go white boy go (silver + methboiswag)

STAR 67

Every issue with my confidence is products of fear
I can’t take these things for granted, Everything I hold dear
I’m too impatient to watch my own growth
Every night I question fame like what’s it all gonna take
Imagine conquering the ache inside As I lie awake
The tears are falling like rain
The dream goes down in the drain
I can’t keep chasing my own shadow just to prove my own name
I was selfish to try it on my own
Drop the mirror, it breaks
Some wounds you can’t mend with tape
conditions had me displaced
Collect the fragments in case
Every defeat teaches grace
Memories I can’t erase
I have no choice but to embrace Everything that caused me pain
I try to keep up the pace 
But life just isn’t a race
I still wonder how much time i have to find my own place
So sick of hiding my face
And everything I must chase
I still wonder how much time I have until I’m replaced
I’m too impatient to watch my own growth
But I still try to let it all go
Although I can’t see the end of the road
I know wherever it leads I’ll go
I was selfish to try it on my own
I would’ve curled up and died in the snow
But now I’m learning to lean on what’s close
Through every motion I’ll feel less alone

fragments

I take back everything I said, tear it all to shreds
Wasn’t long ago we were still hanging by a thread
Carry my regret from promises I never kept
Still get a sense of dread for everything ahead

Until I’m stuck in rush hour traffic
And all the exits end up looking the same
I’m counting mile markers for my mistakes
It’s all a one way street I cannot retrace

It’ll take some time to complete the puzzle
I was only 20 seconds late for the shuttle
Might miss my flight 
I’m sorry but i might be walking in the door way later tonight

2019 I hopped right off the porch 20 thousand in savings I was making 6 bands a month 
Now it’s overdrafted accounts
Crazy how I went up then down
I’m tryna get it all back
Turn my whole life back around 

I think I’m built different but I have to think I’m great
Your current situation’s a product of your brain
You gotta manifest with efforts that you make 
Put in the work and you can always change your fate 

I’m standing on this til’ it all breaks
I know change will come with fame I’m aware of the stakes
I might’ve moved up in the ranks but life just cut the brakes
I can’t stop

I was watching the summer smash livestream your favorite’s set was a wreck
I know I could do better
I think Cole Bennett should book me next because I could do better
I don’t do this for a bag I speak for the real in these letters

But I take back everything I said, tear it all to shreds
Wasn’t long ago we were still hanging by a thread
Carry my regret from promises I never kept
Still get a sense of dread for everything ahead

Until I’m stuck in rush hour traffic
And all the exits end up looking the same
I’m counting mile markers for my mistakes
It’s all a one way street I cannot retrace

dredd

WARRIOR LXXII

Oh Youth

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lyrics:
I'm tryna make you breakfast in bed
Put this gun to my head, let me go
You're tryna tell me you're just depressed
You're head on my chest in the snow
So tell me is it all that bad now? You don't know
Just let me go again
Dont make me go again
Text me and tell me you want it
You say you hate me, I got it

Oh no everything you ever got is gone
You told me run away, let's leave the places that we're from
Like I'm not trying to do it, made the person ive become
Like girl you know I love you honestly, now you're the one
Long gone, I fall apart in the night time
You're wrong, been waiting here, been a long night
So far, I thought of life in a timeline
You're wrong, been waiting here, been a long night

I'm tryna make you breakfast in bed
Put this gun to my head, let me go
You're tryna tell me you're just depressed
You're head on my chest in the snow
So tell me is it all that bad now? You don't know
Just let me go again
Dont make me go again
Text me and tell me you want it
You say you hate me, I got it

stream

breakfast in bed [siemspark & hiidrax]

all watched over by machines of loving grace (prod. chinapoet, enlil & dreamnote)

silence

5leafclover

shell casings marked with regret (prod. june takateru & julian dudley)

the answer will be found

http://therapy.rip

mgmt.polearm@gmail.com

5leafclover

polearm

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