shout out to @kaiyko :^)

lyrics:
living in the darkness
colder than the arctic
you know that im harmless
just ignore the carcass
my mind is the darkest 
punishment the harshest
wrist covered in garnets
got it from the market
(2x)
i wake up at night i know everything is over
thinking about all my mistakes like im Homer
you took me through a fuckin roller coaster
why cant i just get some closure

i never thought id tell you why
i drift away when im sober
and now im older
but its like i dont try
to go with everything that comes my way
you say its just a game
so i try to play it cool yeah
try to play it all the same
but i never get far i never get far away
and im back in the same place
so why dont you just go run to your safe space
even if you know you cant run from the pain

its over, bulldozer
im tryin not to lose composure
getting colder, october
you lost your mask you went lower
i deny the truth till it kills me 
movin fast i hope that it thrills me
its nothing, im nothing
im nothing without you with me

Roller Coaster 🎢 (feat. Kaiyko) [prod wheelbot]

isolated w/ yungfuckingaff (odece + cozin)

produced by killedmyself

completely non profit 

lyrics

stary nights without the complexes
walking bout the mountains tryna fill up all our pockets
with cigarette butts 
crave a nicotine buzz
wasnt on no bud
just dumb tryna prove my love
i was feeling quite a misfit
what a bitch

ur life is over just as its begun
she found the sun inside anothers arms
and to a brother that had sworn no harm
i think ill stay inside long until the weathers calm
she got a humble cause
tearing u in half
tryna mend ur heart
she wanna leave some scars
head
whats going on in ur head babe
eyes are feeling like an xray
honestly i think im too dazed
feeling like its been 2 days
caught up in all of my blue days
that is not worthy of news page
so how r u liking my new face
ripped the skin off of my mainframe
rolled it around in an ashtray
stapled it back onto my veins

its alright
its alright
its alright
its alright

stary nights without the complexes
walking bout the mountains tryna fill up all our pockets
with cigarette butts 
crave a nicotine buzz
wasnt on no bud
just dumb tryna prove my love
i was feeling quite a misfit
what a bitch

poetry from a diary i found buried by my headstone (killedmyself)

prod jolst x myself

run a man down in the 63s
window down aim for his chest 
window up we skrting away 
leave him dead rotten away 
we play like zombies open doors
ray gun charged let it 
mystery box is open 
we steal his shit go then 
run a man down in the 63s
window down aim for his chest 
window up we skrting away 
leave him dead rotten away 
we skrting round the back streets 
me and flowrs up and we bally'd
the toothpick browning bayonet 
run through your door and take it 

bitch u wanna talk shit i want u dead 
u should be careful i'll give u lead 
no one around u to give u the meds 
haha fuck u no one cares 
u tryna copy me 
my home furnished in tapestry 
yuh 
u wanna go w me 
ur just tryna copy meeeeee
yuh 
hook to the jaw ur gonna fall
ay ay 
im gonna stomp
yuh yuh 
ur gonna die 
ay yuh 
hop in the ride 
ay yuh 
steal ur girl 
ay yuh 
its ur fault 
ay yuh 
its ur fault 
ay yuh 

run a man down in the 63s
window down aim for his chest 
window up we skrting away 
leave him dead rotten away 
we play like zombies open doors
ray gun charged let it 
mystery box is open 
we steal his shit go then 
run a man down in the 63s
window down aim for his chest 
window up we skrting away 
leave him dead rotten away 
we skrting round the back streets 
me and flowrs up and we bally'd
the toothpick browning bayonet 
run through your door and take it

63s w/ jolst

i'll make this my own if it kills me

credits:
@jolst
@toobears
@punkworldthreat
@x1fern
@fantasycamp
@ejcarrmusic

lyrics:
autumn skies, sober lies, where the time gone
i want u in my life while i can love
i still try all the time to get off of
all the shit that i had ‘fore i lost ya
i know im in despair, subtle from over there
i’ll get outta ur hair, know i leave u impaired
all the time, u and i, know its all love
i still repair what i can cuz i gotta

i forget to eat but know im doin fine on my own
terms are settled and im spending all this time all alone
i been free, in the trees, hope ur proud of me
know it aint perfect but this life is moving hourly
send me condolences, its just sobering
i cant move forward with all this pulling
my life isnt backwards but im losing track of
the days in the month, i can’t handle a rut like this

entirely
up to what i can see
i’ll make this my own
if it kills me

autumn skies, sober lies, where the time gone
i want u in my life while i can love
i still try all the time to get off of
all the shit that i had ‘fore i lost ya
i know im in despair, subtle from over there
i’ll get outta ur hair, know i leave u impaired
all the time, u and i, know its all love
i still repair what i can cuz i gotta

last week took the shit outta me
i gotta go 2 times just to cover the fee
i cannot handle 2 lives, yet thats what i lead
i need to calm down what the fuck has got into me

i need to slow down, slow down
le-le-lemonade gonna make me slow down
i cannot pretend i aint on my own now
know that its okay i can do alone now

spotify & apple

entirely [jolst x punk]

6ft deep

three piece [kso baby × tbanks × bry]

wrong? @wozee

♡ ♡ ♡ 

https://soundcloud.com/poppytears

original - https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty/soft

Soft - Angel tears X Poppy tears (YungJZAisDead cover)

you make it tolerable when i’m losing my mind
say in the end everything will be alright
where do i go from here what do i do this time
is everything i need just deep down inside

and i’ll be right here
reaching in the dark towards something i don’t need
it’s been a long time 
since i wrote about you
i wonder if you still hear me

let the turbulence lull me to sleep
surrounded by people that i’ll never see again
it’s quite depressing that i never dream
even with the world right below my feet

III. EVERYTHING I NEED

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LAST YEAR (w/NOAHMADETHISS+SACE6)

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