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Why can’t I see that I’m the one needs change
Everyone I love find a way to run away 
Leaving me alone like why you not stay 
I know that it’s me how I handle my pain

& I’m sorry for hurt that
I caused you to make you never wanna come back 
You told jokes that I never could’ve laugh at 
I was dealing with the trauma but you saw that

You tried to make change 
But I stayed in my place  
So I’m sorry for my ways
And the mistakes 
I don’t wanna stay same
But it’s too safe 
Everything Id say 
To make you stay 

Now you gone and I’m stuck here so alone 
I loved you but I’m sorry that I couldn’t show 
We realize what we had when we we let it go
But it’s too late now and you’ll never know 


Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom


Verse 2
All the time I been stuck in my mind
Thinking bout how I just lost the love of my life 
Now I’m stuck in the state want a end of my life 
I’m Too scared to say that so I tell her I’m fine

Say I’m okay 
But I’m not 
Really miss you 
All the pain 
Coming back 
And I cannot call you 

You the only to ever to make the problems away 
You the only thing that’s ever really made me wanna stay 

but I did it to myself 
So I don’t deserve your help 
I’m in love with all the pain I don’t know if you can tell 
I’m too caught up in my mind 
I kept telling you these lies 
How I wish I never did now you out of my life 

alone I’m here today like I’ll be inside my grave 
 never make a change so nobody ever stay
Go and let me be cause I know this is my fate 
that I finally have to float for mistakes that I have made

Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom

Float (ft. Kado)

Sometimes I don’t like who I am
Sometimes I love it 
I got feelings that I always regret
Wish I could love me
I know both of us don’t want this to end
I want ur lovin
And we both know that we can’t be just friends
Yeah, so fuck it 
x2

I want this shit forever I don’t wanna let it go
I keep fuckin up a bunch but lately I’m not alone
And I think that I overreacted when we got home
But u woke me up, I didn’t wanna talk, just leave me alone

Sometimes I don’t like who I am
Sometimes I love it 
I got feelings that I always regret
Wish I could love me
I know both of us don’t want this to end
I want ur lovin
And we both know that we can’t be just friends
Yeah, so fuck it
x2

You’re my everything 
I think that it’s clear to see
I don’t fuckin do shit unless I got you here with me
Am I throwing my life away?
I don’t care 
I don’t wanna be a waste of fucking space again
Cuz that would be the death of me

my everything. (prod. saint mike)

How come the ones we love the most don’t ever stay
How come the clouds don’t ever pass 
When there’s some rain how come I’m crying 
over shit I cannot change 
Can’t give life to something dead I miss my dad he’s in the grave 

I miss my fam I miss my ex 
I know she’s moving on 
I’m really sorry for the way
that I would treat you wrong 
And I don’t think that time will ever heal this wounded heart
I’ve been facing trauma since my mom and me were torn apart


And that’s just part of life but we don’t know the why 
People taken from my life can’t seem to compromise 
I try to pray to god it seems she never hear me right
Lately I’ve been wishing on a star is that I would f***ing die

I cannot take another day of the shit 
I close my eyes and feel the pain from all the hurt that I get
I crush it up and do a line and say its one more hit 
Cause maybe if I’m feeling numb then I won’t have to go quit

Come out to meet you 
Tell you I’m sorry 
You don’t how lovely you are
I had to find you 
Tell you I need you  
Tell you I’ve set you apart 

I hate the way I treated you and we can’t change the past
But if we could then Id do anything to get you back
I’d see the time we had as blessings I would hear you laugh
Loving every minute that we spent before we have to pass

And it’s just sad that we can change what is done
I’ve been a failure as a person and a terrible son
I wanna tell my dad I’m sorry but I’m under the sun 
Contemplating why I’m here and all the ways that i run

I’m doing drugs have sex 
I’m blowing all my money on my own respect
I’m trying to fill the void that been inside my chest
Thinking I’ll be better off dead 
maybe finally I can get some rest 

I know that’s not true and I just hate how I feel
I need a therapist or some thing that can help me to heal
Teach me how to play my cards when I don’t know how to deal 
I’m missing everyone I’ve lost and I just wish it weren’t real

tell u i'm sorry

i found a strand of your hair right in my pillowcase
i can't describe the feeling how my heart aches
there's so many things that i wish i could say
i guess i only wonder if you're playing it safe
everything was meant only to be, just not as long as it seemed

but i could never cheat on you, or even anyone
unless they did it to me first because i might be that petty
my insecurities, there might be too many
i wanted nothing more than us going steady

it's such a shame how the times have changed
i renounce it all and let the feeling remain
another day, dead and gone to waste

i tried to go back and find it, that's when i knew i was wrong
ran out of words to describe it, that's when i ruined the song

all the water in the ocean couldn't wash that stain
wish i was feeling something other than pain
and i've been going through the motions with no chance to complain
worried i'm working without something to gain

aching from the weight of my grief, show me mercy

show me mercy

but i could never cheat on you, or even anyone
unless they did it to me first because i might be that petty
my insecurities, there might be too many
i wanted nothing more than

i spent my days trying to be multifaceted
in some years i'd try to tally up the damages
i can't hope you'd take me back, i guess i'm past it
and like the other song goes, "i like to do magic"

fear is only a feeling that only feelings can change
i still try to maintain, but despite everything strange
our different phases of life, i'll never blame
i light the spliff and hope the emotions fade

i tried to go back and find it, that's when i knew i was wrong
ran out of words to describe it, that's when i ruined the song
all the water in the ocean couldn't wash that stain
wish i was feeling something other than pain
i've been going through the motions with no chance to complain
worried i'm working without something to gain

how can ever keep myself from harm?
running away to scream inside my car

MERCY

and i can’t do this by the book
they tried to bring me down but i just left them shook 
i’ve gotten my respect, but i’m still overlooked

how can i catch a fall from grace?
i know i can’t predict the change
why could i channel only hate?
what will i gain from my mistake?

like everybody else i’m only tryna make the rent 
and i can’t even imagine all of the money that i spent
all the moments i’m spending stuck in one place like i’m cement 

when my confidence had bested me
i’m what you want but you’re not what i need
put any other organ on my sleeve

when my confidence had bested me
i’m what you want but you’re not what i need
put any other organ on my sleeve

how can i catch a fall from grace?
i know i can’t predict the change
why could i channel only hate?
what will i gain from my mistake?

and i can’t do this by the book
they tried to bring me down but i just left them shook 
i’ve gotten my respect, but i’m still overlooked

ORGANS

i need u like i need drugs
i need drugs
i need to smoke so i dont give a fuck
same mistakes like im acting dumb
same mistakes same wound same salt
like fuck it all
whats the point if it falls
hidden mist im still stuck in the fog
im out in the open im out in the cold
enough is enough

i need you (symelz)

prod. 1gloree

I got like hundred racks build it up lego
Bitch im clay, dvrelz same we be siezin
Dvrelz mane he a goat, we gon go
Dvrelz mane he a goat, we gon go

What they say about me 
What they say about me 
Bitch im rocking armani man on armani 
Bitch what you heard about me 
What you heard about me 
Удахгүй баян болно we be getting money

Shawty want a rockstar, rockstar
Shawty know whats up, shawty know whats up
Baby im a pop star, im a pop star
Baby im a shooting star, im a shooting star

(Aah, dark 8x)

ive been on my own
i just wanna know
all these fucking questions
staring at my soul yea

i like it
when u be
possessive
even when were fighting 2x

get it if u got it
im ready im waiting for it
im movin the way you want it
im waiting for u put it in 4x

get it get it uh
dont want dont want to
lose you lose you uh
all my life ive been alone 2x

GiRLANDROiD

PXSSESSiON w/ jutgur & dvrelz

You're tracing the line
Down to the wire
Until you're back to the life you've known
So well
Comfortable wings 
Said like a king
But now it's time to say my thanks
(Fall)
You never gave it a thought 
You never knew it at all
It comes so easy to you
She split the sky into two
Buzz enjoy, make use make noise
You fuck and destroy everything you can't avoid
Don't look up, my love it's us just us
Now the sun, is close all that's left is to let go, so
(Fall)
You never gave it a thought 
You never knew it at all
It comes so easy to you
She split the sky into two
You never gave it a thought 
(break through, break through)
You never knew it at all
It comes so easy to you
(break through)
She split the sky into two
Like winged virtue

WINGED

tattoos & stars

Couples Therapy

Yeah Yeah Utah

Nobody's Happy.

Lately

Official Music Video

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ORIGINAL ARTWORK BY ADRELIX AND COLLIDING WITH MARS

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HEIRLOOM (feat. demxntia & fats'e)

Young Money - Bed Rock Remix feat Jeff Johnson

https://soundcloud.com/sglily + https://soundcloud.com/swoopyy 
prod https://soundcloud.com/sg37

sglily:
In Stockholm with the wolves, vi heter “BNO”
I feel like I’m Taehyung when I’m on the road
I give you all my heart, wrap it up and tie a bow
I had to get a bag, had to get it on my own

But I pass it to my bro, I pass it to my vro
We walking in the store, turn it to a fashion show
Don’t ask me how it feel if you don’t really wanna know
You turned me so cold, you turned me so cold
Oh, you slipped my mind
With my wolves, hit my line
It gets cold on this side
It gets cold by your side  

Alone again, and again, and again
Back home again, and again, and again
“So long” again, and again, and again
Its my fault, I know I don’t listen, just tell me again

swoopy:
I said yo & she responded (EZ Clap)
We’re on beers bonding hard in the frat
Different Motorala phones in the trap
And when your friends pulling up it's a wrap

Because i'm a WOLF imma move with the pack
Howl at the moon 'til my voice finna crack
We got woods just like a lumberjack
Run up until it's done, BNO quarterback

Wolfs - sglily/swoopy/sg37

hell

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wjaCJyjlyvM

wells + 8485 - weathered (tmorave) [video in description]

http://therapy.rip

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