Rituals (uh oh)

death wish (feat. kenny orlando)

#painmusic @painradio

lyrics:
If you wanna see it bleed then put ya wrist up 
I don’t think the pain could heal im pourin lean up 
I feel like im Venus, Serena I got my racks up 
Girl I rep my set like the Beatles you know we flex up yuh you could put the weight on me ill never break up 
Baby I push the v top speed im such a racer 
Damn I hate to see you change im such a hater 
I aint need a feature once to get my name up 
I don’t wanna let you down 
I just wanna breathe you in 
Ever since we lost dear John 
We aint eva been the same since 
Ill show you where the darkness grows 
Ill show you where the pain all sits 
Ever since my best friend died 
We aint Eva been the same since

put ya wrist up (sailor x jolst)

prod. irby

light up
why pick up the page
when rest is what i crave?
i never learned how to wait
this is life 1
and my arms are feeling weak again
i forget to breathe above the water
i'm so used to
holding my breath
it could be me
i can't tolerate my truth still
trapped in my head
in my head
in an atmosphere so poison
i'm a half a heart away
so i replay my choices 
i wish that i never made
now i gotta grow up, move on
i know i'm blessed i feel like i'm enchanted with fortune
put in the work i deserve what
happens to me
i think it's for the best
it'll go the way that it's meant to

and you said
“it was for the best”
i digress,
it hurt when you left
i can’t bare 
thinkin bout u and him 
i’m so scared
of hurting myself 
my head
my arms
have felt so numb
for you 
for you 
it’s okay 
though babe
don’t stay
if you don’t want to 
i want you 
what to the fuck did you just say about me
i been a mess since 09, i’m wobbly 
but im still runnin this shit
like i’m jango and you jus a clanker 
lil bitch get up off me 
i drop a 30 and go play some hockey
maybe throw hands with a crackhead on wall street 
maybe throw hands with a gang i been beefin since i was a kid when they pressuring tommy
told em see me on the street yea i’m rockin 
told em see me in the ring yea i’m rocky
told em see me when they walkin the streets
with their baby, their momma, their homies, their honey 
smoke him and film the whole thing like icarly 
kill a whole army 
for you 
for you

life1 ft. sendflowrs (irby)

prod. oliver01

lyrics:
i keep slipping
behind
where i thought i'd be right now
you'd think that i'd learn
the relativity
it's pinning me down
all that to appease a crowd
they're cheering me on
in my head
is it living time yet?
i regret not a thing
maybe that's my pitfall
i'm caught, my web
i confess through the strings
it's a lot of bugs
chirping and it's such an earful
i've been so
low on gas
idk why i treat my body like trash
if it's a temple to me then it's covered in moss
digging up valuables out of the mess
why do you see it like anything less?
every time that you spilt like a stab
not to play victim but you left a gash
i suppose i left a couple as well
i never would have guessed
it would amount to this stress
really it's shitty to everyone else
you can't expect them to fall for your spell
it's hard to believe but the confidence helps
easy to feel you're on top of the world
when it's all about diamonds and pearls
i guess i'm walking it back
go till i'm numb, epidural
go get a better referral
i know
the feeling all too well
i did it once before
another cry for help
i felt so expelled
i
was thinking of myself
when i just needed warmth
and i chose hell
i chose hell

bugs (oliver01)

i’ve been too stuck in my ways
i can’t keep repeating motions
so i’m entering a phase
where i'll keep less of emotions
that hold me way too far back
i'm picking up all the slack
i’ve got a feeling i’m chosen so i’ll get back on the track

but now and then i worry how the future's gonna pan out
so i appreciate anyone who’s not afraid to fan out
cause i’m just being myself, and i don’t try to stand out
i walked into the function, got anxious, then i ran out

i hopped into the cab
technically an uber what could you rhyme with that
i hunched over my phone
it left a pain in my back
i contemplate every detail that i could possibly lack
cause i've been
i've been

i’ve been too stuck in my ways
i can’t keep repeating motions
so i’m entering a phase
where i'll keep less of emotions
that hold me way too far back
i'm picking up all the slack
i’ve got a feeling i’m chosen so i’ll get back on the track

but there’s a lot to unpack
inside my brain, i wrack
still pray i never crack
i gotta get to the racks
i hit the ***** i’m smacked
i'm still regretting that
i'll give myself some flack
for not fixing my act
still pray i’m never wack
but i won’t chase a plaque
still pray i never crack
cause i gotta get to the racks

i’m keeping less of emotions that hold me way too far back
i’m picking up all the slack
i’ll get myself back on track

then i stumble
i fall
my back against the wall
i law down
i sprawl
but i somehow manage to ball
when everything’s feeling small
i somehow get through it all
with myself i must brawl
til confidence reinstalls
i navigate the withdrawal
it slows me to a crawl
i simply cannot recall
how i managed at all
i started getting the notion that maybe it’s not my fault
on this feeling i’m trippin, i’ll put it back in the vault

motions

HONEST w/ JUT, Jus & treez (prod. flesh)

ballerina [16kibo + leslii]

PROD: JOLST + SECRE
MASTER & MIX: KAIS & DIAMOON
PROJECT MANAGEMENT: BITEKI
COVER ART: BITEKI

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VICTXRW, LIL SKELE, SEWERPERSON, RESIDENTIAL & FRVR - PLEASE SAY YOU LOVE ME

produced by jolst & taylor morgan 

i’m stone cold 
with the pole
like i’m frozone
she split the 80
like a pro
n now im so sold 
she ask me if im cool 
i’m like 
idk bro
i’m feelin like a junkie 
poppin percs
when im solo 

and i hope she didn’t clock it
my girl nearly find like half a 80 in my wallet
i jus poured the whole set now i’m feelin supersonic
i got a g.a.p hoodie on like im no longer in the closet 

and i just spilled my fuckin cup, shit
half a litre deep
rockin that “can’t get in the club” fit 
i’m pourin amber til im kippin in this cockpit
and im pourin santa i got bells up in my cup, kid rock with the glock 
i got weed in my sock, 
kicked the cup 
and for what ? 
poppin pills 
throwin up
poppin pills
i pop a lot
until i choke 
like papa doc 
i hunt rabbits papa doc 
my name ain’t clarence papa doc
pulled the glock said pop a squat
or get a hole straight through your top
catch an AM robbie knox 
paradox like robbin cops
on ur block im robbing shots
im giving testers to ur pops 
bring an army to the block 
n they’ll get slept like shannon ross 

i’m stone cold 
with the pole
like i’m frozone
she split the 80
like a pro
n now im so sold 
she ask me if im cool 
i’m like 
idk bro
i’m feelin like a junkie 
poppin percs
when im solo

IDK (JOLST + TAYLOR MORGAN)

5leafclover

http://therapy.rip

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