I’ve seen the world too many times now
And i long for next ones to meet them again with you
As your divinity 
And if i go down on my knees i will always ask for you
And if only get my own crown 
I only make you my throne
You were my crown while i ruled as your deity 
this whole time
Not knowing where i was pulling you deeper in
Under the spell i was not aware of having in my veins
Keep dreaming of me 
That’s what i do to you every time we met in 
other lifetimes
Made you dream of me and left
Where i was meant to love and give it to you
I became the deity
Where i was sacrificing to avoid selfishness 
I became your loss
The whole world of every blossom bloomed and flourished for you
And all my orchids bloom for you to show me a bolted door
Maybe i’ll be blaming your locked doors on 
heavens i shared the heavenly daylights 
While hell was your guest since day one on here
Maybe it was a dream for you and a lesson on my share
But it won’t change the place you stand forever 
Where your soul belongs and it’s near my 
doorstep 
And no one will know till we die
It won’t alter it or part ways to take you on 
different road
You’ll be still where i left to avoid all the dirt 
fogging our love
For a boat that shuddered to death till water 
swirled through our decks if we sailed it further away
You won’t move
For once you chose a deity
On earth
You would never forestall

Divinity

Dreary and wearisome days with monochrome eyes
You’re sadder than the moon
Cause got nothing to lose when nothing works our way
We said maybe under a better sky that blue doesn’t belong to our faces and emotions that
We’re just fooling ourselves on false hopes and Gods
Wishing on the impossible
While sky wears grey all the time, so we shall be born
Under a better sky that wears blue itself
And so on i swore on the ground you dreamed your whole childhood on
That i never unloved you
And you never will be unloved by my heart
No matter how deeper i bury my feelings and memories and obviate them into oblivion till i’m bereft and preempted by them

Vesper

Poems In Apricity

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