And
You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

Moral of the story everyday I'm on the same shit
I don't wanna talk about a thing it aint gone fix it
Oh no
Tell me what the fuck is going on cause I don't know bro
I keep holding on just by a thread this shit a tight rope
The voices in my head said ima be dead no matter where I go
So that's why I get high it help me balance out my lows
But if you ask me why ima tell you I don't know
I don't know yeah yeah

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

I'm just doing me
Could give a fuck what they think
Paranoid in public
Dropping E in my drink
Yeah I'm rolling now
Rolling round not coming down
I don't fuck with people
Always falling out
I can see your see through
Oh you think I need you
You must be confused
I just need the chemicals
Tweaking in the restroom
I hope that it ends soon
Stacking money staying true
That's like all I can do

You hold me down but you holding me up
I only do these drugs when I'm feeling stuck yeah
Lovestruck got my heart all in a damn knot
I just wanna get some time back right now
Cut another one I wont leave til I'm fucked up
I got problems with these people they all stuck up
Okay roll me one and take the pain away
I'm just doing me I don't care what the fuck you say

highs & lows

spoitfy

highs & lows w/ hamilton (p. methboiswag+frevel+roxa)

Lyrics_

Your voice echoes soft 
Everything comes with a cost
This life i made is tearing me apart

The years are burning away
But, i still feel the same
My bones will wither away
But my ghost will remain

I built a house of cards
Only to watch it fall
A haunting dissonance
Melodies that never resolve

The doctor gave me pills
Prescription chemicals
As i walk through the gate
I ran into a wall

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Misery chose me
But baby you’re the only one who really knows me
I flew so high when i came down
I had a nosebleed 

I suffocate on the words
I can’t say
I’m choking
Memories corroding 

Its been so long since i felt like myself
Desperate for help
Are you there?
Can you hear me?

Im sick of saying the same shit in all of these songs
Ive been hanging by a thread for way too long

Don’t go
Don’t go
I know im turning gray
But i used to be gold

Don’t go
Don’t go
Seasons change 
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

Don’t go
The cracks begin to show

don’t go

(im fucked up in the crip eating sun chips)
(harvest cheddar and what not)

i'm looking down from saturn
i wonder if i matters
when you're talking fix your stature
we out here smoking on that batter

i got molly on my body
i make bread, sorry not sorry
in my head that shit get dark
MIA how i embark

you not bite bitch you all bark
yall too nasty i could barf
m911 on my arms
MBCC we go far

i could give a seminar
my gun emo we keep scars
muzzle flashing in the dark
turn his body into tar

turn his body into slush
this shit red just like the blood
if this not backwoods its a dutch
i got good weed in my clutch

i got fanta in my mud
if you dont like it suck these nuts
when i go with her she need crutch
saw your bitch i hold a grudge

i got shells yeah i got slugs
if you steady talking tough
tat my name onto her butt
i fuck with whores i like sluts

i'm looking down from saturn
i wonder if i matters
when you're talking fix your stature
we out here smoking on that batter (2x)

i got molly on my body
i make bread, sorry not sorry
in my head that shit get dark
MIA how i embark

you not bite bitch you all bark
yall too nasty i could barf
m911 on my arms
MBCC we go far

I LOVE SLUTS (+shades)

produced by 🦠 homesick x jolst 

uh, i feel it x 6262662

she say slow down
goin too fast
for my liking
please don’t do that
she can’t take it 
got a new man
ima break him 

she don’t want no fun or want no drama
she got eyes just like her mama 
and a rage and vile temper just like hades 

she say she say baby please don’t do that
friends all hate her, rushi sunak
drop 2 bills on a half a set, and now im shakin

haven’t popped a pill or sipped a litre
since last year, im livin cleaner
got a baby on the way, and now i’m chasin 

chasin the bag
fell off last year, how tf i do that
had this whole shit in the palm of my hand
i got too lazy, took eyes off the plan 
let u boys win now i’m finally back
scene wants some drama, sendflowrs ur man
indirect tweets go and work on your jab 
fuckin cokeheads go and put down the bag
i hit the gym, smoke a blunt and i’m grand :)
dropped out of uni, got tired of that 
quit my old job, i got tired of that
listening to bullshit, got tired of that
jolst and homesick, on the beat make it slap

uh x 5262662

hades (jolst + homesick)

[sendflowrs]
and as the cold came, it didn’t feel right
on my deathbed i pray for your warm soft kiss
these angels they lay next to me and calm it 
i don’t think i really loved you baby if i’m honest 

and in my resting place, keep the seal tight
cus i would raise all the dead for you if you wanted
i would purge these dark woods with a bow and harness 
just cut out my heart whenever u want it 

[nevermadeithome]

You’re not where i need you
When i sleep at night
My lungs are so hard to breathe through 
My throats so tight 
You’re pretty like the pleiades
I mesmerised just by your eyes
I can’t seem to look at you 
Your hue and glow just seem so bright

Sleeping at night in your gown wear 
Swim the sea
Kill the king just to be there 
Bring your coat because its cold where  we‘re leaving 
Hold my hand baby this is the deep end


[sendflowrs]
on my grave 
in native tongue under my name 
is a phrase that says
“the one i love will always get away”
guess it never changes
no matter how much i sit and pray
for a better day
i’ll always be the one that rots away 
call me anyway
call me when you’re home or MIA
call me when you’re sad
when you’re feelin down or feel ok
call me everyday
call me fuckin now before i tear my face 
maybe you would love me more if i would finally get in shape 

[blaidd]
Stack my chips up high like I'm all in
Fall in love with your face in the morning
All this hate in the way had me bawling
But now I got you 
Your love was the only thing to prove
This world is nothing without you 
Now i find myself with nothing left to do 
But I came back from a business trip 
I Wanna go home cause I miss my *beep*
If I stay longer I just might flip
I wanna go home to the softest lips

starlight (feat. nevermadeithome + blaidd) (prod. flesh + jolst)

patterns

if i had a chance
i would probably take it
get away from all the past mistakes
and lay in the grass
we could move so fast
if we ran away this city's holding me in place
im getting sick of it all

i am full of so much hatred
sick of seeing faces
i just wanna be alone
are you watching while i break 
im trapped inside a cage and
everything is going wrong

take me anywhere but here
i smile in the mirror
i wanna disappear and start again
i wanna feel clean
i know the scenery wont change whats left in me
i was drowning

dive into me

if i had a chance
i would probably take it
get away from all the past mistakes
and lay in the grass
we could move so fast
if we ran away this city's holding me in place
im getting sick of it all

i am full of so much hatred
sick of seeing faces
i just wanna be alone
are you watching while i break 
im trapped inside a cage and
everything is going wrong




penelope waters - if i had a chance (prod. lil narnia and blingblou)

perfume (prod. gee)

Oxy: https://t.me/oxy_dant
fuckclubb: https://t.me/cIubfuck
Mixed by: Me
Prod by: https://t.me/forlez193

killed laziness (feat. fuckclubb)

my tg: https://t.me/delayinyourbrain
tg слизи: https://t.me/slizydumb



Feat: https://on.soundcloud.com/OW2SxptFLtTpJe9nE9

face id ft.300babyHUFF (prod.sickosouljx)

Don't Kill

http://therapy.rip

mgmt.polearm@gmail.com

patterns

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