(never again)
(never again)
never again, god i'm hanging by a thread
all my life another night on the edge
i'll say goodbye now
you can cry your eyes out
i'll be alright while you're alone
tell me when, god i'm hanging by a thread
all my life another night on the edge
i don't think you get it
god you're so pathetic
crying out the exit all alone

can you tell me that you cared
every night i've been impaired
but deep down i'm so scared

i got drunk
hit a bump
why am i feeling so slump
i've been losing my shit
and i haven't slept in months
quitting weed made me dream
and i don't like it one bit
(this life's not what it seems)

i hit a blunt, i hit a bag, now what's the move
when i wake up, i don't need drugs, i just need you
woah
i just spent another night out
now i'm back inside your house
i've been so turnt up tryna fight the urge to sleep
but it's been a couple days and it's more than i can take
but i'll find a way
there's something 'bout the way that you make me feel
which path do i take
throw it all away or bury my heart

and i can't believe you actually made me bury my beliefs
i gave it all of me and sacrificed my unity
the tragic path to you and me
it's always something that's not up to you or me
it's in my head but it's not something i can see
it's only something that is slightly out of reach
it's something out a eulogy

i got drunk
hit a bump
why am i feeling so slump
i've been losing my shit
and i haven't slept in months
quitting weed made me dream
and i don't like it one bit
(this life's not what it seems)

never again, god i'm hanging by a thread
all my life another night on the edge
i'll say goodbye now
you can cry your eyes out
i'll be alright while you're alone

can you tell me that you cared
every night i've been impaired
but deep down i'm so scared

THREAD w/ lil narnia, fats’e, anxiety attacks!

excelsior the album soon
thank u for supporting me, I love you

speeding down 95 in a jeep
all that fame shit turn em to a fiend 
let me hear that money talk talk cheap
but I still need a check every time that I speak

where tf u at bro?
where tf was u when I was tryna get a peep
used to be a team now its just me 
nowadays in bed counting sheep like

I'm just tryna sleep
vivid dreams since I stopped smoking weed
rock with me baby everybody eat 
they hate me put me out in the street 

glock switch with the mf beam
I don't rock with u pussies im too mean
they all switch that means a mf free 
yo ex man he a mf freak 

she don't wanna take 2 i take 10 
remember we was just friends back then 
everything panned out 
now we in the penthouse 
I got two twin glocks
imma let em blam now

gOoD gRiEf

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U55g3Ue0NFE

Smoking toxic
Bitch I'm off it
On the edge
I'm always walking
Feeling empty
Like I'm nothing
Can't love
My heart too frozen
Going crazy
Yeah I lost it
In my head
I feel psychotic
Yeah my brain
Feels like it's rotted
Got my body
As a hostage

I've been walking
Round the city
With my eyes low
Going insane
Yeah I'm going psycho
I might slide
On your bitch
Like a psycho
She keep saying I'm the one
Yeah I know

Yeah I know
They all wanna be like me
It's a lonely road
I don't need nobody
Still remember all the days
They would hate on me
Now they wanna rent my swag
Like a Airbnb

Smoking toxic
Bitch I'm off it
On the edge
I'm always walking
Feeling empty
Like I'm nothing
Can't love
My heart too frozen
Going crazy
Yeah I lost it
In my head
I feel psychotic
Yeah my brain
Feels like it's rotted
Got my body
As a hostage

Yeah I'm dead inside
But I still try to keep it moving
Sick and tired of the lies
And the confusion
Bitch I'm higher
Than the fucking stars
When they shooting
Saying that you high as me
Who you think you fooling?

Yeah tell a bitch stop playing
I've been in my bag
No I'm not gonna save em
Yeah I'm not gonna save em
You can be my girl till the night end

music video

psychotic (prod. guda+nightigerxo) video in description*

lyrics:

When time has beaten me
The wind will pick me up
And force me to the flame
To thaw this bitter cold
When time has done to me
What gale has done to stone
I will crack and u will see
The light of human soul
If night falls
Can you hold urself
When the Chains lay broken
And the beasts have climbed out
Our foot falls
Can be heard and we are smelt
Though the sky spans open
We are shackled to the ground

Taegen
Let ur roots envelop me
And sing me a gentle song
Stick to my wooden bones
Im held by Elves skin
Raised the hairs that cover me
And fed me pleasant poems
Penned in crystal homes

In turn
The trees will drink the blood
In thirst
And keep to growing up

Taegen
Let ur roots envelop me
And sing me a gentle song
Stick to my wooden bones
Im held by Elves skin
Raised the hairs that cover me
And fed me pleasant poems
Penned in crystal homes

taegen (prodryankelly)

patterns

perfume (prod. gee)

made 3 years ago so i’m dropping it by itself instead of in the collab ep 💕 s/o @user-411557229

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

if i keep it down, never make a sound
call log empty but the bottle aint
staying quiet now, yet this silence loud
left the read receipts on my overlay
then act surprised when friends gotta leave
fuck it never said that you had to stay
in fact better yet fuckin hit the books
cuz it’s nothin left 2 say n drugs to take

she told me hop off the adderall
we just not meant to be after all
i’ll be somewhere in the night time
cause ur not urself when there’s alcohol
i got sum thoughts i aint said yet
swear this codeine got me touchin sunsets
i got purple stains all in the bedspread
and i’ll be by myself till i drop dead
baby i’ll get back 2 you in the morning
i know to you that my life ain’t important
took away shit that was making me numb
blade drip my blood and it paint in the portrait
nowadays when it’s dark out
see ur face with the same doubt
leave that bitch in the past
and leave my name out of ur mouth

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

spectre w/ residential.

guapp now

HIGHOFFYOU

DrainTwizz‼️

i might really be over it +333（✿ ͡◕ ᴗ◕)つ━━✫・*。

official music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-hCfVNIrNw
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lyrics:
it's been so long since I've seen you
turns out I don't need you
thought I lost my heart
but I found it right beside you
you know that I cry too
leaving fears behind you
i've been shining bright
it's just my way to remind you

faded of a blunt now
whipping down the highway
blinded by the lights now
ya i got it my way

gucci on my chain
fendi down to my waist
sayin that i switched up
you're not up to my pace

it's been so long since i've seen you
i dont even miss all the nights that we stayed up
the nights that we prayed for some brighter days pains away
i dont want this life to go to waste
i dont even miss you
i just wanna kiss u
one more time before i fade away
i dont even miss u 
i just hope u live your life
away from the pain

stream ❄️

i like to imagine i'm okay (prod. kaktus) [music video in description]

http://therapy.rip

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