prod me./
-
tonight
hold me
inside
its fine
your alright
you don't like when i tell you the truth sometimes
WE FIGHT!

I DONT LIKE IT ALL
im blind
CAN YOU TELL ME WHATS UP IN YOUR MIND 
TRYNA FEND FOR MYSELF WHEN YOU DIED
but i promise to god, that i tried  

good luck, im gone, and i ran away
its your time, its not worth, and the pain i see
its all luck
im wasted, oh drugs
can take you so far
cant make me, a star

good luck, i wish you, the best i guess
its not THE WAY!
I MISS YOU AGAIN!
IM TIRED, IM BLED
i tried
i tried!
Wonder why you lied!

Make
a mess
again
i
wait 

a master, holds 
his heart
away
and keeps it tucked away safe
I'm not
like I want to be
my life, is a wreck
ill apologize, when I can

make me feel something

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6b1yOFDz8vw&ab_channel=ghosthands

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/54MWA7CavlcPMlrtFsyvOl?si=b4514809560142ba

SPOTIFY + APPLE

unfixed

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k_RgNXynk3I&ab_channel=ghosthands

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/58LI8Bn8r8wG9EqNo4wgPi?si=328696da96c741de

silhouette

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/00yj0e14q7u7Uj7DGTUuJz?si=c16910a5c72346ed

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i8e2LLmC8pI&ab_channel=ghosthands

find a reason (with fawlin)

lyrics -
I've drifted off the edge
And I can't
See this for what it was
So you asked
If everything was fine?
And I laughed
I've tried so many times
It's still bad

I didn't wanna talk
Yet you called
Don't try and give me hope
But you pull
And it didn't really mean much
At all
You didn't seem to mean much
To me at all

I'm clawing up the edge
But I can barely see right now
You wanted me to stick around
But it's getting too damn loud
I just wanted you to be here now
But you said you're gonna stall it
I liked that you watched my world falling
I hoped that you'd be the one drowning
Such a shame that you never had the courage
Oh

Life is such a dream right?

eyes

u + i (w/ 静的 Static, fxrroh)

prod by stezzyxl
enjoy^\^

lyrics:
lately i’ve been feeling like i’m fucking dead
a walking corpse hanging by a single thread
about to cut loose; the hand that i was once feed
oh no i beg

for mercy
i’ve done my best for you, but you just hurt me
i question myself if she really knows me
1 year down
i’m on my knees
and i still beg to this day

for closure
whenever u sad, u had my shoulder
whenever i was down, i just got lower
i screamed away
oh i’m in pain
and i still beg to this day 

for you
never once a day i didn’t love you
i treated u the same after i’ve been through
all the lies
and all the fights
and u won’t do the same

ur a piece of shit
ur a liar
our memories
are now on fire
ur like a cigarette 
with a bitter taste
left inside my mouth
i can’t erase 
ur pathetic
ur delusional 
u find it so cool
like an aesthetic 
u think ur always right
u wanna start a fight
u want the war? i’ll bring it to u
u won’t win this time 
oh i am different now
u can’t control me now
i won’t allow ur words to hit me if i hear a sound
and i will block u out
and i will turn u down
i’ll turn away from your mistakes, u cannot fix this now

lilac

ｔｈｅ　ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔ　ｍｅ　ｉｓ　ｊｕｓｔ　ａ　ｌｏｏｓｅ　ｅｎｄ

i love all of you guys seriously so much.
this is the only thing  i ever want to do, and your support helps push me to continue with all of this; i would regardless, but i'm grateful to no ends for whatever kind of reception is given back. things have been seriously difficult as of late, and so all i can say is thank you for being here. thank you for listening.
shit's kinda cliche when i say that, but that cliche shit is true sometimes, and i mean it; whatever. thank you 
hopefully just the beginning 

prod @cartermetro & @vito2300 

you left (you left)
i crashed (i crashed)
now all we ever had is in the past
(it's all in the past)
i'll stay (away)
detached (from that)
until the very moment i collapse

something ain't feeling too right
losing my sight; bloodshot irises
the people i love ain't alike
give it some time, maybe my view will shift
it's always whenever you're right, they put up a fight
but i couldn't give a shit
hammered down any spite, bring out the knife
lying outside again

and my notes are filled with solutions,
that you might consider delusion
the old me is buried in ruins
the present me is just a loose end
turned off the phone for monochrome daydreams
'cause i don't give a shit if i'm wavy
i mean look at what happened to davy

making a point to you's crazy
crissin' it 'cross like an apple, how tasty
stuck in a drench, while i'm soaking in sweat
more or less i'm expecting nobody to save me
pokemon quest on the blue 2DS
nowadays i'm a wreck, and i stench what i'm craving
heart full of rust,
when the musk fermentates in my chest you can leave what you're hating

i got a pain in my neck, can't stretch it
the hurt in my voice can't be heard over message
so let's make a break where we got no connections
only direction, never perfection
when i talk to the sky, it'll always rain hail
bulimia fucking me up 'till i'm well
"the truth doesn't sell"
leave me for dead with the dread in my head and no breath to inhale

004, blunt force on the baby
there ain't a lure with the potent to save me
getting by as a passerby,
keeping lowered eyes, i'm already hazy
not that i'm lazy,
just marinating in lost time they never gave me
i'm short on breath, should i recollect
or detach, while i'm still straining
i hate that when i fall back into relapse
it's me i'm saving
what a nuisance, when i do this
you're clueless about what i'm saying
so, deuces, 'cause few stick when the roof lifts
i'm sick of waiting
got mucus on my blue lips
from fucked shit i feel on the daily

something ain't feeling too right
losing my sight; bloodshot irises
the people i love ain't alike
give it some time, maybe my view will shift
it's always whenever you're right, they put up a fight
why should i give a shit
hammered down any spite, brought in the knife
i wanna die again

my heart's open
why is my heart open
quick, gotta close it
quick, gotta close it

collapse [prod. cxrter x vito]

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNafCR19YrM&ab_channel=ghosthands

arctic

i want to live life but i
can't seem to get outta bed 
im so sick and tired so sick and tired
of living in my head 
i want to live life but i
can't seem to get outta bed 
im so sick and tired so sick and tired
of living in my head 

i swear, i tried
but i can't forget her 
being honest no lies
i want to have  her 
with me all day
so she can steal my sweaters
can't sleep alone
w her i sleep better

can't sleep alone
with u i sleep better
sick of this place i call home
it never gets better
plus my heart of stone
makes it hard to remember
hwo u were, but ur the one 
i want to be with forever

i want 2 live life (king theta)

sɹnoʎ ƃuᴉʇʇǝƃɹoɟ ɹnoʎ 'sƃuos ʎɯ ɹɐǝɥ noʎ sɐ
uᴉɐd ʎɯ ʎɐʍɐ ǝʇᴉɹʍ oʇ ƃuᴉʎɹʇ ɯ’I ʞuᴉɥʇ I

u + i (w/ 静的 Static, fxrroh)

po9t

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