dig into me w/ POPSTARBILLS & The Underd0g

i cannot compete for bitches man you’re just the saddest bunch
i got them sitting in their bedroom they’re feeling mad as fuck

i used to be so embarrassing
nowadays i don’t say shit
everybody hates everyone but they’re too afraid to say it

i’m just not better than anybody 
i get distracted by pretty bodies 
maybe if i had just taken my time i wouldn’t be trapped in this melancholy 

i watched my friends become enemies
i guess they just weren’t feeling me
look through the rubble of everything
i guess that shit wasn’t meant for me

i love every leaf that grows after me
look down the branch they still mad at me
they think that my grass is greener it didn’t come naturally
they think that my fruit is sweet but they’re never taking a bite of me

dammit i’m living what i wrote 
god dammit i’m living what i wrote

seems i made my heart to mince meat
i just miss the feel when you kiss me
cry in front of my friends in the backseat
i’m so tired it’s not that hard to see

i’ll never know when it’s my turn
search for the feeling that i yearn
won’t be a stone i leave unturned
light all the bridges i’ll let them burn

not sure if it’s fine to still cry about things that i thought i was over with
and you aren’t mine i still wish i could call you and get this pain over with
cause every time that i see you on my phone don’t know if you’re missing me
one thing’s for certain the one thing that matters is you’re not forgetting me

cause i told you that i love you first
nowadays i’ve been feeling the worst
i’m sorry the thought of you doesn’t hurt
just missing the feeling you would return
salt in the wound guess i’ll let it burn
i need my penance there’s more to learn

i’ll never know when it’s my turn

i’m one with the birds again
i’m one with the woods again
i know it’s better off that,
that i did it myself again

penance

father time
produced by homecomingqueen
vox/mix/master by lil wet wet
recorded @ the batcave

we're too dependent, running water
i've still got questions that i ponder
in my quest to feel stronger
fulfill the test, become my father
learned the lesson from the slaughter
in the forest, where i wander
she takes my neck & i don't stop her
I can't stay here any longer.
bite the cherry, taste the poison
i passed the test and was anointed 
there's no where left to you it pointed
they tried to drown you, but you're boyant
plant the peaches, tend the soil
my last defense is made of foil
computer cables on my floor
she rubs my body down in oil
our love was tainted by the war
i took the painless path of force
we take the latex laps of scorn
my chest is bleeding my shirt is torn

father time + homecomingqueen

⭐️ new single ⭐️

w/ @ihateshinigami

produced by hiko momoji, nova & yungbuckbeats

cover art by lordofgraphix

www.instagram.com/hikomomoji
www.instagram.com/shinigami/

DON'T TALK! (feat. shinigami)

lyrics:

is that ur new man looking like a lineback (er)
i don’t really know how i feel n i don’t like that 
i just post in the crib blowing smoke fat
i just rather kick it w my cat 

baby imma get my racks up 
walk fast roll my rafs up 
give a fuck what u think 
n i laugh huh 
u know i don’t wanna link 
it’s a fact yuh
i just don’t care 
u don’t care what i’m saying

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit bussin
i feel like a heron russian 

i just want love i can’t have it
imma smoke till i drop
it’s a bad habit
pull up in my city w a bad bitch
now she pulling on the moncler jacket 

tell me why
u gon make me cry
i don’t wanna fight
imma lose myself in the night
need a new life
u don’t like
looking at my eyes 
yeah it’s fucking fine 
why’d i ever tell u ur divine
it’s a fucking lie 

all i ever got from u were lessons 
how to deal with my depression 
how to find someone who wants my love and not possessions 

ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
what the fuck is up with that 
always got ur name in a bad tat 
wow i’m dumb kid
imma chase a dumb bag 

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit 
bussin
i feel like a heron 
russian

bad habits

OFFICIAL VIDEO: https://youtu.be/fU28WqbVibE

https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001/sets/private-playlist/s-HOot2SSDTyk

private playlist (p. drosh) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

stream ❄️

to clear u from my head w/ 8485

I hate that I don’t understand what I mean when Im saying that I’m so in love with you
i know that it’s hard for the both of us hope that you know I still fuck with you
I know that you’re feeling indifferent about it I wish you were proud of me 
lately I’m doubting myself it just hurts me that you ever doubted me 

Promised myself wouldn’t cry again
you killed me once, I can’t die again 
some days I feel like I’m sad and I suck
Feels like I’m down on my luck 
ever since u went away, I feel like i I can never feel right again 
tell u i miss you, you read it, i think I just fucked up my life again 

I am so sick of this shit
Why can’t I just go and forget
that time that we kissed 
There is an ache in my hip and 
Its all cause I carry these feelings 
I’m counting my blessings 
always said I am the villain  
I hope that one day I’m forgiven 
I’m feeling the tension 
I’m still making songs bout depression
and this just another confession
Smile on my face but I swear that it’s not what it seems 
never switch up for these hoes, it’s you that i need 
you just need to love yourself don’t worry bout me 
you just need to love yourself don’t worry bout me

instagram

acceptance (landfill)

safe in my ego
smoking it feel like it’s a placebo 
where did he go 
i be pushing u away like i’m magneto 
white ozweegos 
sucking my blood like ur a mosquito 
i can’t see tho 
that’s a black and white fit like a tuxedo 

dark out 
see that i’m fading 
i’m with the stars now
pullin out the whip park it in front of ur house 
fallen angel
u know i’m tryna figure ur angle
tangled, trapped in this body from head to ankle 

faithful
gone off the K and i’m feeling tranquil 
i’m coming back 
finally met my guardian angels 
smoking basil 
everything i do is fucking wasteful 
i can feel the plan 
the energy is so graceful 

spiders in my bedroom
if u open up ur mind 
u can start to be happy on that i bet u 
rolling all the time 
i’m working up to being right 
i can tell what ur feeling cuz i’m depressed 2

seal it with a kiss 
i put dior on her wrist 
wanna hear what u believe cuz i just guess too 
cut ties with my swiss 
see an ocean full of bliss 
push me into the water i got a vest too

safe in my ego
smoking it feel like it’s a placebo 
where did he go 
i be pushing u away like i’m magneto 

dark out 
see that i’m fading 
i’m with the stars now
pullin out the whip park it in front of ur house 
fallen angel
u know i’m tryna figure ur angle
tangled, trapped in this body from head to ankle

magneto

prod me and that dude @ilypelican

looking through my head at everything I've ever done or said
I'm so annoying I hate everything I ever did
don't know why I would even tell you you don't give a shit
I finally understand the reason I don't see you
[HOOK]
you don't listen to me 
life feel like a fucking movie
I'm  thinking of ending things
maybe then you'll say you knew me
you just saying anything
don't know what you meant to me
blood all over everything
I don't want your sympathy
drag me through the dirt saying 
what happened to chivalry
I feel like your secretary
all the shit you give to me
I thought when it happened
wonder why you're picking me
I know why this happened
me and all my misery
[VERSE]
fucked up fucked up 
I get so
you're stuck up you're stuck up 
you don't know
I'm trying so hard to do this on my own
lying I said I'm good alone
stuck here and I'm faking I'm okay
I don't wanna wait another day
feels like they're lying to my face
just cant keep up I'm out of place
I know its temporary 
do it again and again
another January
I don't know how I should spend
tonight yeah more than ever
I feel like this is the end
they said it gets better
I don't know why they pretend
[HOOK]

im thinking of ending things ft 8485 (yurms + pelican)

u cant save anyone :/

prod me & ryo
ryo - https://twitter.com/ayyitsRyo

acceptance (landfill)

polearm

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