nightc0r3

i don’t know if i’m ready
but you’re acting so petty
she said what’s the problem i said there’s too fucking many
i don’t know if i regret it
i wish i could forget it
but if i said i love you then you know i fucking meant it

still beats another night alone in silence 
if i could change myself i’d tell myself to try and hide it
this type of feeling got me feeling like i cannot fight it
make our time together last as we both keep on lying

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

catch me if i fall when i’m out of rope
hear me when i talk but you fucking don’t
it’s hard to receive any of my attention
but you’re so god damn lovely i’m distracted

why am i chasing a feeling i just do not need

don’t know why i’ve been so bitter so long after the fact

your memory dug my emotions up they just keep flooding back
and every time im in bed alone i’m running back again

i'm running back again

not looking for guidance alone on the road i still put on the mileage
looking for peace but don't see it inside when i’m closing my eyelids
remember been searching forever so long and i still cannot find it
taking a break cannot make me feel better believe me i’ve tried it

always have issues with not being satisfied i am my father's son
i tried to keep it together but i guess she’s not the one

i am so sorry for the way that i reacted
it takes practice

regret

dig into me w/ POPSTARBILLS & The Underd0g

wmyb (1D)

tell me, did it make you happy? w/ claude

ghoul_001 - gasoline [taurus moon]

prod. @johnnyfriend
Lyrics :D

I keep a glock up on my waste in case my baby needs protection
And mix the oxys with the ketamine to help with the depression
Every day is getting harder fucking up to learn a lesson
I know you hate tough love but I promise it’s a blessing

I keep a glock up on my waste in case my baby needs protection
And mix the oxys with the ketamine to help with the depression
Every day is getting harder fucking up to learn a lesson
I know you hate tough love but I promise it’s a blessing

And baby I don’t gotta tell you how to love yourself
I know you struggle with addiction so I’ll help you out
Whenever life is getting shaky I’ll keep you on route
But know it’s getting really hard because I can’t love myself
I don’t wanna go back
I don’t wanna waste time
I just wanna stay with you and tell you everything is fine
I don’t want you getting hurt
Let me look into your eyes
Promise we can be forever and you’ll stay here by my side

I keep a glock up on my waste in case my baby needs protection
And mix the oxys with the ketamine to help with the depressionn
Every day is getting harder fucking up to learn a lesson
I know you hate tough love but I promise it’s a blessing

I keep a glock up on my waste in case my baby needs protection
And mix the oxys with the ketamine to help with the depression
Every day is getting harder fucking up to learn a lesson
I know you hate tough love but I promise it’s a blessing

all plats

tough luv  [johnnyfriend]

conceal [akasinceridad]

produced by xona

-lyrics-
(don’t tether your issues when you feel alone
you're feeling so nauseous, you push it along)

I’m looking for the way it was when we hadn’t broke our trust
those memories echo, I didn’t want to let go
but everything reminds of you where I settle
oh I know
these things don’t matter, you mend without an issue at all
I’m searching new patterns the ones I forget everything we’ve done

(everything we’ve done)

even if you mean everything to me
I can’t breath at all
it’s too precious to leave
so I’d rather fall
so I’d rather fall

~

this road block gets obscure
uncertain if I’d get out of here, out of here
this month I thought I’d change my course
but I’m back in this roundabout with unopened
doors
you need to pick and choose, I know you’re scared to move
you think there’s nothing new?
but maybe, it’s just you
you tend to look at me but you’re unamused
so what’s the entry step? cause you need to prove
that you’re worth this shit, I know on my life that you see it too
you know you see it too, so please.
what do you have to lose?
don’t stay in this room
don’t stay in this room

(don’t stay in this room) x6

~

don’t tether your issues when you feel alone
you're feeling so nauseous, you push it along
this weight on your shoulder, won’t last that long
you know, you know, you know
so what are you going to do?
so what?
so what?
so what?

cascade

Apology - Nightcore Remix (prod. Kuroime)

its a dream

lyrics:

you’re just on my phone
tryna make some plays 
i never could’ve known 
that you’re what kept me sane 
i been smoking on my own 
living for the day 
but i’m feeling so alone 
u riding on my wave 
baby u my sommer ray 
she be goin out
i’ll roll another blunt 
i’m just sitting here at my house 
with my mouth shut 
maybe we’ll adjust 
baby u a must 
i’m so fucking tired 
gotta sleep 
but my minds up 

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

u know i keep my circle low 
its been giving me anxiety 
got ounces for the low 
i smoke that shit in its entirety 
i’m falling fucking hard 
really hoping that she’ll see me 
cuz this is all i know 
in the smoke u look so dreamy 
were just in the back bitches breaking neck 
wait i need a breather for a sec 
cuz baby all i want is you 
and the things that you can do 
i’m just tryna pipe baby
i don’t wanna think it through 

falling for your brown hair baby 
and your brown eyes 
hurting when you’re not there 
even though you’re not mine 
you’re just on my phone
but i’m thinking back to that time 
sorry i don’t know 
yuh

maybe it’s a dream 
cuz i can’t see 
maybe it’s a dream 
cuz im lying in your sheets 
maybe just a dream 
cuz we can’t be 
everything just seems 
like it’s falling onto me

spotify

maybe its a dream

shinigami - boyz don't cri :'( // prod. 5v [nitecore]

the stars in my room remind me of u w/ shinigami

stream ❄️

love story xo (prod. bixby)

https://soundcloud.com/greenkaktus
 

turn the lights off
turn the lights off
i can't sleep now
pull up at your house
is it love when you bring me so down
i keep breaking but you bring me back around
and it hurts when you say you love me 
i know you don't
i just want you to want me 
i know you won't
i know that you don't think of me when you're alone
and i've been trying to stay
but your so cold

i'll never be the person you want
everyday you make it harder and harder to trust
i would do anything
but nothing is ever enough
if you dont need me then tell me 
i'm sick of faking the love
sick of you faking to care
but you push me away
i know you see how it kills me 
but you don't care anyway
i know it's sad that im still trying
you don't care anyway

love story xo (prod. bixby)

polar

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