Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

Yeah, I woke up fucked up
High from last night
Saw you in my dream
I wish it was real life
I've been burnt out
Broken
With no one by my side
Leave me out to die
But you know I still try

Leave me, bleed me
I just don't care
Hate me, blame me
I know it's not fair
Yeah, I'm crazy
Baby I won't lie
Got too many scars that I can't hide
Got too many cuts and bruises baby
Trust me I've been through it
Treat my heart just like another drug
The way that you abuse it
That's the reason I can't fall in love
You treat me like I'm stupid
You won't find nobody else
To love you like I did
And still do
Try to block you out my brain
But you break through
I can't sleep and I can't eat
When I think of you
Nothing ever feels the same as it used to

Hey there
I know it's hard to feel like I don't care
But I've been dying slowly
I don't want you to be scared
Cause you're the one that kills me
And you kill me so well
And I know you like it too baby
I can just tell
Yeah, I can just tell
When your eyes meet mine
If I fall in love again
I might lose my mind
Cause if I lose you
Imma lose it all
Blacked out
In an empty bathroom stall

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hey there (prod. frevel + 5head)

produced by: jolst + homesick 
vocals, mixing & mastering by me 

lyrics: 


felt the whole room change when she stepped in
she got fire in her blood she electric
he would kill for her if she would let him 
but she holds his hand tight to prevent it “whered u stay? whered u go? whered u check in?”
it’s a little bit too much
but he expects it 
and it’s more than his face shes obsessed with
she wants his blood
oh i bet tastes expensive 

and in the moonlight of his death
she’ll lay her hands upon her chest and rest
for a while
until this city summons her again,
look down at this place and she can’t help
but crack a smile 
she collects and carries souls from these men
those pretty words she says fu-fu- fuck with my head 
a soft spoken queen til he lays in her bed 
in the morning 
and when it’s time my love will you please heed me with a warning 

and these doors are locked shut, so just bleed
she can’t see anything 
through her mask full of greed
just breathe
bury me 
in the leaves 
by the trees
curse the lips that got me here 
and she ice, so i freeze 
shes a spirit; baby turn my skin white promise i wont leave 
everybody want her but don’t want those punctures from her teeth
i thought vampires were stories
eyes turned black, i couldn’t believe 
on this night this wooden floor is the only thing under me 

my eyes open finally to 6 feet 
of mud
throat is dry, and my hands feel numb 
last thing i remember was the slow slow cut 
i can smell the copper on my clothes
i’m covered in blood
so i push, i pray, i cry, i hope that i get out this rut
she laughs, and i can hear her, though it’s muffled and i’m stuck 
she told me “boy you shoulda turned around when i asked u what’s up”
and then she smile, put a dress on, to the next party she struts 

felt the whole room change when she stepped in
she got fire in her blood she electric
he would kill for her if she would let him 
but she holds his hand tight to prevent it “whered u stay? whered u go? whered u check in?”
it’s a little bit too much
but he expects it 
and it’s more than his face shes obsessed with
she wants his blood
oh i bet tastes expensive

souleater (jolst + homesick)

excelsior the album soon
thank u for supporting me, I love you

speeding down 95 in a jeep
all that fame shit turn em to a fiend 
let me hear that money talk talk cheap
but I still need a check every time that I speak

where tf u at bro?
where tf was u when I was tryna get a peep
used to be a team now its just me 
nowadays in bed counting sheep like

I'm just tryna sleep
vivid dreams since I stopped smoking weed
rock with me baby everybody eat 
they hate me put me out in the street 

glock switch with the mf beam
I don't rock with u pussies im too mean
they all switch that means a mf free 
yo ex man he a mf freak 

she don't wanna take 2 i take 10 
remember we was just friends back then 
everything panned out 
now we in the penthouse 
I got two twin glocks
imma let em blam now

gOoD gRiEf

Lyrics: 

Kissing you girl
Tastes like copper on my lips
I wanna scratch you out my life
But I cant find an itch
You play me like a game
You just need a new expansion
You're weeping like an angel
You're begging for attention

I hate you deep down
Because your hidden in my thoughts like a secret
And I cant be proud
Because I know deep down you’ll reveal it
I cant help myself
When you ask me to dance
You're offer your hand
I'm of in a trance
The words that you speak
Feel like acid on my teeth
They’re bleeding from the root
Guess there's no life in the leaf

Kissing you girl
Tastes like copper on my lips
I wanna scratch you out my life
But I cant find an itch
You play me like a game
You just need a new expansion
You're weeping like an angel
You're begging for attention

A deep struggle
A light smile
Keeps the family happy for a while
I know you know
That I need you
My heart needs filling up its so see through
You might me right
That I'm helpless
Without you
I feel selfish
Is it me
Or am I coerced by looks
Cause you look so pretty tonight

Kissing you girl
Tastes like copper on my lips
I wanna scratch you out my life
But I cant find an itch
You play me like a game
You just need a new expansion
You're weeping like an angel
You're begging for attention

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Copper (Taylor Morgan, Jolst)

prod fats'e 

lyrics: 

hit me with the combo then
grieving while it's burning and
madness piles up again
bracing for a triple up
hiding for another month
running from the mourning dove
your paintings hanging on my wall
remembering when i was young
wish i could've said farewell
bracing for a triple up
hiding for another month
running from the mourning dove

i've been searching for the remedy
stuck inside my memories 
stuck inside for weeks 
i'm in my room just pacing endlessly
thought that i'd get wiser but i still feel like i'm 23
my eyes have gotten drier 
now i think i'm numb to everything
colors bleed right off the tapestry
embrace another tragedy 
circling above there's hidden messages i'm yet to see
embrace the raven calling me and pull me close 'till i can't breathe
losing you is proof that maybe i'm not numb to everything

mourning dove

patterns

heaven2

bitter

@jediel@famm bled

This And That

Wet/Ref [15drtt]

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