I'm feeling homesick
I'm feeling upset (but these drugs)
(keeping me up)
I'm feeling
I'm feeling
I'm feeling

I'm feeling homesick
Baby wanna talk to you, but lately i can't focus
Heard it all before, you can't take away this moment
I hope you know this, i hope you notice
I'm feeling homesick
Baby wanna talk to you, but lately i can't focus
Heard it all before, you can't take away this moment
I hope you know this, i hope you notice
I'm feeling homesick (homesick)
I'm feeling lonely (lonely)
Can you hold me (hold me)
Nobody knows

I'm feeling low (bitch)
I'm feeling lonely (lonely)
Stuck in my head (head)
Pou' up a fourty (fourty)
I need some more (i need some more)
I need somebody to love
(i need somebody)
But I'm getting fucked up

All my friends are dead
(all my friends are dead)
Drugs are my only friends
(drugs are my only friends)
Drugs are my only friends
(drugs are my only)
My only

I'm feeling homesick, when you're not around
I'm getting faded, and I'm not myself
Baby wanna talk
You walking out the door
So, lately I can't focus at all (focus at all)

I'm feeling homesick
I'm feeling lonely
Can you hold me
Nobody knows

And now my bed don't feel like my bed (like my bed)
And now my head don't feel like like a place for me
Again I'm gone off the meds (off the meds)
Is this all for me, my god
I can hardly breath (for me)
I can hardly fall asleep
Can you talk to me
I got nobody (can you tell)

All my friends are drugs (drugs)
Hating how it is and missing how it was (was)
Tell me how you feel i'm calling out your bluff
I'm closed off, I'm caving in, i gave you all my love
All my friends are drugs (drugs)
Hating how it is and missing how it was (was)
Tell me how you feel i'm calling out your bluff
I'm closed off, I'm caving in, i gave you all my love

Already fucked up, 
Going to the after party, i know
You gonna be there
All of your shawties, and I don't
Know (oh no)
If I could numb all the pain
Pistol on my side, I wanna love you like a thug do
Wanna love in the club till the sun is up
Pistol on my side, I wanna love you like a thug do
(oh oh oh)
I'mma love you like a thug do

I'm feeling homesick
I'm feeling lonely
Can you hold me
Nobody ever loved me like you do

all my friends are drugs

We are kicking off October, with a creepy tale of… voyeurism. Tune in as we get into the unsolved mystery of the Watcher. In this episode we will get into the true tale of the Watcher; going through a history of the house where the events occurred, read some of the letters sent by this maniac, as well as several theories as to who could have been behind the terror that plagued the Broaddus family for years. We'll also briefly touch on the Netflix series based on the events, all of this and plenty more in today's episode. 

The Cut Article:
https://www.thecut.com/article/the-haunting-of-657-boulevard-in-westfield-new-jersey.html

Music Credit:
Blink-182 - Voyeur (live Australia 1998)

#130 - The Watcher - Sup Young Blood

Sociopath

Sociopath (feat. Kash Doll)

Produced by the incredibly talented yungterp666
Check him out on instagram: @yungterp666

Lyrics:

Marry the fuckin girl
put on a tie and serve the world
go ahead and give it a whirl
tip the bottle back until ya hurl

I gotta mask

Losing yourself paying the bills
Losing yourself cooking some meals
Losing yourself with holes to fill
Losing yourself fucking with pills

I gotta mask

Instagram tellin ya how to live
still don't have a fuck to give
hype beast shit up on ya back
still a sheep up in the pack

I gotta (mask)

I am the thunder that shakes ya home
I am the voices inside of your dome
I am the chills when you are alone
I am the catacombs underneath Rome
I am the hole in ya gut
I am the rut that got ya stuck
I am the vice that got ya stuck
I am the drug that got ya up

Shaking from this cold
Deep in my soul 
I'm a lonely soul
Energy old
I'm burying gold
Heart as black as coal
Death will kiss e
You'll forget me
this century

I gotta mask

I'm lost in the day to day
No, I'm not okay
Get the fuck away
You don't know me

Sick of the one I've become
Can't look at myself because of what I have done
I'm sinking in the parts of my sum
I'm drowning in the light of the sun
Drowning in problems I can't overcoe
Shit I can't escape from
So I try to run
Guess I'm fucked

Put on a mask
Live a lie till ya last
days, they pass
fast

I gotta mask

Illusions / Faces

Produced by YungTerp666.
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Lyrics:


I'm in debt
I'm sinking and drowning
and it's stealing my breath
whats next?
I won't owe anything in death
take the soul from my chest
I'm reaping and sowing till there's nothing left
Lay me to rest
in a grave depth
where the waves went
when the moon rises
and the waves bent
Will my soul rise
when I make my decent?
cover my coffin in cement
so I can sink deeper in my torment

Look in my eyes
Look at the ones who told the lies
Look at the ones who shook your hands 
behind their back they're holding knives
Look at the guys who sold their souls and now they comprise
I will not apologize
Realize the universe is on a timer
that will end and everything will ionize
and I will be dust
and so will you
and everything you do 
and everything you went through
and all the money that you blew
and all the people that you screwed
and all the people that you knew
will get crushed 
Fuck

I don't wanna draw my last breath
I don't wanna know what happens after brain death
I don't wanna know what happens at the sunset
I wish I never got a taste of what comes next
What is death?

(everything will collapse back into a singularity)

I feel distant from every soul I've ever known
what happens after death?
I don't know
but I hope
I go down a rabbit hole
Trippin and melting where the stars go
Maybe a black hole
I sold my soul but who collected the toll?

A made up demon, cuz I can't see him
but I got the feeling I'm a heathen
If I hold my breathing I can see Eden.
When am I leaving?
Why am I bleeding?
If I start believing will I have a reason?
or will my mind weaken?
I'm falling to pieces on the edge of dreaming
I'm falling to pieces on the edge of being
With the edge I deepen
but I'm seeing that freedom is a feeling while I'm sleeping
And death comes steadily to all I can feel it creepin
I can feel it creepin

I don't wanna draw my last breath
I don't wanna know what happens after brain death
I don't wanna know what happens at the sunset
I wish I never got a taste of what comes next
What is death?

Mandelbrot Set

Col. Charles Halt audio recording of the 1980 Rendlesham Forest UFO incident. 

Backstory: On the night of Saturday, 1980 December 27 Lt Col Halt was at an officers’ dinner at RAF Woodbridge when Lt Bruce Englund came in and said: “The UFO is back”. A group of men had reportedly seen unexplained lights in the forest, although we have no first-hand accounts from these witnesses, unlike with the witnesses on the first night. Halt returned to his quarters at RAF Bentwaters to change and joined the group out in the forest some time after midnight on December 28. The investigation initially focused on the supposed landing marks that had been found on the morning of December 26. Not until two-thirds of the way through the tape is an unidentified flashing light sighted. A full transcript of the recording is available here: http://www.ianridpath.com/ufo/halttape.htm

Col. Charles Halt audio recording of the 1980 Rendlesham Forest UFO incident

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#130 - The Watcher - Sup Young Blood

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