
You’re just an afterthought

I’ve played this game before
I know you’ll soon be bored
So I’m not gonna wait
For you to run this fake

Lambda

Eggy:
Going through withdrawals everyday till noon
I’m deprived from a single touch from you
Knowing that nothing in this world is true
I’d rather die if I’m not right next to you
I don’t care what you said
Nothing goes through my brain
When talking to you

Never listening to more of your bullshit
When everything flies out of my mind
 words that comes out your mouth
Makes me feel like I’m off 30 bottles of wine

Under:
I still remember the day
You fucking walked away
It really fucked me up I have some screws loose 
You couldn't even say why you hated me
You only wanted him, it wasn't hard to choose
Now I don't care what you say
Cause I am just a toy and now you don't wanna play
you took my fucking heart away and tossed it in the dirt
I'm usually composed but that shit fucking hurt

Eggy:
I'm never understanding 
How the fuck am i still standing
Thinking about you makes me feel like I'm dying inside
Please get away from me
I wanna be free
Maybe these things were just not meant to be for me

eggy x under - Overhead.mp3

I found this girl she’s really cool
she’s super based and hates the jews
spends her time watching anime
posting racist memes and spreading hate

she’s an egirl of the state
she works for the CIA
now the feds are at my door
can't trust her anymore 

sitting in her fed uniform
posting on the incel boards
But she isn’t who she says she is
She works for the fucking government

she’s an egirl of the state
she works for the CIA
now the feds are at my door
can't trust her anymore

she’s an egirl of the state
she works for the CIA
now the feds are at my door
I can't take it anymore

E-GIRL OF THE STATE

niggative xp vs gjallarfaggot who the most gay ass nigga

I'm a schemer boy, I'm a dreamer boy
I love a girl that don't even fuckin' need a boy
Baby, I'm a beamer boy, need a beamer boy
I want a Z3, that's a two-seater, boy
I pull my cash-out, shorty pass out
Take her ass out, then I spaz out
Okay, yeah, I hit that, shorty, get back
I got death notes, where my list at?

I want it now, wanna sing
I don’t know anything
I don’t care, I don’t care
I don’t wanna cut my hair

Yeah, I'm in my zone now, I put my phone down
I'm on my own now, I'm on my own now
She wanna go down on a real one
I hit Olof like, "What's the deal, bro?"
See me doin' shows now, I'm a pro now
I got hoes now, I got some dough now
But they don't wanna hear that, they want that real shit
They want that drug talk, that I can't feel shit

Buy a gun, buy me weed
What else more could one man need?
I don’t judge, I don’t judge
Now my head is full of sludge

I'm never comin' home now, all alone now
Can't let my bros down, can't let my bros down
I feel like I'm a no one, that's what they told me
I'ma show ya, I was chosen, ayy

beamer boy x molly

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im done with emotions, they get in the way
fucking up my brain, get rid of the pain
im done with everything
i dont care anymore, i dont care if it hurts
this lifes a fucking chore

so pointless
to give a shit
im done caring
cause its only brought me hurt

i wish i could go back to being normal
i didnt have a choice in it at all
wish i didnt withdraw
my emotions
my emotions

i regret all it, its too late too quit
too late to change, just cry and whine
i miss the time, i felt something
i miss the time, when everything was right

so pointless
to give a shit
im done caring
cause its only brought me hurt

apathy, cant feel a thing
apathy, cant feel a thing
apathy, dont want to feel anything
dont want to feel anything

apathy

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

shes 5 foot and 5 bodies deep
she larps as a hikki femcel neet
my interests put her to sleep
and to her im just a creep
shes really fucking underweight
bmi and iq roughly the same
i wouldnt doubt if shes been raped
sorry if thats rude to say

i wanna save her 
i wanna play the knight in her fucked up fairytale
i wanna help her
shed probably laugh if i even tried to care

your so hot im so gay
for thinking that you can be saved
in her palm a razor
she cuts herself and thats ok
your so hot im so gay
for thinking that you can be saved
in her palm a razor
she cuts herself and thats ok

think im attacted to her pain
i put her off its such a shame
you dumbass foids are all the same
ill fucking light my house in flames
how the fuck did i end up in this place
6 years of my life have stayed the same
i should blast off my fucking face
and maybe then youll feel my pain 

i wanna save her 
i wanna play the knight in her fucked up fairytale
i wanna help her
shed probably laugh if i even tried to care

BE W ME

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