[LYRICS]
People tell me that I changed
I still feel I haven't grown up
The frame stays the same but the pictures getting older
Flipping through cassettes and VHS of my parents its got me stressed out
Can someone tell me how they did it? I feel like a mess now

A let down, at 14 I thought that I'd have it checked out
At 21 i thought Id own a house and try and settle down
I'm 21 now and in debt and still paying rent
While my parents were newly met and they're soon to be newly weds

I think its fair to compare I'm their heir I'm their kin
Grew up sharing their room, I'm their blood I'm their skin
And people ask me why Im stressed
I'm depressed and I'm fucking anxious
This music paycheck is paying but not enough as my payments

See my tank is draining my bank and slave at minimum wage
And I'll make a song everyday and still feel that nothing has changed
I'm feeling mentally drained, I'm feeling lost Im feeling hopeless
I'm feeling lost

People tell me that I changed
I still feel I haven't grown up
The frame stays the same but the pictures getting older
Flipping through cassettes and VHS of my parents its got me stressed out
Can someone tell me how they did it? I feel like a mess now

People tell me that I changed
I still feel I haven't grown up
The frame stays the same but the pictures getting older
Flipping through cassettes and VHS of my parents its got me stressed out
Can someone tell me how they did it? I feel like a mess now

I'm in fear everyday will my kids be deranged 
Will they grow, will they mold, will they live my mistakes?
Am I selfish? I want this. I lived through the pain
Now be honest how much more of this can I take

Grown Up (w/ nate2timez)

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LYRIC/////
Flip another coin into the whiskey jar
Filled up half the tank, didnt get that far
Rip my ‘02 neon yeah i miss that car
And you say ur always missing yeah i bet you are

Hear me clearly, hear me soft
Your my love, your in my arms
I need you close, you need me closer
Almost there im on my way over

You could put the distance between you and I
And id travel those miles, id travel the sky
Your worth every penny, every single dollar
if i couldnt reach you, know that i would call ya

Back when i was lonely, back before you would know me
Id dream of life like this, fall in love at our first kiss
Back when i was lonely, back before you would know me
Id dream of life like this, fall in love at our first kiss

Leave me broken leave me hopeless
Hope your joking, and you notice
That your loves a part of me,
That i would hate to see, leave
So baby stay with me, 
We can watch the moon, we can watch the stars
Make a wish on you, that youll never go far
Away from me, left to the shadows the stormy seas
Its you and me, on the open sea, lets go back home
We can live on the coastline, or the middle of nowhere
Waves on the shore, or a field with cold air
Nova scotia to saskatchewan

whiskey jar [prod. saint mike]

Your blood

prod sorrow bringer
mix + master and artwork by me
original picture: https://www.pexels.com/photo/woman-wearing-devil-horns-for-halloween-14683692/

lyrics: 
times been spinnin' out of control
been so long since i felt i was at home
i been tryin' hard not to let you down
but it seems like thats all i do now
and im not gonna try to change your mind
this life you want, yeah its yours not mine...
im so fuckin tired of livin for someone else
yeah you make my life a living hell...

i been trying to figure out whats goin on in you head
cuz im tearing apart yeah im down to threads
im down to threads...
and nothin ever mattered to you
i was just another point for you to prove
and hindsight 20-20 i should've fuckin known it 
should've known that you never gave a shit 

how bout this bitch? i dont need you!!
150 on the dash, yeah you're in my rear view
i really try to see from you point of view
if i stay any longer ima wind up in a tomb
ion really know why i ever stay here
its been so long what waste of three years
and i hope your ears are fuckin burnin
just like the tires on my foreign

shoulda fuckin known that i ever needed you
wit a world so gray i could use a new hue
and i have to admit that i kinda miss you
but i know im better off after what you put me through
after what you put me through...

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living hell [+sorrow bringer]

Baby
You know I’m lazy
Going out for food or some shit
Nothing that crazy
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Yea
Baby
You know I’m lazy
Going out for food or some shit
Nothing that crazy
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Yea

Baby
You know you’re my goddess you’re my lady
Fighting off the thought that you gon hate me
You’re a hero you came here to save me

Coming up with music all my lyrics 'bout you
Can’t stop thinking bout you hope you know that it’s true
Baby when it comes to you I will think it through
Figure of a goddess baby if only you knew

Got me in this addiction not a reason I should go
Green eyes like no other a smile that could glow
Simple as my lover I can never leave you no
Distance will not stop me if it means you are my own

Oh
Baby I cannot control
Oh
Baby you make me feel whole

Baby
You know I’m lazy
Going out for food or some shit
Nothing that crazy
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Yea

Baby
You know I’m lazy
Going out for food or some shit
Nothing that crazy
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Yea
Baby
You know I’m lazy
Going out for food or some shit
Nothing that crazy
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Feeling like I’m hazy
On the daily
Yea

Lazy ft. ??? (prod. Chibi)

Death Bed

Grown up

Giving Tree (w/ LxstBoy)

Jaded Eyes featuring many artists! Produced by Vails & Secre & prophecy 
lyrics down below: Adlibs by Ford 

(Yungcray)
surfacing my mind, all the time, all the time
i really wanna leave, im gonna win im gonna shine
im stuck up near a field, in a forest, im gonna die
im far away from home, just take me back to the times
i been feeling sick, feeling neuseous
i just feel like shit, im a liar
when the time will come i will tell you
the love we have is strong, but we cant lose this no
cuz ur my only hope, im surroudned by snow

(Vails)
Fornicate in the back seat
Poisoned lips like a fake treat 
Scratching my chest and it bleeds down my torso 
And I’m Blinded by pain interrupting my blood flow 
Keep it a secret, we hiding reality 
Seeing the truth makes me nauseous but happily scared 
Drugs are kicking in 
Feel my eyes begin to sink 
I’m Possesed by this bad bitch 
And she’s making me savage 
I wasn’t a liar but now I’m a fraud 
And Forgiveness is something I’ll find on the drawing board 

(Epitome)
i’d like to get passed this
but you’ve sent me into madness
my minds lost and it’s tragic 
that when i look into your eyes, i don’t recognize you anymore
i’ve been finding myself in the bottom of a bottle
the pills on the shelf, they were never hard to swallow 
now i’m all alone, and you don’t know

(vails, epitome & Ford)
I’m crying out 
I’m bleeding now
Fade away
Into the grey 
Im coming up
eyes roll over 
Fucking jaded 
Yeah I’m not sober 

(Blxde)
I fade away
My vision goes black, imma fall in my grave
I been feeling so numb from the inside it's fucked up
I'm feeling no pain every time that I'm drugged up
I take all of those fucking pills
All damn day, wish I could escape
My insanity's imminent
Every day's so damn difficult
Don't act like you're innocent
You're another reason that I'm not feeling well
Never have I ever
Oh, stop bitch, you did
You're another damn cause for me wanting to kill myself
There ain't no escape for me, I ain't need no help
Trynna hurt me more, but I'm not feeling it
Oh, I am jaded I don't give a shit

(Cineraria)
Promise I tried 
Always been addicted
My scars don’t lie
Always been jaded
Give me some time
Words won’t reverse this
I swear I’ve been trying
I’ve always been trying
Fuck I’ve broken your heart
Blood seeps thru my scars
Tearing myself apart
I’m dying
Trauma you now hold
‘Cause I held it to my throat
You watched each time I came close
Look at me like I’m a ghost

(vails)
IM SO FAKE, IM SO DELUDED 
I LET DEMONS ON MY SHOULDER TAKE OVER MY HEAD 
KILL ME IF I DONT REPENT FOR MY ACTIONS
ILL SEE HER IN HELL,  IF I SEE HER REACTION 
all this regret, guess these drugs took me away
Before I put them in my body, said I’d make no mistake 
I’m an asshole, two faced, jaded and dead 
Can’t  I handle my life , I’m a liar instead 

(Ford)
always jaded 
you gotta face it
I’m like this forever you won’t see me changing
wont lip lock then you get lost
no chit chat I don’t wanna talk
wanna get inside cuz I’m all alone
don’t take ur time jus pick up the phone
easy does it now
i don’t wanna lose you
pick up the phone pls 
i been so lonely

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Jaded eyes w/ yungcray, epitomeoffailure, Blxde, Cineraria, Førd (prod. secre, prophecy)

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