POLAR DEPT. (members only)

Back 2 Me ft. C17D

C17D @user-887007270 (artist):
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/coneseventy/
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4wnCW239oy8KdYZLNs3bUt?si=pY-sKk9vTuCrntQ7-92-gg

original song:
https://soundcloud.com/user-887007270/how-i-got-so-frozen/s-GYdQY3ATFML

Conasaventy - "how i got so frozen" (slowed + reverb)

Know I gave a thousand reasons not to like me
I got something wrong with me demons excite me
All this hatred in my heart it burns inside me
Imma fuck myself up she gon stare politely 

I’ve been takin all these drugs cause they entice me
I’ve been left out in the cold daily nightly
When I wake up in the night I know I see things 
Please don’t tell me that you know just how I’m feeling

I know that’s it’s not true 
If you saw what I see you’d believe it too 

When I’m asleep inside my dreams 
All of the demons are what i see
Hateful remarks they telling me
Rise from their grasp with lsd

It's so cold in the snow
Why did you have to go
When I needed you most
When I needed you most
You left me in the past now 
I won't ever forget it
 I will never forget it

Demons excite me

Demons Excite me w/ Thrakkz (prod. SPRNG)

She Was Never Mine (prod. Xenshel)

I need someone to take It all away
I know I hurt you by ending it this way

Now you run around doin all these funny things
Makes me wonder we’re you ever even close to me
Makes me feel like the end is getting close you see
Did you stay around just get the most of me

I’ve spent the last few months in my head
Is it good I cut us off or is it bad?
She really helped me with the problems that I had
But I don’t wanna make you feel all my Dread

Now I wonder and I ponder am I  under appreciated? 
Hear the thunder when I wander I was alone inside my basement 

Is she the one for me?
I don’t know I’m just not sure cause there’s no guarantee 
Is she the one haunting my dreams 
I don’t know I let her go but she still gets to me

Alone In My Basement (prod. Boyfifty)

And I hope you know your lies I can see through

Look at you now
Take it one day at a time just to be you

I’ve been waiting all this time just to see you
And I hope you know your lies I can see through
Take it one day at a time just to be you
I just don’t wanna believe you

I’ve been searching 
You’ve been lurking 
Somewhere in the background 
Though I’m hurting
It’s for certain
I won’t take you back now

When I said to you I’ll let you down
You didn’t believe me look at you now

I’ve been waiting all this time just to see you
And I hope you know your lies I can see through
Take it one day at a time just to be you
I just don’t wanna believe you
Kinda like it when you cry and you bleed too
CauseI live another life you can’t see too
Take it one day at a time take it all away

I refuse to believe it was me tellin you to stay with me tonight 
You pictured you and me by the sea dont wan see you till I’m treated right

And I know you just don’t see it
But you’re dead to me
I really just don’t wanna believe it what you said to me
now

I’ve been waiting all this time just to see you
And I hope you know your lies I can see through
Take it one day at a time just to be you
I just don’t wanna believe you
Kinda like it when you cry and you bleed too
Cause I live another life you can’t see too
Take it one day at a time take it all away
Cry and bleed.

Cry & Bleed (prod. IMMORTAL)

LYRICS 

Fall on my knees
The sound haunting
Shiver in my sleep
I can hear them calling
Did I say the wrong thing?
Cause you were caught up with him
Finding it hard to breath 
My odds are nothing to slim

Long await the night
Noose in my sight
All of my night 
spend it all with you
Girl it’s alright
You were my light 
Know I was right 
To break it off with you 

I lay awake at night
With my heart in two
And you know I’m right
Know what I’ve been thru
Look into my eyes
You don’t have a clue
Painful kisses 
Which is stitches on heart my from you

Long Await The Night (prod. heydium)

Prod. MrKvmira

(Lyrics)
I know you hate me and that’s alright 
I can’t make you love me in the moonlight
Don’t put my ashes in an urn
Just sit there and watch me burn

Every night you find a way to make me feel like ima die 
I’ve been living in my brain I can see from thee inside
I’ve been walking in the rain disregarding all the lies
If you thought I was insane would you walk out of my li-

I see corpses in the night
Is it normal? Torment through the night
I feel horrible mourning with a knife
With the bones and the blood that surrounds me
Honestly I feel like you’ll never learn
I’ve been around for a while and I know you’re hurt 
Don’t put my ashes in an urn 
Just sit there and watch me burn

Every night you find a way to make me feel like ima die 
I’ve been living in my brain I can see from thee inside
I’ve been walking in the rain disregarding all the lies
If you thought I was insane would you walk out of my life

I see corpses in the night
Is it normal? Torment through the night
I feel horrible mourning with a knife
With the bones and the blood that surrounds me
Honestly I feel like you’ll never learn