i take these shots to the heart, i ain't bulletproof.
i'm 25, but my lungs say i'm 62.
would tell a lie if i said i wasn't missing you.
said i'd tell a lie if i said i wasn't missing you.

we used to talk all the time, but now we never do.
i'm peeling off in the night, whatcha' tryna get into? 
i'm always wondering why and really i wish i knew.
what's worse, the things that did or things i didn't do?

this life i just couldn't stand it, so i stopped being romantic.
i stopped thinking id manage and I gave into my sadness.
it seems it's just never passin' no wonder i get so rampant.
i mean i'm trapped in these habits that i formed from what was tragic.

many things i think often and ways i should've responded.
it never went as i wanted and so i never forgot it.
darken til i'm the darkest, even though i always have fought it.
just lay me off in a coffin, no more do i wish for talkin'.

it keeps on feeding while i've had enough of it.
i hit the ground way too hard when i plummeted.
why did i lie to the ones that i trusted in?
now they all left to the place where the others went.

always in pain there's no way i'm recoverin'.
i slipped away from the days that were sunniest.
in me is hate i'm aware of how much it is, 
but really deep down i know i'm in love with it.

i can't stop it when it comes,
i'm a monster when i'm numb
why think of all the things i've done,
when it only boils up my blood?

i've grown to like it when it's tough, 
almost excited when i'm crushed.
i won't deny i've given up, 
but i never tried... not even once.

i guess what's scaring me the most is that i'm not afraid, because it doesn't matter what i'd lose or could accumulate.
and i've been bent out of shape, there's just no getting straight.
so i'm stay hoping for my end, 'til then i count the days.

shaped from the choices that i made at an age where i didn't know what would stay.
what i break are the things you cant replace, so the price is never paid in a bed of flame is where i lay.

can't forget.

07 Freeze [A$AP Rocky feat. Jim Jones]

Dag Nasty - What Now?

LIL UGLY MANE- ETHICS

_a) intro
_b) big tv
_c) purloin
_d) nosecandi
_e) dragon roll
_f) tomb
_g) stith
_h) omari 
_i) flurry
_j) encounter
_k) torpedo
_l) sashimi
_m) eschaton

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Taijutsu; Get Air ii.

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Motorcycle

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Dat's My Word (feat. Redman)

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Taijutsu; Get Air ii.

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