I realized that for years I’ve been saying everything’s the same
When actually it changed
I consider sabotaging myself in exchange for a lyric
I deny all forms of help then wonder why they don’t hear it

I pray for this 
Day and night
Have to embrace the change with open arms
Give me a chance and I’ll tear you apart
Feels like nobody can do me no harm
It’s all in my hands and I don’t need a charm
Watch the whole world bend in tandem with my art
If I switch up on my friends then I’m just not polearm
I broke the cycle, don’t need to restart

I had to change it up for the low attention spans 
Best believe I got a plan
I made it out the county just for me to circle back
I almost got my confidence then fell back right on my ass 

Been 4 years I got the same jeans on my ass
They’ve been tweaking in my comments they should touch some grass 
Who am I to talk when I don’t even go outside
Ive been so locked in
I still live in real life

I wouldn’t change my image just to move with the times
I didn’t like these beats until I heard someone actually try
Better than everyone my age I know you cannot deny it
Everything I’m doing’s free game till you gotta apply it

I stopped working with ****** cause that shit was too cheesy
I gave you a chance to grow can’t believe that you still need me
I went to treacherous waters and it turned out to be Fiji
That shit might go over your heads but I know that you still feel me


change

silence

lyrics:

ill leave in the meantime
its fine you need me time
give u some time for urself
grieve in the moonlight
repent for the old fights
go thru my own sense of hell
needed the distance
think i did too
dont rly miss us thats what ill say too
this isnt brand new
feels like this happened b4
this happened b4 my eyes
i sulk in the dark did i do this right
its hard to imagine a better life than one i have lived before
i have all the time for remorse
cast spells
cant tell
what u rly want if u rly wanted me
well i fell flat on my face with no signs of grace around
so i dont want anyone ever again when u lie to my face and show little repent
i dont want u
if all of these signs hold true
im sick of all of it
im not quite as tolerant
id rather be wrong than admit that u were right

wizard (tmywtsis)

africa ft. funeral prod. elxnce

i hate triflin hoes prod. trxgon

smile youre on camera

Keep that out of the light
It feels like nothing works
Insecure
Bout my plight
A new leaf always hurts
Faking peace
I’m in pieces
The table never turns

I want to give up, to go up, to go up

Fourteen blows
To the face
Then lay back down
Guillotine drops
Comatose
Head on the ground
Cannot proceed
Tryna breathe
Can’t get around
Half obsolete
Tryna see
What let me down

Tryna see
Why my greed
Is my disease
oversleep 
Waking dream
Won’t let me leave

I want to get up
To move on
Not going down

Put it all
On my life
And I won’t live it down
try my best
I feel like
that I’m still gonna drown
THC 
Crushed the light
And I hate how it sounds
guarantee
I know why
Im tryna make it Out

Tryna make doubt by doubt, then it deepens out
Two empty hands without vices that I don’t keep around
It all comes back in routines, A heavy sigh within
Instead of being conceited, I put the miles in

OMG
Only Mention Go

guillotine

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lyrics

and lately been a disconnect
your eyes on me so i try my best
what do i do when you are my only breath
breathe out baby, until there is nothing left
cross my words out baby
never respect
no effort, ill digress
whats that on ur breath
whats that price on my head

baby
keeping me in
feeling i never can win now
bring up shit that i did
20 months back got me pissed of
saints telling me watch out
head telling me head out
see the road i might run now
see the hope as it dies down

now what u calling me for
got nobody to leach onto no more?
and tell me what do u need now
never thought i coulda closed the door

now that u dont got nothing at all
setting off bout every alarm
cuz u couldnt handle when i withdraw
but baby that was ur doing
cant help u didnt treat me like i was human
fell out baby u know
this would happen when u leave me freezing cold
dried out baby left with the ropes
say ur tryna fix me baby i know

disconnect (tiresss)

popular [yurms + homecollection49]

girlfriend application [bluskxy]

werd nicht lügen wollte die tracks eig in müll werfen aber ich teile meine werke

so langsam_mastered

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