a throwaway song (tw// grooming)

IF I COULD LOVE ME LIKE I USED TO
ID BE PEARLY ID BE SO CUTE
ID BE EVERYTHING YOU WANT
YOU COULD USE ME ALL NIGHT LONG
IF I COULD LOVE ME LIKE I USED TO
ID BE AT YOUR HEELS IN VIRTUE 
ID BE ANYTHING YOU WANT
ID BE EVERYTHING YOU WANT

I COULD BE PERFECT
COPYCAT HAZE
I’M A HOT WORTHLESS
I CAN’T BE PHASED
ITS LIKE 2015, 16, 17 MORE
THE NUMBERS DONT MATTER TO YOU ANYMORE
IM SPENDING ALL THIS TIME
THE PROPER GLOW UP OF MY LIFE
ON A GIRL THATS 25
CALL ME DEAD ‘FORE I’M ALIVE

pearly

hppd

Clearly

clearly (featuring goji!, cnri, & internetboy)

Lights Out

A Sun Smeared By A Party Cloudy Sky (deeeemo) will sing i dont know making emo is fun

punk rock will never die but u will
artwork by me does anyone know how to swap out a broken window pane

@thayerperiod

thayerperiod - ASSHOLE [jinz0 remix]

We breathe...in and out...
And as we do so, we are breathed
In and out ourselves!

::

Original music & haiku poetry by Bob Weathers

Breathed

"can't get you out of my head
and i've been standing here all night long
replaying things that you said, in my head
until they all turn into a song
frantically writing down what you are
constellations form, write thru your stars
no such thing as perfection
but these lights tell me otherwise

headstruck by a comet, i think i'm losing my grip

why do you look so blue?
well i guess you can't control it in this point in time
staring down into the twilight reminds you that..
every star is gonna burn out
and every mirrors gonna blur out
what it's supposed to manifest
i guess it's all for the best"

released on: 7 August 2020

I might not live long enough to see you again

old title: Bluff/can't explain

"cover art by www.instagram.com/the_southern_sneak/
lyrics ripped off from poem by Scott X. Levine - I Had So Much To Say (revisited)
https://allpoetry.com/poem/15046167-I-Had-So-Much-To-Say--revisited--by-Scott-X.-Levine

what's done i can't explain
i only meant to hurt myself
i knew i wouldn't die
i'd live no matter what i did
you got attached too easily
i forgot you but you still remembered me
and only all the good things
the good things you did i took for granted
i need to think out my words thoroughly
didn't think you'd be so afraid for me
my depressive careless venting got you anxious in suspense
nail biting, all the down to the bone and i
dragged you by your feet
you're more than hurt
it was better incomplete
i need you to listen, care, love me, i need you there
what's done i can't explain
i only meant to hurt myself
i knew i wouldn't die
i'd live no matter what i did"

released on: 21 August 2020

bluffer (cover art by https://www.instagram.com/the_southern_sneak/

MADE ALMOST ENTIRELY AS A FLIP ZONE CHALLENGE

Produced by Lisa Adiso
Addtl. production efforts by BIO & Tracey Brakes
Contains samples from "Tphlixm 99E1" by Lisa Adiso

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