go off [yurms + shalli]

our house [ripwarheart]

This place gives me a headache
Let’s get out of here, go home
Instead of making headway
I still grapple with unknowns
It shouldn’t bother me
But my ego breaks me down
It shouldn’t bother me
Hope i come back around
It shouldn’t bother me
It’s so hard to find a noun
It shouldn’t bother me
Constantly letting myself down
I don’t need any more
I don’t need any more
I feel so embarrassed picking myself up off the floor
In a dark room on all fours
Trying to settle the score
Underneath my feet the floorboards creak
I’m sorry I woke you up
It shouldn’t bother me
But somehow it cuts deep
In life you can’t repeat
It’s always incomplete
I can’t shake the headache 
Let’s get out of here, go home
The curse of making my own way is fighting the unknowns
It shouldn’t bother me
But my ego breaks me down
It shouldn’t bother me
Hope I come back around
It shouldn’t bother me
It’s so hard to find a noun
It shouldn’t bother me
Constantly letting myself down
I don’t need any more
I don’t need any more
My only hope is that you never walk out of the door
I took everything that held me back and locked it in a drawer
I can’t spend my life looking around for something more
This is my survival tactic I’m not doing it for sport
It would be worse than death if I was always falling short 
All I’m tryna say is that I’m getting bored
Everything’s a copy or a reboot or a port
It’s honestly a shame how Every time they cut it short
It’s honestly a shame how I still drown it in a quart
I always find myself filling the silence up with doubt
The feeling that I’m chasing seems to drift way further out
It shouldn’t burden me
But the weight is all around
I have take some action Instead of pacing about
Fuck everybody that’s hated
You just hate to see me try
Fuck everybody I’m jaded
There’s no tears I’ve left to cry
It shouldn’t bother me
There’s no option to retreat
Not giving up my seat
Just wanna make ends meet
I can’t shake the headache 
Let’s get out of here, go home
Instead of making headway
I still grapple the unknowns
It shouldn’t bother me
But my ego breaks me down
It shouldn’t bother me
Hope come back around
It shouldn’t bother me
It’s so hard to find a noun
It shouldn’t bother me
Constantly letting myself down
I don’t need any more
I don’t need any more
My only hope is that you never walk out of the door

it shouldn't bother me

Falling behind I’m Surrounded by doubt
I was misled but I found a new route
I’ll go hard Until I crash and burn out
I never learn until I’m back in a drought
I know I said I take no breaks but I need a timeout
It’s so hard for me cause i wanna go up right now
You can’t hate me for trying you won’t count me out
I can’t let the feeling slip away
Refuse to lose myself in yesterday
But I still find myself lost in the fray
I still wonder what led me astray
Falling behind I’m Surrounded by doubt
I was misled but I found a new route
I’ll go hard Until I crash and burn out
I never learn until I’m back in a drought
It seems I gotta do way more than pray
It’s so unfortunate I gotta pay
I spent a long time tryna build a case
I thought it was solid but it turned to clay
Truth be told you are a part of me
It gives me life that you’re so proud of me
Truth be told the music can be hard for me
Sometimes Anxiety just keeps it hard to breathe
Falling behind I’m Surrounded by doubt
I was misled but I found a new route
I’ll go hard Until I crash and burn out
I never learn until I’m back in a drought
I can’t let the feeling slip away
Refuse to lose myself in yesterday
But I still find myself lost in the fray
I still wonder what led me astray

astray

Every issue with my confidence is products of fear
I can’t take these things for granted, Everything I hold dear
I’m too impatient to watch my own growth
Every night I question fame like what’s it all gonna take
Imagine conquering the ache inside As I lie awake
The tears are falling like rain
The dream goes down in the drain
I can’t keep chasing my own shadow just to prove my own name
I was selfish to try it on my own
Drop the mirror, it breaks
Some wounds you can’t mend with tape
conditions had me displaced
Collect the fragments in case
Every defeat teaches grace
Memories I can’t erase
I have no choice but to embrace Everything that caused me pain
I try to keep up the pace 
But life just isn’t a race
I still wonder how much time i have to find my own place
So sick of hiding my face
And everything I must chase
I still wonder how much time I have until I’m replaced
I’m too impatient to watch my own growth
But I still try to let it all go
Although I can’t see the end of the road
I know wherever it leads I’ll go
I was selfish to try it on my own
I would’ve curled up and died in the snow
But now I’m learning to lean on what’s close
Through every motion I’ll feel less alone

fragments

Deadmanwalking

gravol ft fijimar (@fijimar1)

dopamine

#yoti habbit @lediniskubelis

whatchu tryna do
with me im scared of boo
do u wanna go
to my place u looking so
pretty better oh my god

im fallin in love with u girl
i know u tastes good
and ur face is very cute

i would travel many miles 
(pretty girl)
that eye got me so high
(pretty girl)
she is really innocence
(pretty)
we got many differences
(pretty)

baby i dont feel anything maybe i was clown 
rooms getting so hot that i could meltdown
im walking through the dark i can never see the end
why i cannot see the end?

maybe i can see the end i just dreamed, never woke up
im beggin u please baby do not break my heart

whatchu tryna do
with me im scared of boo
do u wanna go
to my place u looking so
pretty better oh my god

im fallin in love with u girl
i know u tastes good
and ur face is very cute

i would travel many miles for u
(pretty girl)
that eye got me so high
(pretty girl)
she is really innocence
(pretty)
we got many differences
(pretty)

pretti

wu tang (prod. me)

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